It sure sucks to feel this way. Friends ask me why I don’t want to apply for overseas exchange. I got to go through the long story of explaining because the entire 90% of tuition fees are loaned from bank. My parents do not have the money for my school fees so it’s my liability for this sum of money. If I were to go for overseas exchange, I would require probably another $10 000 to $14 000 or even more if I were to look at countries like US or UK. That’s about half of the entire 4 year course fees I would have to bear. I certainly would not want to enslave myself to so much debt.
My friends then continued to talk about how it will all work out when I get a fantastic paying job in the future… I’ll tell them that the future’s not up to me to predict and all that. However, the full stop comes only after I say even if I want to, my GPA’s not up to it. That’s the sad truth. With that having said, people will just tell me to try harder while on the other hand continue to lament how their CGPA has dropped. However, to me, it’s all very fantastic already… Maybe there’s never enough for the things you get and people may not be truly empathetic to my plight. I try filter out the things I do now want to listen but there is a limit to how much I can bear. Sigh…
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