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Haiz..down again.. Alex always posting unclear comments on my blog, duno wad meaning de. Lol, last day of stressful lessons or kinda for tis term lar. But nt yet in celebrative mood cuz i realli quite stressed. Today trying hard to concentrate in lecture, quite a gd performance i put up by nt fallin asleep, den notice haryl doze off...wow, surprising.

Today, morning announcement called for all ex-marists to gather for tmr's trip to mshs to sell tj. Ha, i wana go of cuz. Long time din go there le. Ha, hope da pple dun tink i dislike mshs ba. But got 200km run wif my class at abt 3pm, duno can make it anot. Shit man, hafiz hang me up b4 i asked finish. &*^#@$$%@#...

PE wasn't tt sian today, had some time to slack den play captain's ball, aha quite fun. Idiotic jee siang distract me wif his same beta shirt, tot it's our grp.. Accidentally pass to him, :P, hehe...alex dao me initially, pass so far oso dun wan pass to me.. aha..maybe got his reasons ba.

Zz...hols means: guitar camp, notice board, farewell party, revision, make up lessons, back to mshs to teach, EM3 june activities... argh so many things. Shit, 4got give money to ms fong, yargh... i had to fork out $30 bucks juz to get my 3 hrs CIP hours!! oh man...

Duno wad to write, tinking of someone**, couldn't understand myself wad izit i wan. Haiz... Hope someone could tie my heart down.

Mood: :|
today had extra chem extra lesson. Da scholars in other class are v complacent ones, listening to music while ms fong is teaching n another one switch on computer twice still dare reason out. Lol... sht left my badminton racket in it...:P

During guitar, practice session in strauss room. Quite squeezy but cold...frozen le.. Ha.. helen still as usual da happy gal i noe. she took my photo on another frend's phone, omg...dotz. Den avoided my shots n del one i took wif her unknowingly initially. da capturing sound gave way. she say "dun wan lar, very nan kan.." tot was v nice wad. Haz... knew tt man yiu got gf wor. Wow, everyone vroom vroom so fast. (hintz) it's so damn fun wif my backstage crew. Helen ask mi go join temasek idols, i stun liao, my quality how can? juz cuz i can sing?

den today got lotsa singing sessions, sang superman, kiss me, lemon tree, a little respect, life wif time, happy together, that thing u do. Den man yiu left early for hot date. Me and helen gotta share scores, she gave hers to padma. Wah, pitch damn high leh, can't reach. Haz...cleyra din tink for guys like me one..dotz

later go li hui's hse to paint banner, yay, so fun. but b4 tt took lotsa time juz to choose da material colours. Me n patricia juz tok outside, hehe, noe more abt her situation in sg. Came here during sec 3. i oso noe another secret of sam, hehe, can't say or he'll strangle me. gotta left early cuz meeting jeffrey. oh it's quite sian lor.

Mood: :D
yea...got back internet after restoring...hope wun get same prob again hm...which one shuld i use huh? da sirhc one for posting or blogspot...hmz, hesitating...anyway, today came home early but hate it cuz i gotta waste time do da all those com stuff

opps shit, got matrix test to do. :P later on ba... i tink alex got crush or gf ba...juz duno who she is... cuz me, estella n joe uses eyepower to make him say. He din of cuz, but showed nervousness in his eyes. He's trying to dodge too...hehe but dun tink he can. :P

Got punished for swimming lesson cuz i was late..haiz, so paiseh. but it's so fun, can play water polo today, ha...it's da standing and cheong one, not swimming cuz nobody bothers to do tt...except poh woon. Oh man..he did all those finishing touch. But oh well, our class cooperated quite well to get quite alot goals, hehe.

Oh man...JC life realli busy...today dun feel like writing much. Got maths tmr.

Mood: :|=
yay...today like back again...but tink it's gona go down anytime ba, so might as well dun b too happy abt it.

Grrr....hate my com, can't use internet connection duno wth went wrong, muz b alex lar, duno wad he do...lol, jokin jokin.

Zzz...do pw until 10.30. So late rite!? den she din send me minutes, idiot...how i do? den tmr gotta hand up... argh...dun care le lar. hmph. today got shot by ping aik. diff from usual is tt, she actually bothers to shoot me, most of time she'll b lookin at sean mah. So obvious she likes him rite, aiyo...either tt or tiang lim lor. Hehe.. me very ba gua rite :P

luv to play wif cirong.......'s dog, so cute n chubby. Stroke it for a while. Quite surprised i did tt cuz i dun like dogs, but it juz looks cute!!

main: today is a super busy day. went to downtown east to compete den late by alot as we're workin too much tis mornin n missed da time! worse thing is only jaron's mse came in at 70.9s i tink...good if count from bottom.

came back for phy spa. It's another killer lo...nervous so i forgotten to use all apparatus...stupid rite? Den wasted so much time tt i din get time to write down precautions n account for anomalous.

