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Juz seen the news about the big earthquake that happens offshore of Indonesia Island.. I was so shocked when I see the extent of damage it deals. It even spread to Maldives. Can't imagine if Indonesia wasn't here to block that, Singapore will be nowhere above the water. It seems like 2004 has many terrible incidents to recall of... Wonder will the prediction of "Day after tomorrow" holds true in the near future anot...

Had a haircut at the punggol salon. It's not as cheap as my friend mentioned. $12 and i'm still not that pleased with my hair. It's too short to do any style anyway... But I bought a bottle of gel that costs $20 from them that caused my mum to be freaking pissed with me. She disallows me from future visits to salon anymore... Like i care...

Once again, thanks to all my friends who send me christmas greetings in sms, directly or other ways. Hope christmas is nice for you too! :D

Short review of my hols prog so far:
I've watched many shows this hols - bridget jones, incredibles, sky captain-world of tmr, frankenfish, van helsing, hellboy, white chicks, school of rock, vampire slayer, national treasure.
Weight: +1kg (oh no...)
height: still nt yet changed (-__-")
clothes: 3 more new shirts, 2 more pants (jeans)
hair: spiky top
homework: (only maths almost completed)
work: got $190 for 19 days.
money: lost $45, gained $5 later... still loses much in a way...
mood: sometimes sian, sometimes excited...
robotics training starts le... feels so drained... went AI to seek help for robo racers. Lim pin duno quite a lot of things. So am I.

Ela still reminded me abt da coursework prep... feels like a mountainous pile of things.

Won $2.60 in mahjong for the total of $5 bet. If it was $50 bet like last time, i would hav won $26 dollars.

Got $190 for internship instead of $200. Cos i din come for 2 days. (wad abt most of da days i come earlier 1/2 hour?)

Es's recommending a christmas job, 8-1am job, $50 in total. It's abit late n it's selling stuff... Things i dun wana do... Duno whether wan to accept anot.

Des askin me to go city harvest celeb on tis fri. but i dun realli like tis sorta things. Feels weird to me. I'm not even a christian in the first place.

Tinkin of dyeing my hair... Probably this week or next week.
I'm getting nearer and nearer to the end of working nightmare. But it's a beginning of another. Everyday when I woke up, I feel so sian. 74 takes me 1.30 hrs.... In fact, I not only can take a nap but literally sleep.

Not sure whether I'm up to take Phy S anot... It's kinda scary. Heard ZR n Sean got S for other subs... Die liao... Need to refresh myself too...

Web: I came across some design tips that taught people ranging from novice to experts how to create designs that can generally appeal. Even a simple shadow effect if uncontrolled is just as unsightly. Might as well not strain viewer's eyes... (<-That's my comment) Some difference of personal website and a blog is normally blog's everyday bullshit that you share with your friends and vice versa while website is some creativity space for you to show or a really simple task of showcasing your works and establishing a professional profile. However, it's hard to decide what website you really want to design for yourself as personal preference is always on the change.

IE vs firefox:
There's been this hot poll on cnet whether firefox is better or IE. I think basically for basic use, firefox is actually much more better. It loads up faster on any com, (i've tried) and the tab saves so much memory rather than waste up on a new window. Check your task manager and you know why. Firefox can also be skinned and customize and match your favourite theme etc. However, if you want security, maybe, just maybe... I'm still not too sure. IE has higher security as it has duno wad cipher strength thingy and web pages load correctly in IE may not do so in firefox. IE also has a weird attractiveness to draw people to make people use it despite so much disadvantages. Perhaps cos it has been around for so long... Oh, windows update only work for IE if talked abt web-based.

iPod vs Microzen:
hmz... it seems interesting how the 2 companies are fighting to get their products sell... I see creative is going all out but not sure about apple, whether they're thinking that there's a need to. It's so rare to see apple advertisement... In fact, I've only seen once....

Feel that i'm getting heavier. The working nature is so sedantary and i feel so stoned and no where to burn calories after lunch. The lunch portions are usually alot no matter what price you buy it at. Maybe i'm going to do running as training... who wanna join me?

Mood: -stoned-
blog: duno y blogger change to chinese mode when i wana come in, i din even set to chinese mode sia...

event: my cousin's weddin last tues, wow, she's so diff wif her make up. Da banquet is held at ngee ann city. Da ambience is fantastic, romantic and gorgeous. However, i realise one pathetic flaw is tt da staff's attitude is pretty bad. Chatting away when they are supposed to be serving drinks. Oso, i caught them hiding their laughter abt smth when they're serving out the dishes. But i'm happy tt she got married after 8 yrs wif dominic. Started seeing each other during their JC times. Hope i can have such blissful life as well.. hah... Dominic sang his own composed song while walking up the stage before pouring the champagne over stacked wine glasses. His voice is pretty nice and touchin.. no wonder my cousin fell for him.

work: had company dinner on fri. tot it's pretty big scale kinda thing. It's kinda pathetic lor. ANL book juz 5 tables from kingsfisher cafe and had buffet there. The food there nt alot. Only desserts had quite a few types. (But pple wana eat more of main course food mah...) But at least it's some sorta company dinner. Da table I sat in happen to hav quite alot of woman. And wif pple like yang ling, stef, joyce, etc... how can it be quiet? Laugh thru the evening n yup it's a while since i laugh so much le... It's da way dey laugh makes me follow suit. Lol... Wanted to take photos wif my bro's cam. Happen to be --- no batt... after tt took me abt 1.5hrs to get home...

com: bleahz... manage to remove korgo virus but there's still alot in... had some problems shuttin down as well. had a few choices wad i wana learn: flash actionscript(advance), creating windowblinds skin, japanese(still haven finish da book), guitar(long time din play). The snake n ladder game is near completion. Hope to give u guys a sneak peak soon. :D

life: had a hard time writing the journal in the internship bk. Long time din write le. Trying to fill in the details by memory. Tried to create a extremely short video using the few 10/04 class photos... haha, nid more manz... had a stroll today n i'm tinkin abt lotsa things in life, studies, frenz, luv, and bla bla bla... watched 12 kingdoms n inuyasha. Pretty nice oso... hehe, but naruto's more fun! :D Wana try out KBox lor... after being ehem, brain washed by jian yuan.

Mood: =)
so busy n tired... dun realli feel like bloggin.

work: one less person to tok to after TK has left. his attachment is juz 6 wks, only 2 wks more den me only. like nt much diff oso, cant learn much. Besides i thought it's supposed to be 6 mths.
found out tt my work in asknlearn only gives me $200 and i'm working for 19 days, 9 - 6pm. So basically i'm paid like $1.20 per hour.... how cheap am i treated... dun tink i produce less contribution den da poly one lor, juz cos no resume den treat me like tt sian... pple, nxt time dun take internship, go work better. got a new colleague from temasek poly. hope to work well too.

school: it's kinda hard to get pple back for robo training man... muz stress da importance to them otherwise juz gonna stray away to other pdps... hw still got alot, haven do much oso. It hasnt got off my mind yet, juz cant be bothered with.

life: lotsa pple on hols man... msn almost no one... only got davina to chat to, but leaving today oso... hah.. no money to spend so no much place to go. Cousin's gettin married, but i'm nt da one opening car door. my bro's da one, so he can get ang bao... unfair!! haha...jkjk... heard some rumours so n so notice me... muz be a prank or wad lor... haha. Last wkend met up wif jundi, desmond, shi jin. Though it's quite few pple, at least we got quite alot of things to tok abt, usually like tt de lor... Went to watch bridget jones xcept for shijin, got training. He slim down so much le, himself din realise only. jundi grow plumper le...afterall da meal serving in australia is much bigger though.

movie: watched incredibles and bridget jones during da hols. Incredibles pretty nice. Gotta agree wif alex tt diff age pple see diff taste of da movie. Can ord tell from kids laughter timing diff from adults one.. It's pretty touching the line tt says "I'm not strong, i'm not strong enough to lose you..." Da movie pace is pretty engaging... din feel bored at all. Whereas for bridget jones, i feel like it's juz another variation of big fish, one of those tt i seldom watch kinda genre. da whole story is a lame narration of herself, how immense she's in love, how pure luck she manage to get tt guy yet she din cherish till she realise wad he's done for her. I din watch da first series so i duno who she's in luv wif previously until da later half of da movie. Like da twist tt says tt rebecca is a lesbian. I can't see it until how the director compose da scenes together at last. haha

IT: com's still in a pretty bad situation, gotta rely on zonealarm to block alot of prog. Avast antivirus din work well, always hang in dos, da blue xp scandisk screen. cant do windowsupdate cos it hangs halfway. Da only way is to dload wadever patch i see on microsoft site.... anyone got a better idea den formatting it?

mood: -tired-
lotsa things happen during da past few days at work.

Finally managed to tok to a few of my colleagues. Wanted to get out of my comfort barrier to know more people. It's damn sian wif bh cos he's soo quiet anyway. Shao qi posted elsewhere.. Gerry, one of da video guy there noes alot of IT stuff... he did hacking, creating website n sell dem b4, tried to compose his own comp specs tt he feels like... lotsa things. Now i noe roughly how much to charge for creating websites le, haha.

uncle yong has worked here for many years le, 5 i tink. and he nvr had his bonus i tink. he say he'll probably try the japanese food when he gets it. hayden asks whether tis yr gonna eat any, haha.

i've done lotsa QCs, creating bookmarks and flash. Da flash can be seen at http://www2.asknlearn.com/crisisgame. Click da flash ver page. Give comments pls, thx. But recently, i'm asked to do graphics for the portal n it's alot tougher. Wif marvin n gerry giving so much comments abt da style...i'm having lotsa stress to comply wif wad's necessary. Network sux sometimes...always do QCs halfway den d/c. da "technician", eng hwa will b running abt den.

met darren for a swim yest at delta swimming complex in redhill. only den i noe tt he's actually working in da same buildin as me... but nvr happen to see him one..

nxt week got annual company dinner. wan to go to see how it's like... sure v grand one. But scared, my friends draw out (including joyce, TK) den will b super sian le... hope not. Ruth's concert coming soon. Those who noe her, better zi dong buy tix from her hor. Me watchin wif my bro "Incredibles".

Mood: -tired-
I've been rather irritated by the bugs in the computer which loom over the vulnerabilities in my computer. All thanks to the fake easter egg which I've tried typing into the "run" window, my window becomes totally corrupted and there's totally no way to restore it. Now it's a reinstalled one with applications causing problems... Frustrating... Posted by Hello
haiz... wth... lost my wallet, da person say cant find after asking everybody in da office n asking da admin pple. DIE ar, more den $35 inside lor... nid those $$ for lotsa things:
-christmas gifts (definitely gotta buy)
-ruth's concert (coming)
-4B outing
-10/04 2nd outing (duno gona be alot)
-bing's treat (someone hinting me so long)
-movie
-smth i wana buy...

ain't tt alot? gosh.... pray to all gods, help mi get my wallet back pls...b4 my mum noes it...

job's pretty boring on first day... but today at least got da taste of creating something. Did flash intro for all da games produced. Nt sure if dey like my style.... but angelica tinks it's alrite... Hope da lotsa-complain-woman dun get to see my work. Scared of her le, after today's noisy argument btw her n a few of da staff... Gosh, how powerful her mouth can be.... juz drone on n on, non-stop. Damn loud some more... but my pay is still yet known. haiz

it's hard to tok to bao hong... he's kinda closed up... shao qi's easier to tok to.

