I think Mindscafe is one of the place I won't feel sick going to, at least not yet. Went with my 
hall OG friends to play. As usual, Jiahui is on the news again.
Halfway through, she just hugs the game and crept underneath the table. Weird or what. Ha. My reaction time is seriously slow, (wonders if it's due to age) but at least I wasn't the last though.
Only Hong Wei joined us, wonder where's the other seniors off to.
Hesitated for quite a while before deciding to go clubbing with the pageants. I think I no longer like to go clubbing for curiosity, more of thinking it as a gathering at alternate venues I believe. Somehow, my mum just doesn't share the same sentiment though.
She woke up and saw me in a drunk state when I returned home. I hate to be in that scene, knowing how disturbed she'll be. I pretended not to realise and went back to sleep. At least the intention stems from a concerned heart. =) 
How well am I juggling things right now? I really don't know. I need to get myself back in focus. Hope to spend the remaining of the recess week doing something fruitful.
Perhaps there isn't a way to keep everything. When you acquire something new in your life, you risk a chance of losing something that you have already got. Is it really too greedy to just ask for the chance to hold on to everything that still matters? Or could some changes be inevitable and irreversible? Somewhere deep down in my heart, I still hope for a miracle. Don't want to lose that hope yet. Not yet, not yet.
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