After spa, wanted to retrieve guitar but was locked in... no choice gotta get another one. Practice luv theme for a while den stress more on colours of the wind which i realli realli sucking at...damn, realli nid practice man...how..:P Lemon's tree quite nice to sing, hehe. Helen din go guitar so my grp abit sian. Den later chat wif padma abit better...she can tok non-stop.

During meeting for cultural doc, helen came back n so did mao xin find us. Lol, den brainstorm for quite a while b4 leaving. Ping aik n sean waiting. It's a pretty efficient meeting cuz we settled alot of things. Hehe, jian yuan n choon pei are da oic...how nice. :P

tired le gtg Mood: -____-zzzZZZ
:P din get to write my blog... Those flag day exciting stuffs all missed out, ahah...actually nth to write abt tt lor. Felt it's nt tt good anyway, all bcuz of alex, lol... jkjk. So sian, hav to b thick face, asking for petty coins...:P it's for the children's society so oh well...gotta help lor. Found mostly muslims on that day, duno wad special day lar..

Den funny thing is tt tot bugis should hav a lot of pple donating n we're wrong lor. da pple there v stingy n alex took my place at the junction, idiot, i suggest tt junction selling one lor. Haiz...nvm, at least gotta tok to 2 st nick gals. I juz like look at them n they look at me, den tok a while le lor. LOL, they're sellin those flags too. In fact many pple selling it tt day, saw xie qian oso sellin, so surprising.

During the return journey met my classmates den tok cok alot...when reach bedok, i juz sell somemore in case not enugh. Tok to yee xian n her friend lor... happen to be strolling along tt pathway mah...

tt's abt all for saturday one. more abt recent stuff is da notice board one. Haiz, till now still nt much done except da wordings, my grp members all lyk tt, wad to do. hope sab dun push too much lor. Den today SPA quite ok, cuz got some tips ord... opps.. but tink sig fig, still got a minor prob, haiz...otherwise shuld be ok.

got a new song to practice, called romeo n juliet composed a japanese lar. It's a rather slow tempo song lor, but i juz can't catch its melody yet, so can't play smoothly. Duno how da year 2s, choose da grp leaders one..aha...i'm in same grp as helen, she's da grp leader as well as sam. da camp crazy de lor. all muz match, bottles, ponchos, shirt, wonder hair muz match anot, lol. estella slack again...din see her. n.. oh man, angela's in my grp, argh...y so coincident one, same robotics, guitar n now same camp grp. :P

Sab always tok to me abt her affairs outside da room one, n i tink she tells mi quite alot of her stuff lor, dun tink da rest noes so much, aha.. she trusts me ba. so i shun betray her trust by writing out da content, :P i'm crappin again. Worried tt i may not be up to expectations by sab n you quan. So many things coming up...

Elin told me she's nt having relationship wif zhiren, tinks she's saying da truth, can tell lor. she's told me someting true so i blive her. Ha, n yea, she's another of my supporter tt i'm not a flirt. Lol..duno why jy say i m. Hm.. I'm a faithful guy k?

Now coming CO, choir, drama n bla bla bla... duno which to support. Today forced to join da skipping one cuz nt enugh pple. Haiz, hope dun make myself embarrassed tt day. Hm...so cirong is realli sick lor, tot she juz wana pon sch. She din reply me mah..aha.

Tinking of tt someone...

Mood: (Hmm...)
Hmm...wondering wad chris has been doing to his comp, aha... :P it's been on n off like tt. Anyway, thank u pple for visiting my blog, now reach 1000+ le, hehe. not bad. Got some traffic going on. maybe i target 2000 as my next hit! Yay. Lol...

Today so sian, completed maths tutorial 17 n abit of 18 den forgotten got GP essay to do.

Did running today, but always i din get to run on tracks as mostly it'll be occupied by soccer players' match. Duno they do wad, training for s-league ba. Haiz, ran abt 21.10min. Duno how far i ran, juz kept running. Tried wif a new shoe, quite ok i tink, abit loose. Dun tink it'll be ideal for standing broad jump. Scared like last time came off during jumping, so paiseh...ahaz.

Tink i'll stop bloggin le ba...go tink of my GP le.

Mood: :P
Site was down a day ago ba...so din write... Nthg much to write anyway. Today's fun cuz got SIF tok den intro a lot of exciting things to expect. Of cuz tt comes wif da time i gotta sacrifice lor...haha. Da pple there were very spontaneous tt's y da whole session was so fun!! Can see from the ideas contributed by all members across every groups... So imaginative.