Mood: =(
tag's back... finally...

tried out da hello from picasa n yep, can post pics like tt... if nt gotta find place to upload pics lor...haha

happen to see alex yest, he tot i trailing/stalkin him again. So coincident, always seem to stalk him nt anyone...lol. realli sian sia, haven do my web assignment, botherin me quite alot... juz nt in da mood. cant slp well oso, duno wad's da reason... v disturbin.

gotta work tmr ord, so fast...by den may be too busy to do hw or to hang out wif frends.

wad if u said smth tt may cause someone to ignore u but still u will regret if you dun say?

mood: -__-

eh...part of da prank only... Posted by Hello

class guys...not all though Posted by Hello

class 10/04 Posted by Hello
juz came back from guitar chalet, din wana stay thruout cos rather sudden ting to go there so din pack up. Nice events: watch sunrise but block by harbour, wrote crush on sand, watch movies till 4.30 which are sch of rock n white chicks, nice sia...lol. had bbq, much more successful den 10/04 one, haha... played ps n xbox..., photos taken of us, but only me w/o guitar (keep on remind me da fact tt i'm nt in guitar anymore, so sad) But da chalet is nt so successful as in v few attend, mostly is exco lor.. guys bcome da majority there instead of da gals... ha.. 1st time in guitar sia.

Din noe ming xiu's grade so bad, well...looks like i muz give more concern for my frends... lotsa pple r now rather busy wif attachments n OGL stuff... bah, so bored now..

Mum saw a few nice jackets in OG but me was slpin at chalet till 12.00. Previous jackets seen in 77th street, billabong, OP is either nt my taste or too ex...

Bro got scolded when mentioning to buy ps2. Duno y cant buy lor, afterall price drop so much ord... nt tt it's gona affect our studies at all..

Tagboard's site is down i guess n it's affecting everyone wif tag-boards. Keep ur comments until it's back k?

Mood: relaxed...
Yucks, forgotten my hotmail password. I tried to recover from Hotmail but seems futile as I've oso 4gotten my secret qn's answer. Tt's kinda dumb.. I've searched the web for very long time but return no free answer to it... Bah... if u happen to have this case before and have solved it, lemme noe. Now can only access my email thru automatic signin. Too bad, it din show da password in asterix out or i can hav some clue of gettin it out, haiz

Juz read alex's blog.. so xian mu, got ex-cg outing.. so good. Mb shuld get 04S6F to org one again too... Kinda miss them. Probably tinking of it as i'm too free... shuld get desmond to go gym workout again...haha

Britney's gettin more sexy... seen da pregorative album's mtv n woo... Hot! haha.. at least she's powerful enugh to stay alive in the entertainment world for so long, looks like she's nt juz an empty shell...

There's lotsa bullshit fake songs circulating. Irritating... Esp those of mariah carey's, blue's, simple plan... at least tt's wad i've received... bleah..

Mood: -sian-
Finished up on tis template...finally fixed da irritating text from going down... it's cuz da chat box canot be too big lor...lol maybe nxt time change da settings again... anyway tis one has more life in it... Compare to a sleek design, one wif human touch can linger on in memory longer...

Class bbq's a success according to my view. At least can get a long CG 10 outing. Maybe may feel odd for us cuz we nvr realli have a united spirit but yet tis time we stay in east coast until 12.15 hah... however, it's oso nt very successful cos got qt a few din come oso: hafiz, cirong, ping aik, sean, jeremy, zhiren, jee siang which is abt 1/3 of class lor.

Hate da rain, kinda make us feel uncomfortable wif umbrellas at bbq pit setting fire. Took us damn long to set up juz a pathetic fire.. Saw others create large flames in much shorter time... haha... no scout here so everyone juz try strategies to work out. Was expecting to play some games b4 bbq but bleah....dun hav lor...sian. Joe brought his whoever here n mushy wif her in front of us den yar...very sian2 yan3... haha no comments abt her, juz diff from janice. wanted to hav fun wif sea water esp help someone in first but ha, oso fail... b4 i 4get, da radio was like damn heavy n hafta carry it wif care all da way der lor. Fiona bcome my maid, ci hou wo...na2 de radio..haha

well...at least wad i luv most was da zhong ji mi ma + truth/dare one... fun probing secrets mah... den i so suay lor, kana 2 times, muz b too few pple playing lar... din kana alex otherwise can shoot him wif ques... last one ended wif me n deir request was to kiss elin den she gtg so either kiss joel/geraldine... kinda (dang) cos i wanted to say tt idea to whoever tt kana it lar... lol. took a pic of me almost kissing geraldine's face. Tot she would run away but i tink she save my face so din make me so pai kua bah... da few moments was taking class photo n yar...lotsa probs as usual: light, pple out of place, nt natural etc...

b4 leaving da place, kinda chat at a pavilion... nt realli chat but gossip abt pple...who's nt there. Yar... highlights on fiona <- joel, joel -> elin, elin <-> zhiren, zhiren <-> ? .... yar, get da pic?? n yep, interesting to find out so much abt dem... esmond's suggestions kinda ignored many times lor...so sad though sometimes his ideas realli nt gd...

took taxi home wif poh woon, geraldine... damn ex lor, wif midnite surcharge. Shulda leave earlier but will b rather shao xin lor..

Mood: o^_^o
got lotsa frustrations to vent out

How many times i've wished i wasnt born from my parents. Dey're nvr satisfied wif WATever i've achieved or done. it's nt once twice or wadever more, it's always!! Moreover, they hav nvr encourage me to spur greater heights, it's always the same old phrase, ni hen lan!! (u're very lousy, ought to do better den tis)

It's so hurtful to hear those words, wad r my efforts gone to? not even recognised!! Why so? Am i so lousy? Heard so when i got 240 in PSLE, got 9 in O's, got ABCE in Promos... compared to my frends, who hav such caring parents who will support them when dey're moody, sad n accept them for who dey r, mine is...

-__-
she's nice to tok to, sensible, sensitive, quite fun oso. But nid to help her raise her confidence level. She's realli lacking it. After all, she has the talent and looks.

she let me listen to those songs sang by budak pantai...damn funny lor...haha, if u wan, i can send u...sure pengz de.

Alot da things in my head, nid to sort out... haiz...

TIP taking place soon, gotta finish my hw ASAP. Dun wan headache to accumulate.

Class forum bcome active once again, celeb geraldine's bdae while pple's blog quieten down... (mine oso)

Went for tui da, damn painful process, but i juz cant stand da medical oil smell...it's been on me since morning. But it's emanating to everywhere.....gosh...stinks

Always so cold these few days, can say i like it oso hate it... spent 30 min to walk home for which normally it's 10 min lor.

Songs: Evonne - Xin Fu de Wei Dao (ichiban!! it's damn nice lor)
oso another song by joi cai, can rmb da title but it's very soothing

Mood: ^_^
ooz... finally after pw, had alota funny n nice incidents wanted to post up but din hav time to. Realli luv to play table tennis wif jianyuan n mao xin, but today called so late...

PW OP's kinda scary lor...nvr did i practise so much n so serious lor. Tot my practise was much better den actual. kinda abit disappointed. Regurgitate too fast. But i do rmb to look at audience juz examiners nvr look at me lor...haha. Jee siang had a hard time putting his words in nice expression.. ha... jeremy smiled too much, kinda awkward i tink. Well, no one commented bout mine, hope's alrite. Duno y some pple got 2 qns for Q&A while i get 1 only. is it gd or bad?

mmz.... sian gotta write journal everyday after i get to work. compulsory...sian lor. Har...maybe can ask dem refer to tis blog. juz jk... maybe i shuld start practising skill A soon, n perhaps my maths assignment too...got lotsa hw lor, wad a hols... see pple havin fun while i'll probably nt hav any.

Naruto's realli nice to watch....was watchin it while doing pw, *distracted haha....gonna watch it now

Mood: ^_^
hmz... still an ice... how to break ar... or shuld i nt care at all? I can't, but duno how..

padma's still as chatty as ever, well, chat alot bout results. It's v good lor, she got BBBB, wad else can i strive for? But i can understand her as she's in 02/04 lor, where pple is competing wif no of A's...sian

yesterday tok cok too much, today lect fell aslp. Zzz... so geraldine yest wan me write testimonial...tot wad lor...haha

had to make a painful decision to quit guitar...no choice, robotics gotta come first.

Mood: +_+"
a new template... feels breezy to the eye, doesnt it? Although less of a human touch but it gives the serenity feeling. Comments thx.

Today got back results:
Maths - 63 (B)
Physics - 68 (B)
Computing - 71 (A)
Chemistry - 46 (E)
GP - 42.5 (Unknown)

JCT i got OECO lor, i tink got improvement lor, nt enugh for some subs....haiz...frends, cheer up. It's nt da end of world.

Mood: -__-
imminent heart attack is inevitable. ALL papers on monday lei...how to hav mood go someone's chalet.. but i wan go...if i go den i havta pon sch... haiz...

jeremy's father died, felt so sad for him. He looks quite devastated but trying hard not to show it. I oso duno wad to tell him. Not sure if his father is da sole breadwinner of da family anot...

wanted to swim but bro dun wan... Had a childish argument wif him... bah...always like tt

PW oral pres coming...damn worried. tis time muz do it good le!! dun wan to ps myself again.

Listen: Ayumi - Carols

Mood: ~_@
Haiz...is it my fault tt makes her angry... family is still as impt lor....duno wad's da prob...i've got tolerance too..

Gotta wait until 6.30 b4 meetin jen, damn sian...in da library duno do wad lor. Caught hansel wif his gf in da library. Ha...so qiao... saw a gal looks like felicia..ha

jen called me told me where to go, den realise where it is, haha. Was kinda reluctant to let her see my hair like tt. was v v shocked when she appeared. Gosh, so gorgeous. Duno she specially make up for..... Tuition dun wear tt lor, she looks like she's going for prom n me wif uniform...walk out like tt damn funny. Lotsa pple lookin at us, even at yoshinoya, lol.

Chat alot of things den later after dinner, told me 4gotten take something from tuition centre n acc her back to take. Saw alex at parkway mac wif his frend, so surprised to see him there at tt time... i waved to him, but he cant see. den i zao liao....

hmz, reached home qt late, abt 9.15 like tt... thx to mi 4getfulness, always alighting where i nt supposed to b... tmr muz prepare for mmouse n celeb aunt's bdae. meetin ruth soon...

Still cant 4get wad sl said to me... but i tink i still did da rite ting...

