Getting there...

Desmond's already getting to count down to the end of the contract. It's still very long I feel. But I'm already longing for every moment I can take a break. I'm already above minimum expectation but I'm expected to do better for the team. They're all awards clinchers. I feel much obliged to keep that standard up. Stress~

Wei Xiang just had his 21st birthday. He booked a very spacious KTV room inclusive of a pool table, 4 long sofa couches, plentiful of snacks and alcohols to go with, so that we can really 'booze and binge'. Any party on that scale level would have invited a wide array of friends but just so happened that there's only IMOS friends and VS friends that he invited. Absolutely guys' party... =.="

The not so bad part is the karaoke system is really good. Initially, everyone was shy to grab the microphone for a demonstration of singing. The encouragement of alcohol soon sets in and everyone is in a really good mood to sing along. I must say Eugene's voice is really unique and beautiful. He's also able to catch the nuances of pitches and tunes which I find really impressive.

Got him a really expensive watch but to be shared with a great num ber of people as well. Hope he doesn't mind. =x It happens to be Lian's birthday too. Everyone's finally decided to get him a working shirt. After I start working, I realise everything about the adult world has got to do with money afterall. It's really a pragmatic world. Who says growing up in Singapore is easy anyway?

Got lost in NTU today for the school medical checkup. Referred to the letter that says issued by Student Services Centre so I thought it's there and damn it. It's actually the medical centre that's crammed into a corner above the semi-circle canteen that I had passed by...

Saw Sin Jian and Poo Hee. They're also taking computer engineering too. Mm, Sin Jian is still as weird. But quite sad for him that his long distance relationship didn't really work out. He told me he's more contactable via email than via his mobile? @_@

My computer is having downtime again. Will wish to reformat again... Hate it. I've tried detecting for spywares and malwares but nothing can be done. Just that it's very obvious that something is hogging onto the computer. Argh... (YELL)

Time doesn't stand still

Yes, it doesn't. Another 2 more months or so I'll be leaving the company. I will miss Teresa for all the guidance given, Jagat, Vivian and Weiming for all the good advice they have given to me and Jes for all the troublesome questions I asked. Will miss Edith, Frank and the other colleagues for always being there... for supper and other things else of course. Ha. It's a bit early to say all these but just felt that time really runs on very fast.

Spent $380 for air tickets to Bangkok and back. It's my first time to be onboard airplane. I'm so excited yet unnerved. I wonder how will the experience be. I have no idea what to expect for the difference between budget and national airlines. As usual, my parents nag at me again for not choosing national airline, for not taking guided tour and etc but then again, they wouldn't know anything about that either. I feel so inexperienced because when prompted for the kind of hotel to choose for, I honestly didn't know what to answer them. Hmm... I'm going to fly out to see the world... Whee~ Ha.

Helping Gabriel with the flash isn't an easy task. I feel like I've let him down on the expectations. I think it looks worse than what he expected... I will try my best to improve it further.

I'm missing her so much. It's heart-rending for me as I don't know how she actually feels about me. Is it even nearly the same as me or to her am I just another friend? I don't know. I think I'm going crazy~