Today is a damn tiring day too... Barely got the energy to type. Been running around been backstage da whole day le... n da thing is nvr even give us a great thank u or wadever... Feel like effort not recognised, unlike sai gang team, aiya....but nvm, i'll juz take it in my stride.

At least i gotta noe friends like maybelle, helen, padma, man yiu, jonathan, bicas, jeanette better. They're realli fun lot of pple. Hahaz.

Juz damn f**king pissed when my mum says she's coming n she din come juz bcuz she din feel like coming. I was so so disappointed... of all pple, she din come. Hmph...

Asked my friends to collect notes for me, but they say dun hav.. Estella says got alot, who to trust? haz...nvm, shall noe nxt time.

Tired le... gotta slp le. Write tmr...bb

Mood: >.< zzZZ

Hmz... so excited abt tmr...hehe, pple wish me more good luck, aha...Hope i wun make myself paiseh. Tmr ming xiu's family n my mum can sit together n chit chat le, at least tt can keep my mum busy n nt yawning or sleeping...lol

Now very free like tt...nth much to do...tmr excused for lessons lar. but going for chem as ms fong is briefing us on chem SPA. Realli jia lat leh... got L5, L2 for my spa pract...tt's atrocious lor. For my physics is L7, L3 for SPA pract.

Notice now got more pple watching my blog le...Yea..should b happy. Somemore everytime kana threatened from fiona and estella tt they'll complain... It's nth actually...juz dun wan anything to anyhow spread lar... Duno wad's goin in me actually...being moody very suddenly on and off. Den pple keep on tink i v sad, esp mao xin. Ha.. Now even estella realise P.A. looks at S very closely all da time...so it's nt me anyhow say one lor. Got proof de.

Things in TJ is weird or creative or wadever u call it. Got temasek idol coming up, temasek carnival wif different activities, and previous activities if u can rmb, yea interesting as diff from other sch lor. Hahz...

Aiya, realli feel too tired to write le. Juz drop dead here ba.

Mood: =X

Today is a realli realli tiring day. I start from the back lar. Reached home at 10.30, b4 tt was guitar rehearsal from 3pm onwards... Den duno wad's wrong wif da audi aircon lor.., me sweating like shit. Not only did i mention it, da rest of da pple too. And haz...can't rmb padma's name until later on and she was disappointed tt she rmbed mine, but i din rmb hers'...lol din mean to. Poor memory lar, can't blame. At least 2day got a few others' hp no le, at least no nid to rely on km n mx.

Den i hate it when i look foolish "playing" some parts i duno, worse still, saw those pro ones pointing me out...argh...dun wan sit in front le...gona sit wif my backstage team. Well...it's oso for keeping my timing accurate lar.

But however it is, the teachers still not tt pleased overall saying there's some bad attitude in us...i'm partly to blame for late curtain on portion...especially da encore portion, hehe

Sabrina saw me doing guitar things lyk veri buay song like tt, duno wad she tinking lor. I noe my priorities one lor...she should noe. But maybe she's juz jk wif me...after all cedarians like tt...hahaz. Heard lim pin wana take chairman post... :P

Wana so so much to go for the home-coming day on 8 May, buden duno if it clashes wif anything anot. Miss all my dear darlies at ny... Haha... Alex one, *puke...jkjk hm, tt's like abt 10 days from now... hehe. Heard from hui min tt nj is such a boring place whereby pple shocked by vulgar lang...n she muz act den. haha...

Haiz...no time for tutorials n friendster testimonials le...so busy...miss those free n easy pri sch days...

Mood: ZZzzz....

Din receive much news from friendster le, but now receive so so much junk mails everyday!!! wth, can't finish clearing them compared to the mails floodin my inbox from 60% to 100%! Arghh....is tt really it? Can't stand virus man....

Den tok to jee siang, become toking to his bro... He is so damn lame lor...much worse den jee siang...brr... rubbish stuff lar... Not porno stuff, jee is tinking abt. Haha...

Saw tis very interesting spot in TJ, which i nvr gotta realli realise abt it. Ha...yea...wei jie showed me.

Fri is the interview for EXCO positions liao... abit nervous... wanna get in EXCO lor...but duno wad position i will get. Da sad thing is can only become EXCO of 1 pdp. Well but i guess it's busy enough. So i gotta drop many ideas of going here there runnin house comm... Haha... But tt day oso got concert lor...runnin here n there, how to stay cool?? Haiz...

Got a feelin alex got crush or wadever but dun wana share lor... Since he dun wana say den i better not say too much abt it.. Fiona's gettin better to me, nt so hostile at times. Estella's still pretty much da same though din say lame tt many times liao. Like my GP group better, haha... poor thing alex gotta get out for da 8 stupid grps arrangement.

Today PE is da mock one, gotta pass everyting or else will have to take S-paper haha...tis one i rather not take but obviously i seem to have no choice. Den da teacher bluff us timing so we can strain ourselves more. He say 12.40 passing. Den almost all ran earlier n me n some other guys ran abit later den tt. But he says pass...Qn mark...how come? den later gotta noe tt it's 13.10 or 13.20 ba...haha...tis time i juz ran all da way w/o stopping...as usual stitch halfway thru. But haiz...juz can't do pull up n standing broad jump properly lor... :'( Anyway, i gonna train my pull ups liao...

-Duno wad topic to tok wif her...i can basically tok alot wif other pple but not her. Why?-

Mood: O@O

Hmm...announcement here:

Guitar Concert
-$6
-Fri 30th Apr
-Audi
-Got guitar performance from year1,2, singing, band performance, teachers' performance

It's realli worth the $6!! So cheap rite, better den band, so ex! Hahaz...so grab ur tix from me while stocks last!