Mood: -__-"
YEA! PROMOS done n over wif! woo hooo~

but tmr got pw oral pres rehearsal....sian...computing paper finish it quite early cos got quite a number of ques duno how to do...bleah....tink maran will top tis time. *Guess*

heard da class went to watch resident evil....so evil lor...nvr wait for me... dey say i look like i came out from jail...realli meh?

helpin shuling wif alot of blog's stuff...wow...she sure is greedy....woops...still as cute as ever.

justin juz called n treat me like technical support again....tink it's da 10th time or more ba...sian.... othertimes treat me like invisible.

rong manage to wish me a gd luck b4 my computin paper, lol. din expect such quick reply.

bingz disturbing me bout my hair again....haiz...

Mood: ^_^
mug mug mug...wun be free to blog until 12th october...endure..!
Haha...today suddenly tot of listing this:

Top Ten Reasons WHY TJ is good:
-where principal dares to try all out for new things, tighter budget oso
-where physics department tchers hav corny humour sense
-where pure pple learn to be evil (me)
-Different from other JCs (OAC != ODAC, other jcs' LEO club = ?)
-Canteen tables can be arranged in anyway we like
-Get to swim in the morning but waste time more on "lecture"
-Can expect programmes to pop up near promos - PE electives
-Morning announcements jokes can be hot or ....."cold"
-GP tchers r v professional, very skeptical of EVERYTHING
-Integrated programme is launched so big scale here but never receive such attention out there

Lol...above is my interpretation of TJ in another perspective. If u wana add, pls tell me. Hah
*guilty*

shuld be back home studying, end up whole day out. Went out to buy black long pants for my SYF lar...perhaps prom? duno lar....dun feel like going for tt...

Went chinatown's OG to buy pants. But dun hav my waist size....damn waste time lor....look at NEL's map u'll noe. (Hougang==>Chinatown) den later go Orchard see see....oso dun hav. (As in within affordable price range) However, we went Suntec later for the food fair and spent lotsa time trying out free food. Felt guilty eating lotsa free samples, but got buy a few... Last destination at hougang mall to buy pants (finally) and ate KFC. Again felt guilty as i bite by bite swallow sinful mouths of oil-rich crispy chicken into my stomach... Gosh....tt's fattening...trying hard nt to do it again...lol

Yep, now den i'm baq. Bah...Guilty~

Mood: =^_o=
Today everybody very high, esp when maths lecture starts. Blackout almost thruout. When light was back abt 20 min b4 lect ends, it reenacts...ha...suay, d tcher not meant to teach today. so he released us. Heard wei quan rushed to LT2 to check if similar case happens. Duno y everyone so happy...realli waste time sia...culda slp for 50min in library if i noe it's gona be like tt.

During lunch, toking bout wq's funny deeds n everyone laughs heartily. But pw always joke on the extent of sometimes hurting pple one...not gd. tink joel got quite irritated bout da lemon and wild wild west business. MX had much lame tings to say...n we gotta laugh lo.

physics time see da diffraction grating n young's dble slits on diff light source: laser, sodium light, duno wad greenish blue light. Kinda fun to be non-monochromatic light to be split to diff colour spots. Da gratings r so fine tt i cant even feel or see any holes lor, lol.

Mood: :D
watched anaconda a few days ago, not a bad show, at least gotta clarify da humour parts... well, there r a few, nt as exaggerating as wad is said in sg forums... da plot is kinda std or rather expected... who dies who din... like da part when anaconda is everywhere n where da bad scientist is at its most EVIL....

saw resident evil apocalyspe ad on TVMobile. It will be screened on 30th sep....tink it'll b a superb movie...

as usual, mon PW's lesson is another nightmare, hope it'll b over soon... duno wad to say...i juz dun hav da quality to improve tt much...

da klaz is asked to do study timetable which i basically dun hav n dun adhere to. But seriously perhaps i shuld give it a tot. My flexible schedule hasnt been much help to my promos progress...

summer scents songs r realli nice...shuld go listen

Mood: :<
wow...it's been so long since i last write here, n i guess nobody's been here anyway.

Received a notification from 3d millenia tt it's posting my website up under 3d category and i felt so shocked! cuz all they actually like those bullshit i posted up on my abandoned website...i stop updating when i lost publisher...juz lazy ba...haha..

Promos is coming, so worried, gonna use this hols to study but there's so much to do... PW's still stressing me....i lost da interview voice file...argh, hope alex din del da recordings...

duno wad's wrong wif kazaa's p2p nowadays, i juz cant seem to get the files i wan!! and i bet it shuldnt be da case as it's not obselete at all! hm, perhaps there's some sp2 files here tt persists on my com tt's affecting it... besides, i cant use internet after a moment of time too... trying to stock my com back. Very tempted to try fedora leh...it's quite appealing oso...but come to tink of aligning my com's partition, yeee....tt's such dirty job, scared i'll screw my com like how i did continuously n tt's how i landed wif nothing on my com... bleah...

E sent me her pic n my bro seems to hav -ve opinion wif it, lol. J's been calling me quite often n it's always so long, every time i pick her calls, i v scared wad time she's gona tok until, besides i feel tt she's always using me...tink i shuldnt be mr nice guy all da time ba

Nowadays mac is quite cheap, so is ipod mini...guess if i dun buy my jukebox, i'll be v happy wif ipod now, quite cheap, n cool n small size! unlike my jukebox which has da size of a cd n very bulky. In fact it makes my bag sinks quite abit. Heard sean's gona buy a mac, i'm looking forward to play his...lol

i begining to like quite a few of JJ's songs, quite cool actually. Shuld listen to dou jiang you tiao hai pa and ju li

Mood: =
Teachers' day today...quite lame to hav 2 lectures den celebration... -__-!

wanted to zao but no marists wana zao tt early... no choice but to stay n watch. Celebration not bad but it's still far from being successful - less den 1/2 of yr 1s are in da hall, besides, we're not participating much in da celebration. Teachers put up quite a bit of effort to entertain us, not a common sight tt we can see in secondary school

Mr varella can dance quite well, haha but in his age of modern dance...nevertheless still quite good...D7 to duno wad F9 de....damn funny sia... hafiz stopped singing when his pitch range is ord da max. Yazid can dance well but not break dance... Doing splits to him is no problemo...

din buy any gifts for tcher la...but still went back to mshs to visit da tchers... dey had something for us to eat...not sure if it's da 1st time or wad...mshs seldom so generous... mrs tan cant seem to rmb me -_- and mr goy unnaturalli had lotsa hair planted. ms jaz too bz to catch up wif 4F. Mrs low getting more n more fashionable...cant tell tt she's married wif a kid ord. Mr leong still disappointed tt he cant find any auto-pilots in IT...haha.. but it's kinda like visiting classmates n frenz too...haha, from many diff places, polys, uni-soon-to-b, all jcs except pj, jj, yj....not a popular choice for marists anyway...

Some pple din go lor, din geto see shi jin, desmond (purposely din go one), pee wee and etc...hmz...yep, wonder how much dey change....

Mood: =D
omg...i finally get da pic. Now i'm even more upset, i'm innocent! Afterall, i din do anything more den wad a frend will do but y did i get into such a mess!! i hate rumour-spreaders...killed my frendship..
haiz... pretty much da same as expected.. she ignored me...felt so hurt... Tink she is v v angry...din mean to do all these... felt so sorry for tt..

pdm tells me nt to b so upset cuz she'll get over it, but nope, she wun b da same 2 me anymore...

beta junk food party nt very well-received, especially when compared when alpha hse KFC... cant find my pencil case...and every time after computing cant get a seat, thx to my clazmates lar, mx still got da cheek to ask y i anti-social... damn it

SPA was pretty easy this time... hope fri is too... got test and competition coming...life still sux

Mood: -__-
i sux man...hate myself sometimes... if only i hadnt be so kapo...juz keep myself shuddup.. hope she can forgive me...

Lost cirong's notes, her precious...Lost my pencil case again...wad's wrong wif me...?

failed standing broad jump and pull up... haiz... Life sux

Mood: >_<
cant help feeling heart-rending even when i noe she's attached...how i wish it's me she's wif in da photo...

rushing pw...quite worried bout da draft...how veera will comment, n how's da oral presentation gonna b like, seems like dey're expecting something new n refreshing out of d presentation which is alot to ask for from us boring pple...lol

man...there nvr seems to b an end to hw...i'm so so tired of it...but promos is coming soon... it's gonna b much harder den JCT...realli duno wad to expect...

j commented tt jc people r wearing masks, fake pple...kinda agree wif it...but wad to do...tis life wad...

Mood: =_=
Today is one of my happiest day manz...

Firstly, even though i'm so damn beat tired...(dun blive can ask my dad, sorta slping when i combing my hair), i managed to hit abt 11min 35 sec which is way better den wad i ask for... din noe y as i din train at all... but it's first time ever hear da gals scream my name, gimme some moltivation, haha

den at the end of day, estella and fiona stayed back to support us in monopoly though they're not playing. It's basically 10/04 internal games lor, nt competiting wif other classes one..bleah, and we're da noisiest grp. Wif ping aik and fiona, wad to expect...aha.. I'm damn suay lor, lose quite alot of money but in the end i got second in my grp, quite surprising sia, if based on my 2nd experience playing monopoly...haha. I got so few properties lor...den gotta stay back after tmr, haiz...oh yar, gotta see mr veera too..

den after tt, we tok cok all da way on bus to bedok....gals sitting opp of guys lar... initially wanted to push mao xin to sit wif someone called cheryl. haha... den alex reached out his leg and reach da bar, i reach out my leg n accidentally touch ping aik's leg! So paiseh lor...cirong was like saying omg, wad m i doing? seducing her? It's all full of laughter lar...

When we reach mcdonalds...it's worse lor, bring bad impression to TJ sia... we ate first den they're toking bout da chilies exothermic rxn when mixed wif ice...and damn i got tricked! yargh, cirong slammed my hand in... everyone bursts into laughter... dey all noe except me...wah so embarrased sia... :P Got my mcdonalds membership today, muahaha...so burger's free!

But now i gotta rush tutorials n essay le...cya

Mood: ^_^
i've found out liao, dun nid to sign up. Can view my uploaded photos at http://hokaicheng.multiply.com and yep if u hav a grp photo of us i dun hav, send me so i can upload... :P

Will be pretty busy with PW report, GP essays and maths which is (full speed throttle)

Life sux, I'm going crazy...

Mood: =(
Hey peeps, i've set up photo gallery at http://multiply.com Tink u will hav to sign up to view... da email i use to register for it is hokaicheng@hotmail.com one... link me there... Got TJ, NY memories, other outing etc album book... it's pretty nice...no junks there..

Juz started to play jump festival today.. so awkward cos mr liao ord expects everyone 2 be familiar ord...but i din even got da chance 2 practise it lor...now can liao lar...basically easy to memorise for guitar 1. Guitar 3 parts are hard. Yuting as usual, scold us for attendance lor.. Everyone giving so many excuses, so i dun tink i gonna give any...like so fake...

She's still quite quiet today...

Swam quite a few rounds, darren was disappointed tt i din call him to join me...nt convenient i tink, wif my family members...