The teacher pasted stickers on us...so gotta find those pple wif same no on forehead. Den my group comprise: yunhui, bicas, wen jie, ye xian, cheng yu, rebecca, miak. Haz...so coincident i noe most of them...at least it's nt so sian... :P The EM3 project isn't any easy den the other 2 as i tink it concentrates differently in terms of helping approach ba... Being a mentor is nice sometimes.

Feeling sentimental now...recalling da past...sorta regretted wad i said b4...everything i said constitutes to wad the present is. If only, i hadn't said tt.

Mood: -___- / ^___^
So touched tt the whole of my robotics seniors actually rushed thru da interviews juz bcuz all came to support me for the concert. Though they din manage to see mi playing, i actually appreciated their efforts anyway. Thankx, *touched*

Felt so soft n numb when i woke up today at 1pm, haha...muz b realli tired to wake up at tis period. Wanted to eat porridge but my mum gave me mee siam instead.

Got lotsa tutorials to catch up, so better hurry. Tink i lost my pencil box le. Haiz, of all things, i lost tt. Felt so stupid.

Mood: :)
Today is a damn tiring day too... Barely got the energy to type. Been running around been backstage da whole day le... n da thing is nvr even give us a great thank u or wadever... Feel like effort not recognised, unlike sai gang team, aiya....but nvm, i'll juz take it in my stride.

At least i gotta noe friends like maybelle, helen, padma, man yiu, jonathan, bicas, jeanette better. They're realli fun lot of pple. Hahaz.

Juz damn f**king pissed when my mum says she's coming n she din come juz bcuz she din feel like coming. I was so so disappointed... of all pple, she din come. Hmph...

Asked my friends to collect notes for me, but they say dun hav.. Estella says got alot, who to trust? haz...nvm, shall noe nxt time.

Tired le... gotta slp le. Write tmr...bb

Mood: >.< zzZZ
Hmz... so excited abt tmr...hehe, pple wish me more good luck, aha...Hope i wun make myself paiseh. Tmr ming xiu's family n my mum can sit together n chit chat le, at least tt can keep my mum busy n nt yawning or sleeping...lol

Now very free like tt...nth much to do...tmr excused for lessons lar. but going for chem as ms fong is briefing us on chem SPA. Realli jia lat leh... got L5, L2 for my spa pract...tt's atrocious lor. For my physics is L7, L3 for SPA pract.

Notice now got more pple watching my blog le...Yea..should b happy. Somemore everytime kana threatened from fiona and estella tt they'll complain... It's nth actually...juz dun wan anything to anyhow spread lar... Duno wad's goin in me actually...being moody very suddenly on and off. Den pple keep on tink i v sad, esp mao xin. Ha.. Now even estella realise P.A. looks at S very closely all da time...so it's nt me anyhow say one lor. Got proof de.

Things in TJ is weird or creative or wadever u call it. Got temasek idol coming up, temasek carnival wif different activities, and previous activities if u can rmb, yea interesting as diff from other sch lor. Hahz...

Aiya, realli feel too tired to write le. Juz drop dead here ba.

Mood: =X
Today is a realli realli tiring day. I start from the back lar. Reached home at 10.30, b4 tt was guitar rehearsal from 3pm onwards... Den duno wad's wrong wif da audi aircon lor.., me sweating like shit. Not only did i mention it, da rest of da pple too. And haz...can't rmb padma's name until later on and she was disappointed tt she rmbed mine, but i din rmb hers'...lol din mean to. Poor memory lar, can't blame. At least 2day got a few others' hp no le, at least no nid to rely on km n mx.

Den i hate it when i look foolish "playing" some parts i duno, worse still, saw those pro ones pointing me out...argh...dun wan sit in front le...gona sit wif my backstage team. Well...it's oso for keeping my timing accurate lar.

But however it is, the teachers still not tt pleased overall saying there's some bad attitude in us...i'm partly to blame for late curtain on portion...especially da encore portion, hehe

Sabrina saw me doing guitar things lyk veri buay song like tt, duno wad she tinking lor. I noe my priorities one lor...she should noe. But maybe she's juz jk wif me...after all cedarians like tt...hahaz. Heard lim pin wana take chairman post... :P

Wana so so much to go for the home-coming day on 8 May, buden duno if it clashes wif anything anot. Miss all my dear darlies at ny... Haha... Alex one, *puke...jkjk hm, tt's like abt 10 days from now... hehe. Heard from hui min tt nj is such a boring place whereby pple shocked by vulgar lang...n she muz act den. haha...