---end of announcement---

Blog:

Today had pw meeting again...luckily din go pasir ris...so far sia...wanna bluff hafiz to go there...duno in the end he got go anot...hope he din :P anyway, toking abt fast food unhealthy but everytime meeting place at fast food de...Lol.

Wanted to do hw first, end up toking on phone for 1 hr plus...wasted sia...hope today wun run...dun hav the energy to do so. My hair is so short!! can't realli comb it. except to spike it...see how lo.. my classmates wun b surprised anyway. They're a dead bunch of pple. Haiz... Feeling so crappy. Got many things to do n tink abt. Juz sorted out my maths file n gotta do those tutorials and think abt the NTU n NUS project. Den haven practise banganwan solo yet, left my song file in LT1, crap...how m i to find it...got lecture on monday..die liao, sure lost one. Zzz...

Duno wad's wrong wif my internet connection, can't dial wif my dsl modem, but can tap it using LAN! How come? it's so bad lor, da modem is mine! Unfair! can any pro assist me?

Mood :|

Hengz ar...today guitar practice din practice until night. Haiz...got myself a troublesome job, da curtain keeper, n gotta play too...very rush like tt. Den still muz fake i can play colours of the wind...stupid idea lor. den today da backstage pple all left, only mun yu n i left, den everyting we bao ka liao... den someone accidentally knocked da $350 guitar down n got a slight part chipped off, the person got so pissed off n blow her top at da person...den got a commotion for a while b4 she stormed off...haiyo, it's common for tt to happen lor, especially in LT. Anyway, da aurora shirt is so damn big, can't fit myself in nicely, haiz...

Google's coming out wif gmail, which is so attractive not to take up, but considering all cookies n spywares...duno whether shuld pick tt up anot. 1 GIG leh!

Noe another unknown person 2day... She asked me who i m, when she added me...(strange rite?) den yar..tok a while got number le...funny sia...

Quite tiring today, gotta catch up wif tutorials n practice le, still not 4getting NTU, NUS competition, sigh...

Mood: =S

It's been realli busy busy past few days...can't get to write my rubbish life in here, lol. Wanted to say lotsa things but maybe somethings are better not to say... Haha..

M i tt flirtious? I juz merely say hi to my friends n my frends say i very flirt... duno wad they're thinking. maybe they're jealous i gaining popularity...hehe. Haiz...tmr is da course liao, will miss out lessons, which means probably got to make up for da lost time... so rush like tt.. mr veera's hw haven't even complete now muz do some more, sigh*

Photo taking is fast, hate dragginess, but da shots abit funny sia...show us looking up as though portraying some sort of future we're looking into like tt... hehe.. den odd one out is sab's bro... wearing taekwondo t.

Argh...today guitar practice session reminds me of pressing time to practice even more...so stress...luckily i switch to backstage crew, so at least i play only bangawan solo, dun nid play colours of the wind... not enugh time to practice mah... haiz.. but da cool thing is dat we can get to wear own jeans for the concert. I like the voice of tt gal who can sing very well.. Her voice as though possess some unexplained magnetic charm within it, hahaz... nice to hear. I'm glad to noe a few more friends today from da backstage crew other than the sai gang grp, lol. received 5 tix...who to sell leh...maybe to my da jie, jan ba...but i got confident i can do it...hahaz.

mood: :/

I'm so damn pissed off wif how things are going on now... well, lotsa things r going on in my head, trying to sort them out. Others duno how i feel inside me actually but i dun wana say either, not sure who's friends, who's not. I really scared of opening myself to the wrong pple, hope dun end up get backstabbed n received bad reputation all over.

Wif things like micromouse competition, guitar performance, test, SPA practice, assignments...i really kinda get tangled up... wen jie told me recently abt the 3d competition things. Shuld i participate anot...haiz...duno lar..

haven't heard from my sec frenx for quite sometime le...wonder how they're doing... tmr 4b outing le

Today's topic will be abt joe ba... He's very erm...duno how to call lar. Xiao li chang dao ba... Keep on asking me to jio ******, if not he's gona action le. but yar... whether to do so anot, it's my business. I nvr say he canot jio. It's how things go tt matter lor. Well, i'm quite irritated by this matter actually. I din wan let pple noe one, but now like almost everyone noe... :P

But another prob is how will she react to my feelings, avoid me? accept me? joke abt tt n forget it? I would rather she not noe den. Besides she dun seem like da type who will settle down... so frustrated. I wanted to do so many things but acceptance is one prob... Heard tt she cry today when i having cs lesson. duno wad happen though.

So tired physically and mentally. For tutorials, competition, affairs... Guess da only crazy thing tt make me laugh alot is when poh woon, sean, alex n me went for a tour in singapore. Lol, i mean da trip was an error itself cuz sean din even noe where 12 goes n lead us to wrong place, in the end, end up late at home and pw meeting cancelled. But yea, it's realli fun toking crap along da way, haven't laugh like tt for years le.

mood: &)

Hai...tis day ar...got swimming lor. Yar..first swimming event in school for mi. The teachers were so pissed off abt us being so late. Taking own sweet time walking, changing etc. And... 10/04 is pretty slack. Think alot of pple can go intermediate but stay in beginner, haha... den yar...learn tt leg muz be straight when kicking and bla bla... Heard the intermediate ones muz swim 10 laps. OO...scary for me.

Den later got into sch late due to teacher dismiss us late. Den, yar so unfair. Stupid matrix system... (cursing it)

so sian... almost everyday got make up lectures. Den i forgot tt phy n chem switch make up lecture sessions, almost skipped it. But anyway I was late, yar...den duno where the attendance form is going around so din bother to mark. But those stuff taught i noe liao...wasted. Shuld teach other stuff mah...

So weird, today nobody played pranks lor... not as fun anymore... lol.

Sian...

Mood: :|