Music: Beyonce - baby boy, aaron kok - beautiful gal
Mood: =P
tuo diao tuo dia...da jia tuo diao... lol, du de wei's latest album...sick theme man..

har.. gonna bore u pple wif my success in qn 3 leh...solved liao, now tidying things up. Guess by next session, shuld be able to complete everything... ping aik says mrs leong wan see mi but i hasnt see her yet...oso duno for wad reason...scary...

Jump festival sounds COMPLETELY same as FFX zanarkand theme...duno y...hand itching to touch guitar...but it's nt at home...slping in sch. hasnt got my guitar badge yet :P

Today interview went ok lar...heng ar...tot mr chin bang seh us lor...cuz we waited for a while, speculating da passer-bys duno who is him... in the end, he recognises us first... argh we could hav got our cups of cappucino...din noe y i say dun nid....courtesy lor... But wadever it is, he actually go da extra miles to source some info for us lor, thick stack of 52++ pages report and another report of BMI ranges for different countries. almost accidentally erased away the recorded conversation.... duno how to connect to com lei..

Din noe heartland mall had quite a bit of changes, added many small shops after da big book store's gone... nxt time dun nid go ps "pai zao" le..

Gotta tok to shin yee, long lost pri sku frend, well..she rmbed me, hehe... so fortunate to still b able to keep in contact after so long.

Eil came ranting to me, din noe whether i helped abit of lifting her mood lar...(har..cute type ar..)
heard dat tis afternn, 10/04 were discussing abt outing, tink is esmond initiates de lor.. den der seems to b many interesting ideas put forth lar...including wild wild wet, mass mahjong at cirong/ping aik's hse, canoeing(??), escape plus some of wad alex proposed...outing marathon lar.. where tok cok session is possible. I realli look forward to tis lor...tink our class shuld at least hav one class outing or it's gona be damn pathetic...come on man...da class spirit!

Music: FIR - hou le yuan, jay - qi li xiang
Mood: :)
happy 39 bdae singapore! :D heh, too bad i cant go der watch, like da bag...:P can see da fireworks from my aunt's hse, quite clear wor...it's my cousin's bdae too, v full, had a cake juz now, oh man, wad do i do wif those extra calories...

yoo hoo...my blog reached 3000 hits liao! hurray, thx for supporting my blog! :D

time is pressing sia, got lotsa things to do n chem equil wastes lotsa my time, actually part of it goes to stoning...

computing ques 3 still untouched yet...tinkin of it...

Mood: =X
sian...today still hav to go sch do synpodium project, it's gonna be dued very soon... stupid cloth prob, gets sucked in at da side, how to do it as to beautify it w/o compromising for power...

din noe lim pin takes lit, so unusual lor. he seems very science n maths person to me..mx is always mood-changing sort...dangerous sia.

today oso went ruth's hse to visit...felicia bcome so tanned le..haha...still quite quiet...his bro v fun to play wif...oso quite guo fen too...sit on my back n play my phone until 2 bars. his bro looks like feli, oso quite shuai, potential yan dao in future, aha.. but better nt play trumpet till den

so shocked to hear tt stella saw me, cuz i tot i in tampines everyday, sure got 1 time, my obs frends sure see me de mah...haiz, but i hadnt see shuling for a long time le..bleah...wad m i saying..

::waiting for someone to appreciate me::

Mood: ~_~
Today an exciting day for me, yay! Duno y feel so excited but maybe it's another rare occasion whereby i can wear non-uniform clothes to school ba.. but cuz da dancers are supposed to wear different colours as assigned to us... Har, today in school, almost everyone wears something else, either red, white or something else. Those wearing sch T will be seen as nerd ba...:P Sean n yong chuan wearing uni lor...

Our dance is basically almost full to perfection, so glad about it as we did not make any mistakes during switching of moves, and i see tuan quite like our dance lar...he and yuan leng joined in lor...and oh well da audiences are dancing with us, yay successful...da only ting i got quite pissed was when marcus stood rite in front of me and block me almost throughout... damn... den tink quite alot pple can't see me lor.. so envious of da fan club my frend has...har, actually nt fan club, juz tt their class pple more enthusiastic...nt like our class one...no spirit de.. Din noe fang chin is a scholar...wow, everyone is so zai...

Everything went so well and der comes da anti-climax part to ndp celebration - maths tutorial!! Haiz, mrs leong going through integration tutorial and i only manage to do finish question 1 wif lotsa sub ques... it's hard for us to keep up wif her pace, nt tt i lazy... den later i 4got something tt realli going to put me in deep shit man... i tink i left haryl's stuff in LT2 lor...how?? tink it's gonna be locked and...aiya duno lar...shit man...

After tt, had a looooonnnngggg session of practice sessions in the recital room lor, now i understand why dey say syf nids lotsa mental stamina. cuz muz practice again and again... tis time is juz for one song - "if" mah. so throughout da practice, always smsing eileen and ruth, wishing me good luck...thx!

It's my first time dress until so formal wif such an expensive tie around my neck, costs $49 lor. Shoes $24, shirt $38... well u can add up da sum to c how much is spent on tis 2.5min performance lor...pathetic sia, i haven buy my long pants though.. but not bad lar...looks quite nice...but if only i'm taller...tt's perfect den otherwise i always look so small in photo.. dun get it lor, y ever since sec 3, i haven been growing ar? wad's da reason for my stunted growth...hate my body, grrr...

we were supposed to meet up so early but which our actual performance is abt 8.30, har...waste time sia.. but sorta learn lil bits of stuff from my frends lar..oso got tok cok here n der. Helen's bcoming more isolated away from me...duno y...well, i observed some kinda patterns of pple i luv to hang around wif... normally da not so chinese or english type one...not always show off how high class one...comfortable to tok abt most subjects on earth one..haha...tt's nt alot to ask for rite?

den after our performance, some of us stayed back to support lor...man yiu so fast zao to meet ch.. i felt guilty to leave w/o telling chris n wen qian which dey were here to support me in da 1st place...y m i so hu tu~ argh!... hope dey don take it to heart~ people were like staring at me when i go home in tt outfit lor..din change mah...n still got lotsa tings hangin arnd me - my guitar, shoes, bag of notes, etc... k lar...late le, dun be luo suo

Mood: =D
hmz...typing tis in com lab, abt 4hrs of my computing coursework is gone...very worried...i'm still in da midst of question 2.. will i finish in time with accurate results and proper annotation of my workings? Not very sure... Guang hung is so fast with his programming, finishes his work yesterday le...now spending time doing annotations. Bet reuben is da same too..

IEEE project is due soon and we're still at da post preparation stage, doubt we'll make it in time for a good job, dun trust pple like joel... bah...i dun like doing da model. If i was doing da presentation, i'll 200% make sure i'll do a good job.

hols coming, time for me to catch up with lecture notes, muahaha...gonna study'em all...sounds crazy...

sms always running out, and i tink bills out v soon, tink it will b quite a gigantic sum, eh.... die sia. Hope my plan expires soon so i can get a new plan tt allow more sms.. Friendster is at a standstill for me le...no more friends to add.

Anyone got any good books to recommend for improvement in GP?

Mood: :)
When i saw the fireworks displayed by the esplanade as shown in the tv, it occured to me that life is so similar to fireworks, it's short but tt's y it's so beautiful... Everyone sparks in their own way, trying in their own uniqueness to brighten up lives. It's a flittering moment so we should cherish it... Even when it's gone, the flame will stay in our hearts...

Perhaps when pple are too blinded by the daily things tt bother them, y nt take juz a moment, juz a while to realise how wonderful things hav been, wad bliss we're given to be living in comfort, and that may help heal our souls faster.

It's realli seems like an eternal cycle of hectic schedule for me this year round...trying so hard to work and catch up.. I dun wan to lose out...I'll continue to try

Zhang Zhi Cheng's music nt bad, should go listen...

Mood: (^_^)
Phew, taking another break to write again.. tmr is IP openhouse, n da sch is making it into a very grand n happening event...well...juz gonna recruit 150+ pple in mah...wad's da big deal... anyway there's too lil time to prepare mouse to work to even impress VP for more funds lor... nt tt we're nt good... (we - robotics club)

Lim pin hurt his back n not gonna help us in openhouse...tt's alot difference lor...experience person not there... seniors r nt supposed to help out lar...i'm helping da tchers nt to get scolded by VP, shuld thank me lor...

Heard from you quan tt actually 1st intake had 30+ pple wan to join robotics, but cuz they din rope da pple in well... some got detached lar...wad a pity rite? if got more den can hav internal competition to make it better mah.... hehe

da duty shifts sent to mr goh is juz gonna b a "for-show" purpose, bet most of da time only me be there lor... sian sia.... maybe i bring my hw to do lar...or else gonna be a drag for nxt week... chem SPA next week lor, dun pray pray...

Wei jie is quite pissed off wif sabrina's attitude lor, cuz she always use tt bossy attitude, (otherwise how u tink she's chairperson b4? haha...jkjk) Well...maybe sometimes i'm following her instructions but tt's cuz da areas i'm nt so familiar wif...if i noe fairly well in something, i'll evaluate wad's good for me to do n wad's not... PEARLS pts is a sensitive subject to tok abt sometimes, especially to EXCO.

My $10 almost "fly away...wo qiong wu..." bleah...i mean someone lar...wanted to treat da class wif subway cookies wif tt! Luckily it wasnt down or i'll realli die man....da gals r so yao gui...haha

Tink i'll stop here... i've installed quick notes plus n it's pretty nice...can gimme on screen reminders...opps lotsa tings der....gtg (ps: by the way, i dloaded somemore s club songs...all damn nice lor...first time heard any band come up wif so many nice songs altogether...)

Mood: =X
Hm...someone is obviously monitoring wad i say n now is playing a prank on my tag-board. i suspect someone, now gathering more evidence. If u wan to play prank, please! there r more meaningful things u can do in this world, dun spoil pple's reputation by toking rubbish k!?

So devastated when veera commented so harshly on our grp's conclusion... well, it maybe nt up to quality but cant condemn us juz cuz we're laughing hence thinking we're playing a total fool lor... fine! nxt time dun join in them to laugh see wad he'll do bout it.

PW seems to be fine but written report may not b very substantial as it seems to be progressing faster then data processing...i still feel something is lacking, rite now finding more stuff. Dun wan to be seen as slacking.

Ms fong told us tt our class fabric is done very nicely, may win prize if there is, har...but unhappy bout those pple nvr helpout in tt...well..i tink they're realli so heckcare pple lor... how can leave us in da lurch to finish up when it's classwork?? Forced to sign da declaration form to keep up std or i'll hafta drop subject. So sad...gonna work harder...dun feel like dropping...gotta sacrifice my personal time den.

Coursework qns quite hard, at least harder den past years de...unfair lor. cant rmb da qns exactly n no pros to help mi out lei...

Now dloading day after tmr, but haiz duno when can watch lei...

