Going to put up some images of pictures taken during my cousin's Karin wedding dinner. Ha, she looks so gorgeous that day. That's a photo of her and her husband. Didn't bring my camera along so had to compromise with my hand phone camera. Took from quite a distance so the other photos of her are blur.

I did see the presentation that Joemin, me and Karin did was shown up that day. Felt happy not because I thought it was very good but what I remembered of the effort and times we tried to seek the best solution put the photos into the presentation.

However, I thought that maybe the MC are rowdy or attention-catching enough. Some tables were literally wandering off in their own topic openly while the couples were playing games as a pledge for love. Hey, I thought that part was nice and people would have loved to see. I think probably their voices were too soft and unwelcoming that's why such a thing happened. =P

This is a photo of my parents. Mum brought along a new hand bag for that day. She always surprises me with things I never knew she had it. She said it was to spoil herself once in a while only. Well... Didn't take a photo of my aunt but it was surprising how much effort she takes to doll herself up for her daughter's wedding. (Almost mistyped as birthday).

Drank quite a bit of wine that day. Not as much as my brother though but still a bit of drunkenness in me. I can still walk in straight line at least. Ha, my brother can't. Anyway, thought it was such a coincidence to find another one attending a wedding dinner to dress almost identical to me. White partial translucent stripe shirt with brown furry jeans and brown stripes shoes. Okay, maybe my fashion sense isn't that uncommon to start with.

This is joemin, my cousin. Talked much more that night because the table were sat with many people I really seldom talk to. Just feel uncomfortable talking to them. Wonder if I will ever going to break out of my comfort zone to talk to people or not. It just feels so much more easier and comfortable talking to people you know.

My uncle cried that night when my family is on the way to visit the hotel room that my cousin and her husband's going to stay over for a night. Didn't hear clearly the words he says but somehow I could figure out many things he thought about. Feelings of anger and guilt suddenly came upon him in his drunk state. It seemed as though it had been ages since he talked about what he felt to anyone and I could sense that all along he had been suppressing that. I'm not good with words and really didn't know how to console him personally. He made me think through the situations I will probably face in the future and how I am to solve them when I meet them in future. It's not easy I think, after seeing such a strong character like my uncle can be down to tears when it's back to his true feelings.

Just posted to RSS Resolution yesterday. I didn't know what to say to the rest of the ship crews but just felt a bit sad leaving them. When I came back to pack up my things, I just felt an inner reluctance to finish that. Because after that, it'll be the last chance I'll be stepping aboard Persistence. Didn't get a chance to say goodbye though, everyone was busy with work. Ha, maybe it was just an overreaction on my side, perhaps they didn't felt anything about hui chuan and me leaving. However, my piece of feeling's there. Sounds funny though as I've only been there for 2 months plus. But my mess friends and department are really good. I appreciate that.

Resolution seems okay so far. At least better than endeavour which I really pity hui chuan a lot. I guess that ship's culture is just too shockingly different for me to accept. I hope he learns to get over it soon. I think I should probably thank him for taking my place in endeavour, if not I'll probably be there. Now, it's just less than a year more. I think time will pass fast and soon I'll be away. So I shouldn't worry that much...

Quite shocked to hear that zhiren is no longer a commando. Became a clerk due to injury. Wow, this makes 10/04 a class of clerks! Ha... Just sort of dislike class outings because of the conversations. I just don't seem to get the kind of internal stuff they always discuss among themselves. Ha, I suppose that's how life changes people.

Came across a life-insurance cum saving plan under Prudential when an agent came to approach me. I usually dislike such event whereby a stranger comes to talk business with me first but after a while I realise actually maybe I should consider it. Talked to a few other people and all those people all had their own such policy. Interest is much better than bank's and it instills saving discipline, I suppose I need to have mine someday. But the question is when and which agent to get? My parents both disapprove me currently, said I could have start later. I'm currently still thinking about it. What do you think?

Yay! Reached 200 posts as of this post! Ha, nothing to be happy about anyway. Learnt from my dad to take everything easy especially when it isn't permanent and you know it's going to be over in some time. After hearing that, I tried to make myself happy when I'm not. Encourage myself when I'm discouraged. It's not easy, I'm still trying.

Can hardly find old friends to talk about things. Not that I can't, just that I felt distant from them. Somehow, my life is changing me and vice versa. I wonder how I'll be in a year's time.

Current favourite song: Vivian & Cao Ge - I Still Believe