It's been approximately another month away from my last blog update. I think I'm getting lazier to blog about things. I prefer to get things straight away. Somehow, I seem to realise a change in character in me. I'm getting more hot-tempered and impatient now. I don't have the patience to read long text and to create something from scratch. I don't want to teach people something that takes a lot of effort... There's also many other things I just don't care. Is that normal for me?

I'm getting addicted to PSP nowadays. I just can't live without it. Surfing pspupdates.qj.net is a frequent thing now other than finding skins for windows. It's just amazing to be able to play so many commercial games on a small media console like that. It's able to do many other things that's beyond the legal scope allowed by Sony. There's no fast and effective way that Sony can do to destroy the homebrew scene since it's growing. I guess the only way is entice the users to update the psp by some other attractive features that will be provided for free.

Will be getting half year supply of contact lenses soon. I wonder how will I feel when I wear it. I want to know if it's really tiring to wear it, difficult to maintain versus the appearance... Actually I didn't really want to get but didn't know why I agreed to Sebastian's suggestion. Ha, so be it. There's always a first time to everything.

It's the end of JRC. I miss Bravo class. I think it's really fun to be with them... I just can't believe that all these already are going to end... Most of us are not sure with the vocation yet but had to say goodbye to those people posting out for 195, NMA and Chef. Well, hmm.. I wonder what awaits me by the time I onboard ship. Since I've gone for helo fire-fighting, it's almost a confirmation that I'll be posted to LST as a gunner. I think many of them onboard will be regulars and NSF will almost be nothing but a mere labour for them. Haiz, not to mention OJT which will be the worst times ahead of me.

I heard that if I got posted to LST which is to be sent for missions, I'll probably get much extra money too. But the duration is quite long too. Well, I wonder will the experience be eye-opening or will I miss home due to the long period away.

Talked to Swee Kwan about relationship. Spurred me to think about it once more. What's the reason that I'm not really considering about being attached now? I don't really know but I guess it could be that I think I will feel detach from a love that buds from a new relationship. It's a painful feeling to not see someone for a week during this time. I'm reassured by so many to let nature take its course for now. Perhaps that's the best way for me.