Mood: (`-`)
finally writing it again after another 5 days..

busy perhaps, or may juz b an excuse to leave my addiction to blog alone.. Coursework starts tmr, wonder how it'll b. Life is so full of uncertainty, shuldn't ponder so much, tink shuld take it in my stride ba...

tink i realli enjoy myself in service learning ba. Mingling wif da kids isnt tt easy but it's nt bad. Gotta play silly games wif them n my fellow frends sorta erase my troubles i hav in my mind. Always hav a sense of nostalgia when i go back qiaonan, but tings hav changed. Tchers arent da same anymore...

Sometimes fate always play on me..wei quan hav gigahertz cant come for computron, so how da hell is our team gonna win? ques r beyond my level of understanding, nt realli suitable for jc students ba..

I'm trying out new writing style so tt my loyal blog readers wun get sick of my stuff, thx for supporting all the way~

some song recommendation here:
gareth gates - say it isn't so
david gates - if
ou de yang - yi ren yi ban
jolin - she bu de

Mood: ~_~
tmr racial harmony day celebration~ TJcians allowed to wear traditional costumes lor..but tink my class pple, none wearing ba... => so i'm nt wearing any of those too...besides got guitar performance.. Juz nid to play bangawan solo only, like very short like tt...
 
When my mum signed my report card, she's v shocked lor..copied down my grades so she can do comparison with my friends.

Mr Veera is abnormally hot-tempered today, scolded us basically throughout the lesson...complaining bout our low standard GP files and not being initiative n no sense of urgency. Not tt often to see him blow off ba..but it's gona be alot of work to redo essay n reorganise GP file...Maths is getting out of my pace again, bleah...how i wish i live nearer to school. Mr goh is always taking things last minute, wan me inform pple like tt how can? so irresponsible... i tink i'm gona hav a full year of trouble ahead of me...
 
Today PE was so so HOT! da sun drained me dry of energy n i was reeking with sweat at da start le. However something unusual happen, da fit pple in my class normally run very fast ahead of me, but din happen so today...dey wanted to slack or wad? Sean is still in front as usual juz not giving his best nia.
 
There will not be any performance for ndp item by robotics, afterall no one wans it..haiz...
 
Mood: o_o
haiz, thought tt if i accept da invitation to perform, at least it's going to b fun for da members, budden wad sabrina said wasnt wrong too. There r so many performing grps, who will wan WATCH ROBOTICS DRAMA? har, it's quite true ba.. maybe they'll laugh when dey announce da name... :S

Will be busy wif: Computron tis sat, coursework prep nxt wk, PW extra-pace, guitar performing for charity concert, NUS science proj(very late now), maybe even NDP robotics item...

Blogger change da posting box? but seems to create errors in my browser leh~

Mood: :|
haiz...wad if someone asks u whether if like u, how will you u react? duno how to ans tt ques. I can simply juz ignore tt but... things juz get tangled up in anyway i do..

ha.. anyway, thx 2 da rain, mass pe cancelled. I sorta nid tt cuz my legs still cram, esp my old wound, left sole's bone. Ever since sec4 tt time..da prob has elongated to now ever since, haiz...still figuring out how to solve tt. I realli hope to improve fitness for napfa, but dun hav someone wif bout da same std to train wif me leh. I lack da drive to DIY.

Today interview nt bad lar...got some thing at least. I'm lookin more forward to da PE teacher's recommendation to a lecturer. Tt will b a better one i hope.

congrats to mao xin being air rifles's captain and vice pres. Wow!! haha..

Mood: :\
haiz...rite now having problems of giving keys to other exco pple cuz there's tis stupid sch server in it...can take it away...we dun wan!

OM shuld hav no rights to confiscate our keys away as tt's our club room wad. Not happy ask him give us another rm lor.. rite now having a plan to fool them to cover up. Hope no one will expose tt lar. Hmz, da robotics rm now got motion sensor canot stay too late or it'll trigger alarm, purposely give us tt rm so to not allow us to stay over lor..so guo fen...like tt how to do robots, zzz... Angela wanted to intro 1 more gal into robotics club n i'm hesitating bout it...afterall now is so messy..wan to get tings rite first.

well, other den tt...my grades is B,E,O,O. Tt's so atrocious man...haiz... I'm v confused wad should i give up...guitar(canot leh...like it alot), 1 subject(huh? wad to drop) or wad? i realli dunno...

Mood: X|
updates to bloggy:
added jan and joanna's links

Entry:
obviously someone has been playin fool on my website..if u tink it's fun...pls tink again how old u r now. Dun play tis sort of stupid games, makes u childish.
PW is late by abt 6 weeks, gotta realli rush. everything's driving me crazy. haiz.. i dun feel tt we can even get tt close to pw goals lor...nt to say do well...disappointed by my GP essay...did so badly..can't seem to grasp da structure well.. alex scored da highest lar..so yaya.

had tis scary blood donation tok...wah da needle quite big sia.. ha...still say cuz is da video big in size...lol

well..gtg do my work le, haiz~

Mood: :S
well...is wad i wrote here really getting shorter n shorter? haz, basically hard to write long lor, quite busy on weekdays...weekends oso lar..den nt everyday got sthg nice happening. Hehe

i tink i getting to like my class better lar, but still nt to da close extent as 04S6F lor... i regret not taking so many photos wif them.. :P bleah...no lar, tj is nice lor... fitting in quite ok. many things i wana do but no time oso. Got tis sailing wif physics program i wana take but clash wif pdp so canot lor. Haiz

Everyone's tokin bout results lor... makes me feel so lousy. Esmond said cat high lousy ones all go TJ, good ones ord in top 4 jcs le. har... hmz, duno for my case is which lar. i found tt actually jeremy is quite nice oso lor...nt da dao type i thought. Maybe i shuld be more auto to tok to pple. Guess till den i will hav more pple tokin to me ba, can't expect pple to tok to me first all da time de mah rite?

ate zu cao today, wah damn full...$7 leh, ex rite. ate a whole mountainous plate of fried rice wif omelette and meat... :P

FF7 advent children looks splendid, juz look at how real da graphic is...oh man, a far heaven difference from the ff7 game.. it's a continuation of ff7 game, lotsa twist of story is expected n there's lotsa speculation as to how the plot will be. Tink i'll b saving up for da DVD ba...muahaha

Mood: :)
woohoo...yahoo rulz man, 10mb attachment. THx to tt, i got my song from cedric, thx man. Jet - Look at what you've done

It's a nice song lar...go listen. Ha, den eil misses either me or my msg, (me so bhb), feeling weird today ba. Had a hearty tok...

din nid da GP bk lar...damn it waste my effort. Near completion for collection of chalet funds...abit slow hor. den today noe all chem marks...heez... computing still can't solve morse code...damn!

wanted to say alot lar...but so sian today...tink i stop here ba
got back most common test papers...da results sux like, nvr hav i been in such pathetic state lor...duno wad to say man...oso duno how to tell my mum bout it.. so depressing.

hmz..my classmates r toking bout ocean ou de yang lor, tt mysterious guy who din show his face throughout... most say he's ugly tt's y but some say it may be meant as a surprise ba...hmz, wad do u think...anyway i'm quite sick to hear da songs again n again everywhere.

tmr shuld b receiving chem in full le ba.. oso got big 5 analysis n practical. Well, SPA's a headache...

Mood: Stressed 70%
end of "1 week hols" ha, cuz thurs last paper, fri no paper plus weekend n monday youth day. Tt's da 1wk hols.

Swam today at jian yuan's place, new condo at changi rise. Den went steambath, ha...there like ghosts' place like tt, no one de...lotsa pple haven got keys ba..

Gonna cut my hair v short again, so can sustain for a long long time. It's coolin for short hair oso lor since i sweat so much. Bleah..wanted to buy new clothes but canot lor... Go everywhere can see so many fanciful clothes tt i can't possess, how terrible.

Mood: *__*
nthg much today, ate dim sum lor...quite lota junk stuff i ate. juz played mahjong, n wow first time in history, i won 5 rounds in a row when i'm a banker. den i won another 2/3 more rounds later...if i had counted money let's say upon $5, well, i won, $3.60.

Mood: ZZZzzz
hmz, syf is nice but to my surprise, the scale is almost like ndp! so many pple lor...tot it was kinda unofficial one. but no. So happen to see ambrose n heard abt michael ng leading a contingent! So zai.

Ruth bluff me, nids tix de leh. Gotta bluff da pple we're from nyjc one...haiyo. den sit no where near nyjc or mshs or wadever.. yar. Me, pee wee n jun long was there. ha, nvr had such fun teasin anyone for v long le.. TKSS won da best display award, da final n prestigious award...woah...their band is so zai, can do lotsa diff animations damn fast esp da spinning instruments n changing formation n styles...cool. tt's wad is so zai. Congrats man. But deyi nvrtheless got best drum major award lar. Ruth was sad cuz din see us directly congratulating her...*guilty maybe she's waiting to see us~?

Well...waited for desmond to meet up den went orchard to eat...den spent long long time in HMV listening songs lor...hah. Pee wee so childish man...keep on puttin ice in pple's back.. but he changed quite alot..more plumb? ha...now i noe they noe wen jie as max. I had to rush back to record ALL IN lor..

Mood: :D
heez, saw ambrose, walter, hengyi, haryl, terence poh n tong, jeremy tay n poh, da jun, xie qiang, chung ee, roy, eric soong, n his frenx. Last but nt least is edwin choo~ lol.

Mm, wanted to watch spiderman wif pee wee, fredy n desmond one, budden pee wee bang seh...haiz. Tokin abt spiderman, it was damn cool~! nice n engagin throughout. Finally i can see a happy ending le...hehe, they got together...but tt sure spells trouble for mary jane de. ha, harry is gonna be da nxt hehe...let u all go see ba dun spoil it here. (pss..there's lotsa marists lor, cuz early release) n woah, saw ping aik wif tiang lim lor...so unfaithful ar tiang lim. lol.. saw fiona too..damn shocked, tot TJcians only hang out in the east..:P

Well, today had a 3 to 1 movie exchange so not worth it but it's ok lar..ha, had tis meal in da afternoon 3.80 for a v large grilled drumstick n a large plate of rice wif large piece of egg...not bad lar.. har

Mood: :)
har, basically everyone in jc has changed pretty much and mshs is, nothing much, amazed at almost any gals tt walk into da sch..

shoot...today could hav scored 90+ if i got revised hard for number sys.. it costs me bout 25 marks juz for tt u noe! bleahz... it's a 2 hr paper.

din feel anything bout being happy or wad..juz wana go home nia.. cuz my class wun hav celebration anyway...haiz, still dun like it...

watched paycheck, an unknown nice freaky movie, n half of exorcist. Man, tot exorcist is v interesting. It is maybe but da intro ord bores me off...yawn... dat unknown movie is cool man..though it's like eh another movie tt's similar but it's much better. bout mass massacre..yeech...sick. but i like it.

tmr tink i going back mshs for marist youth day ba. meeting pee wee. hehe, ruth says he changed alot...realli meh? ha..

Mood: ^_^
tmr computing paper...woah...first time in my life gonna take tt test n duno wad's coming out...anxious *_* duno y computing to some pple, tinks tt it's some nerds taking it... no lor...i where got?

