mm. Yesterday was another bad day. Upon arriving at the Tuas base, my bag strap gave way and it landed out loud on the ground. Quite embarrasing I thought, never did I thought that fall will cost my PSP LCD screen to crack and cost me $120 to repair. I discovered that only on my way from Tuas when I need that the most to keep my boring journey some entertainment... Heartache~ Sob... It's still so new you know?
On my way back, saw several patches of wet mud, thought I'll be able to keep clear of it by stepping aside which the grass covered the ground. It's still muddy. Now my shoes are stuck with the mud and soil.. Still can't be removed yet. Haiz...
When I'm back in camp, officer of the day is XO. The one I have to see regarding the mistake I made during Thursday's watch. Mm, what a coincident. It was also Staff Ong's POOD and Thiru's fire drill accessment that day. Moreover, there are 2 OJTs understudy, so definitely a fire drill will be held that day. Diao~ Was thinking that I should have finished thursday's watch and relax after the GPMG course... Wahaha... Not forgetting that I will have to muster arms that day when it's supposed to be Chia's responsibility... Well, can't be anything worse, so I still cheer myself up after that.
Found out that SGFORUMS is an interesting site, started reading recently only. Go find out if you're curious about it. Ha. Also, it's been confirmed that I have sailing on my birthday eve till my birthday. Afterwhich, I have a duty on that day too. Mm, yep, got to smile because it's the last time I'll have my birthday in camp anyway...
The main problems with me are that I can hardly be decisive, easily influenced, soft-hearted and inexperienced. Such traits are causing me to face situations helplessly. My mum believes that if something needs to be done, do it. Got to set the will and heart even if it's cruel in some ways. Well, it can be that I didn't inherit any of her traits then, lol.
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Had a 10/04 outing few days back. Mm, before that I was wondering to go for it or not. So far, it hasn't really been very fun for me. Honestly speaking, the class is really fragmented. I wasn't sure if everyone is genuinely interested in the outing or just going with the flow, the mass of people in the class. Every time, when I'm out with them, I either feel happy talking to the girls or the guys at one time, not as a class no matter how much I try to sort out my conversations to suit both. Somehow I just never get to voice this out but it just feels so uncomfortable...
However, it's a rare occasion for my class to get a gathering with Ms Fong especially after J2. Everyone changed a little bit especially the girls. Some guys still remember pretty much the same. Ha, I don't know for them how much or little I've changed... Ha, I hope other than appearance, my character is better?
The session wasn't that fruitful in that I haven't really found out what they've gone through so far. But I thought it's inevitable that the gap will widen once we embark on our separate ways... I miss the old days.
Mm... I didn't know what's on my mind... Have I become partially numb by the pain of what happened to me before? Has that made me unable to see my true feelings? I really don't know what's going on...
However, it's a rare occasion for my class to get a gathering with Ms Fong especially after J2. Everyone changed a little bit especially the girls. Some guys still remember pretty much the same. Ha, I don't know for them how much or little I've changed... Ha, I hope other than appearance, my character is better?
The session wasn't that fruitful in that I haven't really found out what they've gone through so far. But I thought it's inevitable that the gap will widen once we embark on our separate ways... I miss the old days.
Mm... I didn't know what's on my mind... Have I become partially numb by the pain of what happened to me before? Has that made me unable to see my true feelings? I really don't know what's going on...
Happy new year!
Ha, this post came a bit late but nevertheless still here than never. Thanks to many for the new year greetings sent to me. Hope this year will be better than last year and I definitely look forward to this year. My ORD year! =P
Shall post the fireworks pictures later, haven't scale down the size for blog display yet. I tried using the night mode to take the photos. It's got a brighter ambience lighting but because I held it by hand, the fireworks turn out looking different than it ought to be. Lol, it runs out my battery faster too... I had 2 out of 3 bars and it just ran out after about 3 shots plus a few sec video clip capture? Lol...
Cai cai, eugene, ah gong and me had a long day out. Our outing was supposed to be quite short actually but had to be out there very long due to the immense crowd.. It seems that I really prefer Singapore population to be 3 million instead of 4 million... Lol. Ah gong has a big appetite, he can finish carl's junior set meal with no problem at all.. For me, finishing the side orders seem to be rather difficult and sinful already, ha. Just the size of its calamari rings can tell. That night we were pushing each other to refill the drinks... the cup is big but the drink runs out fast, (maybe we're just very thirsty?) so we refilled several times that day.
Took another driving lesson today. It's disastrous and I'm very very worried that by the time I take the TP test, I'll pass it... Guess I'll probably take that test as a learning experience then.
That day, taxis were the kings of the road. There really weren't any other vehicles except few buses occasionally. The taxis just refused to stop if you flag for them and I suppose they only take calls by which they can earn more? Luckily for me, there's a night rider bus that takes me quite near to my house otherwise gotta really get ripped by the expensive cab fares... Ha.
Had a personal problem which I don't really want to share... Felt quite troubled by it because it's my fault but I just can't help doing that... It's really what I feel about things even if it's wrong? Hmmz.... Don't know what to do... I can't be forced to things I can't get used to...
*Update*
These are the 2 pics I took from my camera. Eh, actually the effects are different but taken with night effect blends the fast moving light into disarray I suppose. Look at the second picture... Seems as if there's flame tongue in the background, haha.
Ha, this post came a bit late but nevertheless still here than never. Thanks to many for the new year greetings sent to me. Hope this year will be better than last year and I definitely look forward to this year. My ORD year! =P
Shall post the fireworks pictures later, haven't scale down the size for blog display yet. I tried using the night mode to take the photos. It's got a brighter ambience lighting but because I held it by hand, the fireworks turn out looking different than it ought to be. Lol, it runs out my battery faster too... I had 2 out of 3 bars and it just ran out after about 3 shots plus a few sec video clip capture? Lol...
Cai cai, eugene, ah gong and me had a long day out. Our outing was supposed to be quite short actually but had to be out there very long due to the immense crowd.. It seems that I really prefer Singapore population to be 3 million instead of 4 million... Lol. Ah gong has a big appetite, he can finish carl's junior set meal with no problem at all.. For me, finishing the side orders seem to be rather difficult and sinful already, ha. Just the size of its calamari rings can tell. That night we were pushing each other to refill the drinks... the cup is big but the drink runs out fast, (maybe we're just very thirsty?) so we refilled several times that day.
Took another driving lesson today. It's disastrous and I'm very very worried that by the time I take the TP test, I'll pass it... Guess I'll probably take that test as a learning experience then.
That day, taxis were the kings of the road. There really weren't any other vehicles except few buses occasionally. The taxis just refused to stop if you flag for them and I suppose they only take calls by which they can earn more? Luckily for me, there's a night rider bus that takes me quite near to my house otherwise gotta really get ripped by the expensive cab fares... Ha.
Had a personal problem which I don't really want to share... Felt quite troubled by it because it's my fault but I just can't help doing that... It's really what I feel about things even if it's wrong? Hmmz.... Don't know what to do... I can't be forced to things I can't get used to...
*Update*
These are the 2 pics I took from my camera. Eh, actually the effects are different but taken with night effect blends the fast moving light into disarray I suppose. Look at the second picture... Seems as if there's flame tongue in the background, haha.
