Quarrelled with mum again. She scolded me for something I did not do. Just felt very pant up inside to tolerate and to listen to matters that she wrongly accused me for, thus I rebuked back with my reasoning. She cried, saying that I'm not as obedient as how I used to be now I'm an adult. =.= Seriously, if I'm not in the wrong, there's really no need for me to say sorry. But I guess, when girls/women cry, the guys are always in the wrong. Guys are always stereotyped to be stronger both emotionally and physically in almost anyway. It sucks to be a guy sometimes.
Things are going to be different in university. Coping with new environment, new learning methods, new friends. Will I still be able to cope if a relationship is at hand? I don't wish to jeopardise the future of any party yet I don't want to lose an opportunity if it comes along. After talking to CP, I realised what a failure I am in choosing a girlfriend. I didn't know what I wanted in the past. Now, will I still make the same mistake that I had in the past? I guess only time will tell.
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