Mm, ha yesterday blackout damn long lor. Hougang is da last area to recover. I was watching news when abt 10.20pm suddenly blackout until 12.05 den recover...grr..heard other areas 15min nia.. 5 candles around my paper oso can't see clearly lor.. It's hot oso.. n lotsa commotions outside..

regretted spending so much time on maths, shuld hav concentrated on physics can le. forgotten da formulas lor, esp from circular motion one...n those new concepts lar..haiz...so rush oso..nvr finish, as usual. Maths spend so much time in the end come out such tough paper..die lar. tink muz hav tea wif da principal le.

Mood: #_#
finally gotta tok to huimin after so many days le, tink she's always busy ba, either wif paintings, studies or nel lor..

realli lookin forward to after JCT, oh manz haven even come n i tinking of after tt... tink it's realli gonna b a killer lo. Attempted da JCT last yr, lotsa ques can't do~ how...den helen oways so busy wif padma's call, lol. can't call thru most of da time.

ooh yar, jia long still owes me a chem ques to explain.. :P realli wan to noe..will bug him nxt time he's online..

Anyone can gimme some tips to study~ argh...

Mood: :(
today's venue for study is amk library. Haiz, bcuz of da nice view outside, oso kinda distracted. din study tt much as i wanted to.

Juz received my com sc tcher's email to tell us da focus...seems quite alot to ask for.. n he say if nvr even attempted those exercises sure die le...shit man...realli v scared wad will happen to my JCT. today wanted to do phy one...haiz

tink i saw vivian today, aiping's frend lor. But i oso nt sure until her frend called her name.. but tink she can't rmb me anyway.. ha, her booklet same as my ny one, so is 80% confirmed.

Ate simple meal, peached tea, rojak...

how's u pple's progress?

Mood: ~_~!
Oo~ so damn full today, ate a loooott lor.. nvr once had 2 fast food meals in a row b4. I ate da rendang meal at bk den went to KFC n had chicken popcorn full meal, with those cheesy fries n drinks lor... :P still bloated now....

But b4 tt, was studying in library, (note tt i din use mug word, cuz i din) wif jian yuan lor. But like wad he say, lotsa TJCian oways come to tamp lib lor. Saw choon pei, n her friends, xue ting oso. den a few others duno one.. ha...library so cold wor, luckily i had my jacket wif me..but da point is tt my palm is cold, so actually a pair of gloves would b sufficient, juz can't write only.

kinda suffering in tt quiet place lar, but tmr going amk one, hehe.. we din realli make lotsa noise u noe...den tt librarian tell us wad complains...go tell those louder ones lar.. @_@ i tink it's better den at home ba, at least da pace is faster, gotta work towards one day 1 sub le...not much time le...:P

Mood: -v-
lol...i din even finish writing yesterday's entry cuz someone called me wad...tt's y so short..haha today went to collect o lvl cert n testimonial. wanted to go wif desmond la, but he 4got den i went w/o him lor.

Wah seh...weather damn hot sia, kinda sweatin, somemore i wearin black apple-t, ha.. it's quite sian to go tt far to get tt pathetic 2pcs of paper nia. Somemore all my 4 yrs contribution all summarised in 1 page testimonial. Sad manz...

my progress of studying is slow lehz, tink i shuld go library study better. Anyone interested to go along? SMS me or tag me..thx

Mood: *_*
harry potter is nice lar...but give me a slightly diff feelings, after all da chars all grow up le lor.. nt like da lil kids they were last time..

i basically enjoy da amazement of da weird magics n some humor the movie has exerted in it, lol.. like da "ridiculous" part.
wah seh today moving down robotics stuff to new rm is definitely a chore especially da stupid heavy maze board lor... it had to be broken down in 2 pieces n carried down... everyone was exerting alot of their strength juz to move down a floor n to da narrow corner near da scope lor.

den i oso duno actually robotics rm store so much things, got tonnes of guitar score sheets, lotsa diskette tink abt 6 years ago or more... test tubes, shirts, old robotics manual...spare parts...cool rite...nt much related to robotics stuff, aha..

i feel dat da new room is so much smaller...like no freedom de...forced to move one lor...so bad. da OM everytime lian cao cao one...den ask him move tings out oso din do tt...in the end gotta do everything ourselves, wad shit is tt??

so many can't help us lor...i tink there's realli smthg wrong wif angela ar, she in robotics like nvr even hav 30% attendance... sabrina sick today so can't come, no one to suan... lol...sickening~

so tired today, lay on bed n juz slp for a loooong time lor...gonna watch harry potter tmr n collect o lvl cert on mon.

Mood: -_-!
die le...Nitemare comin n i below 50% prepared... :P Distracted by many things... shuldn't hav watched da ayu clipbox today...

haiz, so many pple's bdae comin again...$$$ flyaway...

Pan wei bo's songs damn hard to learn...can hear wad he say juz can't follow. pple r gd for some reasons, u see..

pw's oso another goner i tink, PA like not gonna care...so is everyone in our grp...how?? izit a serious prob??

Havent gotten my pay yet...missed another opportunity to work today cuz gotta teach lar...damnit...

Mood: :(
today went thru SCDF training which was very cool cuz i learnt so many new stuff tt may come in handy in times of emergency.

There's basically five modules, can't remember da names lar. But first one was first aid practice. How and wad to do for fractures, wounds, bleedings, etc... It's kinda fun cuz we hav practicals for each example. We used da training-use bandages lar...no antiseptic cream or wadsoever. Gotten a compliment leh. Tt person tot i was F.A.U one cuz mine was neat. Hehe

Den oso got bandage knees, shoulder, palm injury lor..aha... Now den i noe there's primary n secondary bandage. One is for applying proper treatment another is for holding it in place n to make it neat.

Later we covered burns, scalding lor. Da pics they show like quite gross lar... da skin aiyo... den it's juz a simple treatment of 4Cs... Cool it under runnin water until it feels better (nt really better ba), den go to clinics lor. Dun apply toothpaste or cotton wool, cuz cotton wool will stick to the skin n da nurse will hav a hard time picking da strands out. Dun burst bubbles too cuz will cause infection.

Next is CPR session. Haha..tis is fun oso. Had a rubber model as unconscious patient.. Lotsa steps to remember oso. Den i tink in actual practice...abit hard cuz panicky lor. But da steps quite systematic lar. Hmz...den i oso gotta noe tt diff age pple do it diffly. Baby 2 fingers can do da pump le. Hehe... Oso do abit bout solving choking.

Den later is do fire extinguishing. Learnt da 3 triangles of fire cause. Removin 1 of it can remove fire. Oso wad's da safe procedures for removing different type of fire. some type if performed wrongly can worsen. Had practicals for extinguishing. so fun.. they set up a pool of fire den everyone had turns to extinguishing.

It's abit scary for da new pple. It turns out tt if do wrongly, u might get ur skin sticked to da spraying tube of extinguisher. den oso da wind blowing diff dir all da time, hard to tell da exact dir of wind.

Last portion had some practicals of in-place protection. which is da one if in case got chemical spillage in the air, wad to do lor. Use da trash bag cover any form of porous openings tt connect ur hse outside. den seal it wif maskin tape. If nt porous, maskin tape will do. den turn on tv check for updates lor.

yep den for IPP theory is covered v fast lar. din see wad's all those names of virus n bacteria... only saw anthrax. den it's basically oso to recognise da emergency sound system lar, etc.

Tink i'll stop here lar... tired of writing so much

Mood: :>
gwahaha... done le... My new layout here is completed... isit better den da old one? :P hope so.. lazy to do new one myself cuz it's of much work mah...changing codes faster..

nothing much to do these days n time flew so fast i can't catch it...haiz... went runnin these few days... duno whether improvin anot, cuz not running in track lor..can't gauge.

wanted to do some studying, but so far nt much lar...still on physics lor.. hope to complete everything b4 28 June lar..aha oh yar hor...got GP...tink shuld go library n read ba, after so many months din go le...

some pple r juz irritating lar...da sort of response u hear from them juz dun make me feel nice abt it..nt gonna mention who n who lor.. aha...

wad movie shuld i catch in tis hols ne? soon gonna watch harry potter wif desmond n my bro le, those interested contact me hor. k, thx..

Mood: -__-
finally get to write in da blog after so many days got many things to say, i'll split into camp day1 to day3 ba:

day 1:
It was da start of camp n no one noe how da standard of discipline camp will be so everyone seems rather slack. We're welcomed by pushups when we reach da sports com 1 min late. Punishment came in da form of collective one, so every grp's punishment add up and everyone gotta do da sum of tt. And worse still, grp flag has to be carried up even when doing punishment like pushup etc... wth.. when it comes to bag check, i was so freaked off cuz i 4got canot bring extra things other den those stated b4. i brought mp3 player so i said i had to return tt to my frend tonite, n kai yan n pei sze accepted it lor...hengz. bottle had to be filled to brim most of the time, and at times we're even instructed how much water to be drank. omg..

runnin around da track has to carry flag too..but i tink it wasn't too bad cuz da speed wasn't fast lar. our grp has li hui ma n she has difficulty catchin up so we resorted to joggin as a grp. later i found out tt i bled in da knees, din noe when n how oso. har..er, maybe shuld thank da gals oso lar. if nt they complain, it would hav to b more tough i tink.

after a whole mornin of sian stuff finalli come da fun stuff.. we played da 5-point captain ball, wif diff balls wif diff pts given:
volleyball - 1
frisby - 2
tennis ball - 3
shuttlecock - 4
ping pong - 5

and da rule is pretty much da same juz throw to ur own goal lor...5 grps competin but they all form alliance except mi grp la, n we got pretty high, nt bad le lor..
after tt was lunch n everyone was so hungry tt we simply eat so quietly compared to tkdo pple... har.. we tore off da top part of da styrofoam container n put all our stuff inside, n anyone in our grp can take each others, so it was 1 of da most wide range of food we take for cai fan, aha.

After lunch was easier stuff, we did things like fold origami n pass msg together kinda games lar. da turtle was so hard to fold...damn it...kinda 4got lor... but da msg quite ok lar...easy cuz no like exact time limit to pass down, though other grps screw up... after tt is form da shape of da matter mentioned by da year2s...n each grp came up wif their innovative pattern of things...i like da helicopter one, i juz nid to vibrate my hand n turn right all da way. Thunder oso uses their bandana to help, argh...use as ice cream toppings, fan, so unfair leh..