Haiz...no time for tutorials n friendster testimonials le...so busy...miss those free n easy pri sch days...

Mood: ZZzzz....
Din receive much news from friendster le, but now receive so so much junk mails everyday!!! wth, can't finish clearing them compared to the mails floodin my inbox from 60% to 100%! Arghh....is tt really it? Can't stand virus man....

Den tok to jee siang, become toking to his bro... He is so damn lame lor...much worse den jee siang...brr... rubbish stuff lar... Not porno stuff, jee is tinking abt. Haha...

Saw tis very interesting spot in TJ, which i nvr gotta realli realise abt it. Ha...yea...wei jie showed me.

Fri is the interview for EXCO positions liao... abit nervous... wanna get in EXCO lor...but duno wad position i will get. Da sad thing is can only become EXCO of 1 pdp. Well but i guess it's busy enough. So i gotta drop many ideas of going here there runnin house comm... Haha... But tt day oso got concert lor...runnin here n there, how to stay cool?? Haiz...

Got a feelin alex got crush or wadever but dun wana share lor... Since he dun wana say den i better not say too much abt it.. Fiona's gettin better to me, nt so hostile at times. Estella's still pretty much da same though din say lame tt many times liao. Like my GP group better, haha... poor thing alex gotta get out for da 8 stupid grps arrangement.

Today PE is da mock one, gotta pass everyting or else will have to take S-paper haha...tis one i rather not take but obviously i seem to have no choice. Den da teacher bluff us timing so we can strain ourselves more. He say 12.40 passing. Den almost all ran earlier n me n some other guys ran abit later den tt. But he says pass...Qn mark...how come? den later gotta noe tt it's 13.10 or 13.20 ba...haha...tis time i juz ran all da way w/o stopping...as usual stitch halfway thru. But haiz...juz can't do pull up n standing broad jump properly lor... :'( Anyway, i gonna train my pull ups liao...

-Duno wad topic to tok wif her...i can basically tok alot wif other pple but not her. Why?-

Mood: O@O
Hmm...announcement here:

Guitar Concert
-$6
-Fri 30th Apr
-Audi
-Got guitar performance from year1,2, singing, band performance, teachers' performance

It's realli worth the $6!! So cheap rite, better den band, so ex! Hahaz...so grab ur tix from me while stocks last!

---end of announcement---

Blog:

Today had pw meeting again...luckily din go pasir ris...so far sia...wanna bluff hafiz to go there...duno in the end he got go anot...hope he din :P anyway, toking abt fast food unhealthy but everytime meeting place at fast food de...Lol.

Wanted to do hw first, end up toking on phone for 1 hr plus...wasted sia...hope today wun run...dun hav the energy to do so. My hair is so short!! can't realli comb it. except to spike it...see how lo.. my classmates wun b surprised anyway. They're a dead bunch of pple. Haiz... Feeling so crappy. Got many things to do n tink abt. Juz sorted out my maths file n gotta do those tutorials and think abt the NTU n NUS project. Den haven practise banganwan solo yet, left my song file in LT1, crap...how m i to find it...got lecture on monday..die liao, sure lost one. Zzz...

Duno wad's wrong wif my internet connection, can't dial wif my dsl modem, but can tap it using LAN! How come? it's so bad lor, da modem is mine! Unfair! can any pro assist me?

Mood :|
Hengz ar...today guitar practice din practice until night. Haiz...got myself a troublesome job, da curtain keeper, n gotta play too...very rush like tt. Den still muz fake i can play colours of the wind...stupid idea lor. den today da backstage pple all left, only mun yu n i left, den everyting we bao ka liao... den someone accidentally knocked da $350 guitar down n got a slight part chipped off, the person got so pissed off n blow her top at da person...den got a commotion for a while b4 she stormed off...haiyo, it's common for tt to happen lor, especially in LT. Anyway, da aurora shirt is so damn big, can't fit myself in nicely, haiz...

Google's coming out wif gmail, which is so attractive not to take up, but considering all cookies n spywares...duno whether shuld pick tt up anot. 1 GIG leh!

Noe another unknown person 2day... She asked me who i m, when she added me...(strange rite?) den yar..tok a while got number le...funny sia...

Quite tiring today, gotta catch up wif tutorials n practice le, still not 4getting NTU, NUS competition, sigh...

Mood: =S
It's been realli busy busy past few days...can't get to write my rubbish life in here, lol. Wanted to say lotsa things but maybe somethings are better not to say... Haha..