After tt, is station games...wah tt is siong lor. Hadda rush from station to station playin tough stuff esp kai yan's one... wah...tt's like using duck walk up da sports com stand den do commander crawl den do frog jump to the other end after tt do 15 sit ups n rush down to do 15 pushups n do caterpillar butt walk on da hot concrete floor to another cycle...tis repeat for 2 times...omg...

another tough one is da pass water to pail one.. cuz in order to do tt, hav to pass water by climbing from behind da sports com vertical steps to over it den run on da track to da low wall n climb over it to pour water in it... other den da one who pours water directly one, all hadda work alot, to climb n not spill water... includin da runnin wif stability part...ba..

jia yi's part was quite alrite...i din realli get v wet, only patricia n helen got wetter lar.. it wasn't easy though...gotta balance wif 7 pple's feet up in da air wif uneven force from all sides, den pei sze's station was fun lar. i din expect myself to climb so much of monkey bar n manage to poke 3 balloons.. yay.. haha

da run to east coast was tiring realli...cuz realli v drained le.. da whole route they say is actually less den 5k lar...but i tot it's realli hard lor, nt flat ground here n der. and after run there still gotta do PT...sian... after tt run back again...wah seh..i literally persevere in order to run juz behind paula lor. she track n field one lor.

even so still got punished cuz da rest nt fast... argh... den 4 dinner it's even more quiet lor... aha

da nite concert was fun, we had our performance rite on... for my grp one, they like it lar. but some part abit fast n abstract so can't understand. i oso acted for da dancing one... haha...dey found it so amusing, esp wif kent's stupid expression lar...yee...puke* i like ming xiu's grp one oso...got lotsa dance lar. n hard to move arnd wif tt fake breasts oso lor. aha...miak's grp canot be played cuz she sick n da grp can't do w/o her. but still up to da timing lar.

after tt was da ghost mystery nite game, damn fun lor. i realli appreciate da year 2's efforts to put up exciting story wif nice settings n frights set up everywhere, some realli looks freaky wif their excellent expression n make up. din realli get da whole mystery solved though we guessed correctly it's oliver lar.

day 2:
it's almost purely hike day lar. but we had to do punishments oso cuz we came late...we did abt 100+ tis day lar. split into pushups, crunches, sprinkles... wah..tt's so damn erxin lor..do until hands so cram.. they actually lighten it abit le, cuz it's a hike later so they dun wan us to die lar...so aha...yar i understand.. but we gotta drink da more erxin eno water which was instructed compulsory in order nt to get cramps. Tt will increase body salts mah.. every gulp of tt makes me wana puke lor...:P thx sam for helpin me to drink abit...

da hike was confusing initially, cuz we're juz told to walk but din tell us abt how long n da orientation of map... like nthg abt da hike being informed...juz noe it's a hike.. da distance is abt 22.5km lor

...started from tjc den walk out to tanah merah den walk to EXPO den went inside to search for a phone serial wif 3018168...dotz, EXPO so big lor...luckily pat manage to find it. aha..got lotsa pts for tt lar. Har...den after from EXPO walk back half da distance den walk to upper changi near da Ryan's hse lar.. on da way da seniors bought abt 2 ice-lemon tea 2 sugar-cane drinks lor...nt bad lar...refreshing.. den walk to bayshore den walk to VJC den to parkway parade den walk to lasalle arts sch den walk to mcdonalds somewhere in kallang, den walk to a factory duno where lar..den walk to sim lim square den to boon keng area oso..after tt walk to YMCA den walk to fort canning which is da ending pt...

tt's like so damn far..duno if it's realli juz 22.5km lor. har... it requires us to unscramble da clues to find da nxt destination but i wasn't smart to guess out except for da tanah merah one. n each destination gotta do something lor. i like da one shoutin TJ cheer infront of VJ lar. Lol... har..lunch was juz bread wif tuna spreading n mayonaise n sausages lar... Meiqi n i ate alot..aha. I held patricia along da way lar..cuz she had pain in her feet lar..

Eventually we manage to perserve everything n reach there first...yay.. after tt was some touching speech by da seniors n photo taking. Dinner we had wif thunder at long john silver in plaza singapura.. kinda fun oso lor. Had neo prints after tt. So ex lor for da small prints...

day 3:
day 3 is so much more slack lar. dun nid wake up at 5. i woke up at 7.15 instead, muaha.. it's juz hustings lor, den it's compulsory for everyone to go thru tt...but i told mrs low abt my situation n she allowed me n padma to b excused.

for da normal posts like secretary n below... it's in grp of 4 or 5 lar. they sit in a row n awaits shootin questions. So it's wise to not put anything stupid in da questionaire.. lol. Mm... basically nth much to tok abt in da hustings itself, long n laborious lor. But i realli like da way patricia presents herself, full of confidence, cheerful, humble n yet humorous... ha...she lightens up da atmosphere alot.

but when it comes to presidential n vice-presidential positions, it's one to many kinda hustings...so it's kinda v nervous for da interviewee ba... i can see huimin v excited n nervous but bcuz she's so nervous pple tinks she's unstable..so nt as many vote for her lor. i tink it's realli a pity cuz she's so full of drive, passion to run for EXCO but so sad, she din get in. i did vote for her lor.

Sandra oso amaze me by her mature speech lor. I tink she can do a good job. I can see sam v disappointed too but nvrtheless he's in da EXCO lar. So I hope he can do a gd job as a CI lor. Yuting is realli a good speaker, she can turn a detrimental qn to something deemed as a appropriate reason for such mistake... Besides, she's quite structured n is able to lay things out straight no matter whether it's internal working order or wad... i tink she can do a gd job. Juz worrying abt km nia... ha...tt's abt all i hav to say..

Mood: #_#
today went back to sch for guitar grp rehearsal. It was nice but some part were kinda insufficient practise i feel. Den er...nt sure if da happy tree frends part is funny anot. I feel it's nt lor.

Budden halfway thru gotta go back for robotics shifting of room n to hav da proper hand down ceremony. Dun realli like da new room lehz, like so cram...still prefer to use da non aircon one. Haiz..budden like no choice lor. Har..da maze board is so damn heavy too. n worse thing is it's hard to carry it in da vertical pos cuz there's no space for carrying it horizontal n when carrying it vertical always bounces on my leg. Angela is so slack din wanna come for robotics, in sch but nvr go 4 robotics.. Muz i do something anot. Like very cruel leh.. Hmz...

Durin movin down found so many things notice board can use one, those deco stuff haven use finish mah... da aircon oso like canot make it one. open windows a while den drip water le.. haiz, muz ask da alumni pple clear up first lor, junk inside.

After tt, went back to grp discussion again, more things were finalised den we went to hav grp lunch lor. Angela was so sick today tt she went home first lor. Juz felt tt she avoiding something, dunno lar, diff from wad i noe of her initially. Den after tt went EXPO wif sam to see PC show. So crowded wor.. den spent lotsa time figurin out how to go ken's hse, hmz..take mrt here n there...which actually can juz walk one lor..grr..

i like so extra, da only non-leader there. Ming xiu, ken, sam, kee meng, huimin were there lor. haz..had some lame dance practice...it's kinda hard to do everything impromptu lor. Ken's rather stiff wif da dance moves although he kinda hav da idea there. huimin gives lotsa advices lor which i tink is rather gd lar. But they juz say her lame n half gal like very bad hor...

Pract till 6.45 ba. den had dinner in simei which i ate chicken cutlet at 3.80, quite cheap ba...lotsa pple queuing...they're like rather late for dance concert n they're still under slow motion, har, oh wadever..

Mood: :P
ha...so damn busy n din hav da time to write my blog. Kinda addicted leh, dun write den feel weird weird de lor. da mass tutorial den ms fong blur blur de, tell me wrong venue...

Ha...went there on time but saw no one. Always like tt de, i early they late, n vice versa. den she asked us do worksheets instead, heng ar, din go thru tutorial bk or i si qiao qiao le.. da time kinda clashes wif cultural doc so we had to b rush. However... da pple i goin wif all gals lor. n they're like damn slow... oh man...helen dun even feel pressured by the time at ALL! Hansui ate da slowest n she felt so pressured by us askin her to eat fast. i felt guilty oso cuz i tease her too.. :P

Reached there v v late lor.. den nt sure where alight cuz i long time din go there le. den also aga-aga de. haha. did reach at da correct stop cuz norah kinda noe ba. helen felt dizzy on da way but i dun hav sweet lor, can't do anything abt it. Haiz.. xueting abit siao siao oso. So lame tt day..

When we're in there, den like kinda lost cuz they're all doin their scavenger hunt. We got briefin from da stressed up may ee n after tt went to setup station. I kinda nid quite alot of help cuz i din prepare properly lor. may ee help wif da marbles n helen help wif da chopsticks n 3 apples, muahaha...i got 1 only. tt is oso da one prob tt shane dun like lor cuz of hygene issue. I heard the em3 kids kinda like telematch game juz tt it's too long. Actually accordin to actual plan it wasnt tt long. all thx to helen n mayee for da ideas eh.. lol actually i realli wonder wad was da kid there to help for.. he looks realli familiar like i saw him b4 i swear. hmmz...*tinkin*

i oso saw 1 teacher which looks realli familiar but 4got his name lar. so long liao. Qiaonan had many changes actually. da one i noticed was da canteen seats n table all using da new ones screwed to da floor one. there's 1 corner designated for kids' artwork n wow they're damn nice!! i like those...y they nvr teach those in da past.. den da bball area had a wall n a fence. there were another things like da staircase corner had more tings such as da info computer. Somemore nice paintings oso. Helen said it looked alot like her pri sch. I joked n say maybe it's tt twin sch ba.. ha...lame i noe.

After all tis stuff had a debrief n almost wanted to went home den kee meng called n said da chamber emsemble helpout den i remembered tt...totally 4gotten.. har...den gotta noe jun ming n xiao wen n lionel in da bus.. jun ming noe abt kwan kei, ying ru, yuan ming, wen zhi! wow... another link. heard from everyone jun ming n xiao wen r an item they juz dun admit... they tease us back instead, helen juz gave tt sian look.

Had dinner wif those pple but helen leave cuz she gotta go her bf's hse for dinner. ha..no choice ba..

Wah, da sai gung team realli had lotsa work to do wor.. den i oso din bring black clothes, oh man, gotta wear marcus shirt budden too big so wear ming xiu's one, at least better. hmz...i tink we kinda screw up abit for da actual one. Cuz da chair no is incorrect. oso it's nt done quietly. They dun hav much exp ba. Budden da conductor stand damn heavy lor. Knocked once on da chair.. But worse still i din place da drum set properly n it fell, wif da clangs cuttin on da stage floor n left a scar on it. But tink tt drummer din see ba. He abit xing tong oso, so sorrie man... :P

Worse part was when carryin clarinova back, wah, tt's a torture cuz it's damn heavy. wah from audi to music rm...gotta go all da way to the other end n up da stairs n hadda rest at several points... phew, it was over.. We got sweets for our reward lor. but of cuz it's da CIP hours tt's more impt. nt sure how many lar, gotta ask PE dept.

sai gung team den stone at da canteen lor eatin chocolate sweets n tokin ghost story... quite freaky to tok tt time of night. all of us got a ride from marcus's mother. or else, can't reach home le. aha. Halfway thru receive a joke sms from helen, aha..send me at tt time of da night...funny eh.. Wor...done..

Mood: :O
juz came back from chalet, felt feverish... wasted lor, wanted to swim but din cuz rain yesterday den mornin gotta check out le. Da chalet was nt tt borin as i expected la. Considered pretty good 4 last min prep de le. Had bbq on monday lor, den saw ming han sabrina misses so much, ahem, lol. Not him lar, aha. Wanted to ask tt someone come but den din come. Haiyo.. wad disappointment.

Pretty sad actually, cuz for year 1, only me, mao xin, lim pin, wei jie, liang guang, gen ming, ming han got come. da rest din lor. Year 2 worse lor, only sab, jaron, you quan, chit eng come nia... Sian even my da jie din come support me. :P

Post announced yesterday, den i was pretty shocked actually cuz i tot lim pin would hav got it, cuz experience he is very much better, realli. anyway, weijie got treasurer post but he said he's gonna run e-club post too. Sab says she got a way wif things sure wun let it happen de. O.O!

Ha saw chit eng's bf. abit odd combination actually, but ha nvm...who cares.. no one sure lar, all guess one. we're playin mahjong at tt time mah, jaron learn le den v fast le, lol. he v enthu to play oso cuz all beginners like tt. I only manage to win 5 rounds in total only, :P oh man, gotta be scolded by my lecturer mum oso, cuz spend so much on meals mahjong, snacks...

during sleepin, 1st day i slept on bed lar, cuz it's too squeezy to slp other places le, so i did lor. But sabrina was on bed too, den got stupid scandals lar, so 2nd nite i slp da bottom bed as there were fewer pple. Haiyo, she 1 person can slp 4 pple's place. so guo fen.

omost 4got da 2 days i had to go back to sch, stupid rite? clash like siao. 1st day worst cuz got da guitar grp discussion n da cultural doc meetin, 2nd day got chamber ensemble rehearsal. so tired travellin to n fro when i supposed to b in chalet. missed deep impact which i wanted to watch.

there's gonna be a 10/04 outin for da pple in 10/04 first 3 mths. I had rather strong reactions to tis, but i tink i'll suppress it. u see it's rather bad of it to hav such strong segregation. joe asked if he can join, heard from mao xin tt da reply was a straight no. i till now still can't feel fully comfortable wif all my classmates lor. I rather be with my 04S6F pple, da real frendly bunch of pple whom i hav no problem mixing wif. Things r oso much simpler. well, they could hav mingled all 10/04 pple together...hate how some things r done.

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Wun be online for abt 2 days ba, goin on chalet. It's gonna be damn busy for me. Got guitar rehearsal for backstage crews den chalet starts den 7 gotta meet may ee at tampines. Helen will be coming wif me.. Worried she'll be bored or wad lor. Den duno wad to bring oso i nt spontaneous to organise programmes one. Hope nt to bore everyone. :P

Erm, btw, today wake up, my relatives all at my hse, given a shock cuz duno how come they dere, nt special occasions mah. my eyes oso blur blur like tt. i watched da lame kung pow again den after tt played badminton wif them. Wah now den i noe my aunt so pro in badminton, cant catch some of her shots but i'm nt bad too. She can't catch my smash.

So frustrated rite now...duno y. Maybe cuz i did something stupid ba. Jan says it's all rite but elaine calls me nuts.. Haiz... I wonder who visits my blog other den those i noe.

Is na gina or weina?

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Ha, today went to register for NS enlistment cuz i receive da letter le, went to register, den da deferment screen din pop out, den shocked lor, wad went wrong. Den took another look, oh it's register date is 31 may.

Today whole day in sch. Mornin practice for da songs lor. Kinda sick of superman cuz we practised tt too much le...sian.. but da audience weren't even thankful of our performance, gave it free for them leh, when we could hav charged them. Din even clap lor. Sian den da whole afternoon is self-consolation of performin n clappin ourselves. Da audience muz hav tink we're crazy. Anyway, they're juz concerned abt da reception food nia, idiots..

When da singin ended, everyone was sooooo desperate for food tt we juz rushed towards there n grab da food, sandwiches, curry puff, cakes, anything we can find basically. Oh man, eating them is pure bliss sia, esp when we're so damn hungry n watching da guests eat all da time, argh.

Singin session is odd lor, cuz i'm da only guy singing tt time lor. Man yiu nt there, argh...den was like damn bored. though got chat wif yee qian, padma n virginia abit lor.

Got my own guitar le, yay. According to ming xiu n da sai gang team, they kinda like my guitar, say da quality not bad.. Alot better den theirs, i felt abit comforted hearing it. Cuz at first can't hear da diff in tchaikovsky rm, too noisy le ma.. but it's rather ex. $145 leh duno got cheat my $$ anot.

Had our pathetic grp lunch in sch cuz it's rainin heavily again. Had instant noodles n i took da yellow packagin flavour one. According to patricia, she says it's nice but no one blive her. Ha, i blive her though. Da tap water nt hot at ALL!! how to boil da noodles like tt, aiyo (shakin head in disbelief) But i ate da chocolate ice kacang n da tidbits oso. My frends treat, from huimin and sam. Thx yo! Knew another few more pple today, finally remembered erlin, den noe dervina (duno how to spell) and virginia (duno how to spell too), and ming hui ha. Den gina asked my name, den i suan her ask her y she dao me. But she juz rattled on her blurness, nt purposely one. Lol.. shuld i trust her? ha, wadever.

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Confirmed news of chalet to everyone, pay $15 lor. Den duno how it'll be lor.

Today early sch release, left b4 12.30, nt supposed to but who cares... went weijie's hse to play first, haha. Den i was pretty bored there cuz nothing to do mah, sian lor. Saw his twin bro. Look 80% like him. weijie's bro's eyes look deeper.

Played abit of pool, abit of dai dee, abit of uno stacko, abit of battleship, watched baby, i'm sorry mtv by coco. Den da lunch i can't realli enjoy much cuz i duno how to eat those stuff realli. Though it smelt nice.

Weijie went out at 2 plus for tok n EXCO interview. din wait 4 him to come back cuz he's so late. Ruth was rushing me all along!! So i kan cheong rush to kembagan mrt to wait for her lor. So ps... ha, she say she gonna ask her mum give more ang pow money, lol.

Went parkway eat den slack around in da library lor. Wj showed me da SJI history book. Din wana read initially but found some interesting pics to see so juz browse thru abit.

The drama was nice for the start. Den da 2nd one was too chim for me ba. I suppose they're trying to say life's like a stage, there's no script for tt. We control our own life and our identity is determined by wad we act (or do) in life. budden da tall gal acted not convincing enough. den da director oso din do much one, lol. da 3rd one was rather long too. And it's cute when da parents pop out...lol, so hao xiao sia.. But hate da groaning which was rather repetitive lor. But da gal acted as da housewife not bad, can see her expression so real. Saw hansel n a gal when leaving, bet tt muz be his gf, aha.

we oso saw yee xian n her grp of frends, aha, so coincident. I saw wei shiong oso haha. grew taller somemore le, :( When i leaving, saw samuel and joseph. They say they gonna play pool at tt hour wor. So coincidentally meet so many pple.

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Wow today's a great day man... Luv da sports carnival, not sure abt yesterday's one. But today got lotsa activities going on. While science exhibition is going on at the new blocks near audi, sports activities are going on in sports com area. Den got sellin activities goin on.

Today played skip more first. At first din feel like playin tt cuz it felt stupid.. ha budden still played lor. Got pts mah, :P me n alex skipped alot in da first round den overall our class hit da highest score for round 1, 1287 altogether. Ping aik oso skipped quite well, nt 4gettin other pple like estella, zhiren, fiona. Hehe.. den after tt, my knee aches so much man, so much on endurance. I din trip, i juz stop myself. Den for da finals felt tt i din do my best, sigh.. jumped alot slower lor. i scared trip so i din exert full force. Haiz...nvm ba. Oh man, helen's class got 2nd. Man yiu's bball oso 2nd.

Den after tt went to see temasek idols, wah, it's quite zai lor. da pple full of drive n confidence, many acted like real stars. Lucky i din join or i'll make a mockery out of myself. But one thing i learn is to put urself in da music n ignore any other things else, tt helps ba. Well, wad catch me was one of da gal acts like she's a star like tt wif her walking steps and waving hands, lol. her voice oso nt bad. i realli like da guitar gal who sang yong qi. She's good lor. duno why kana criticised like tt. bet it's chain effect like da first judge say like tt, da rest follows. She like so sad. There's tis dancing grp dance quite nice lor. Actually only 1 gal dance v nice only. da rest like dying like tt. da hafiz grp one v idiotic lor...so weird de, but abit funny due to da sillyness lar. Lol, yazid like totally nt shy de. den, da TI champion is realli good at making sound effects n doing breakdance, like da spinning part, aha. He sings nice oso.

Went to spray my hair with gold and silver colour, not sure whether it's prominent anot. But some pple notice tt, ha.. Din do da tattoo, ex lor. Bought apple strudel too, quite nice.

Felicia plays floorball too! so surprising.. After tt played foosball, da team changes alot, quite irritating.. den da gal keep on complaining canot write on my arm lor, say i'm so sweaty, lol. Heh, who's nt man? so b4 tt, went to catch estella fiona n da rest to play soccer lor. Fiona's damn pro lor, she can control ball alot, lol. MVP haha. den when it's our turn to play foosball it's quite exciting lor, but stress oso lar, many pple watching. Jeremy muz b tinking i lousy tt's y he wana sub me. :P In the end, it's a draw...sian.

Now tired...hols coming...n work too!

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Today is a rather fun day, starts off by watching the student council investiture, quite nice, especially the part when student council perform, show how vibrant TJ can be. Yea, some schs tt came for the investiture are: temasek sec, njc, tpjc, pjc, millenia institute, etc...

Missed out today sports carnival fun stuff, heard da run and temasek idols damn fun...haiz..but i went back to mshs for roadshow. Mrs lim givin tok to mshs sec4 to come TJ.

Really worried abt the response cuz i heard tt VJ n NY response nt good. Got pple throw broutures and paper plane. Think tt if she see mshs like tt, dun tink she'll be back. But she's realli a gd speaker, she starts off by promising a short presentation and soon showing all her "fa bao"..let 2 pple tried out..den whole sch was like laughin at da performance.. den when they're all ready to listen, she shows da video n da exciting pdp stuffs.. me keeliang and chung ee tok abit on TJ's stuff lar. Ended off wif TJ's cheer. den overall pple were rather quiet lor.

Ha, juz read francis's blog, now oso considering TJ. yay, tt's gd lar.

However i juz gotta noe today bout mshs council, seems like results is da more pressin problem here. Tink if it goes on like tt, brandon n some other sec 3 councillor's parents will complain one lor. Failing rates very jialat... den hear from ms koh, da sec2 pple realli hard to find gd leaders, they're oso quite jialat.. aiyo, due to tt, chung ee seems to bring across TJ's council stuff to mshs. I tink canot make it one lor. Considering the difference in maturity, he expecting too much le. It's realli good of him to commit so much, but he seems too overpowering to the EXCO le i tink. Even if doing something, i tink gerry's batch shuld do something more den us.. after all they're more directly involved. Even ms koh agrees wif me. The problem is how to let chung ee noes tt.. Haiz...

Tis june hols nt hols at all lor. So busy, wondering how...

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