M i tt flirtious? I juz merely say hi to my friends n my frends say i very flirt... duno wad they're thinking. maybe they're jealous i gaining popularity...hehe. Haiz...tmr is da course liao, will miss out lessons, which means probably got to make up for da lost time... so rush like tt.. mr veera's hw haven't even complete now muz do some more, sigh*

Photo taking is fast, hate dragginess, but da shots abit funny sia...show us looking up as though portraying some sort of future we're looking into like tt... hehe.. den odd one out is sab's bro... wearing taekwondo t.

Argh...today guitar practice session reminds me of pressing time to practice even more...so stress...luckily i switch to backstage crew, so at least i play only bangawan solo, dun nid play colours of the wind... not enugh time to practice mah... haiz.. but da cool thing is dat we can get to wear own jeans for the concert. I like the voice of tt gal who can sing very well.. Her voice as though possess some unexplained magnetic charm within it, hahaz... nice to hear. I'm glad to noe a few more friends today from da backstage crew other than the sai gang grp, lol. received 5 tix...who to sell leh...maybe to my da jie, jan ba...but i got confident i can do it...hahaz.

mood: :/
I'm so damn pissed off wif how things are going on now... well, lotsa things r going on in my head, trying to sort them out. Others duno how i feel inside me actually but i dun wana say either, not sure who's friends, who's not. I really scared of opening myself to the wrong pple, hope dun end up get backstabbed n received bad reputation all over.

Wif things like micromouse competition, guitar performance, test, SPA practice, assignments...i really kinda get tangled up... wen jie told me recently abt the 3d competition things. Shuld i participate anot...haiz...duno lar..

haven't heard from my sec frenx for quite sometime le...wonder how they're doing... tmr 4b outing le
Today's topic will be abt joe ba... He's very erm...duno how to call lar. Xiao li chang dao ba... Keep on asking me to jio ******, if not he's gona action le. but yar... whether to do so anot, it's my business. I nvr say he canot jio. It's how things go tt matter lor. Well, i'm quite irritated by this matter actually. I din wan let pple noe one, but now like almost everyone noe... :P

But another prob is how will she react to my feelings, avoid me? accept me? joke abt tt n forget it? I would rather she not noe den. Besides she dun seem like da type who will settle down... so frustrated. I wanted to do so many things but acceptance is one prob... Heard tt she cry today when i having cs lesson. duno wad happen though.

So tired physically and mentally. For tutorials, competition, affairs... Guess da only crazy thing tt make me laugh alot is when poh woon, sean, alex n me went for a tour in singapore. Lol, i mean da trip was an error itself cuz sean din even noe where 12 goes n lead us to wrong place, in the end, end up late at home and pw meeting cancelled. But yea, it's realli fun toking crap along da way, haven't laugh like tt for years le.

mood: &)
Hai...tis day ar...got swimming lor. Yar..first swimming event in school for mi. The teachers were so pissed off abt us being so late. Taking own sweet time walking, changing etc. And... 10/04 is pretty slack. Think alot of pple can go intermediate but stay in beginner, haha... den yar...learn tt leg muz be straight when kicking and bla bla... Heard the intermediate ones muz swim 10 laps. OO...scary for me.

Den later got into sch late due to teacher dismiss us late. Den, yar so unfair. Stupid matrix system... (cursing it)

so sian... almost everyday got make up lectures. Den i forgot tt phy n chem switch make up lecture sessions, almost skipped it. But anyway I was late, yar...den duno where the attendance form is going around so din bother to mark. But those stuff taught i noe liao...wasted. Shuld teach other stuff mah...

So weird, today nobody played pranks lor... not as fun anymore... lol.

Sian...

Mood: :|
Wah, shit man... Today a storming news for me! I got into choir lor. I dun actually wan to. Juz tried yesterday for fun only. I suppose they're realli too desperate to get male voice ba... But i feel realli guilty to tell da teacher or whoever tt i wanna quit choir due to wadever reason i can tink of... Haiz... Now only one song can fit me best => Blue - guilty, lol

Cuz i actually made up my mind for guitar club, den duno why yesterday went to join lor. Partly is weina ba...haha. zzz... how?? i'm in a great dilemma lehz.

Anyway, today's pdp maze. Wasn't too impressed by it. So simple, can see is last min work. NY's cca bazaar's so much better, haha. Miss NY. Anyway, got a few combination of pdps in my mind, wanted guitar club wif either library, or wif av club or wif robotics. Yar, tt's abt it. Other pdps like taekwondo, IT, leo club all clashes, so canot lorz. Haiz... Missed out a few pdps which i din see their booths. Those are: dance, oac, hockey, etc...

Besides tt, li zhen moved out of 10/04, so sad... and joe came to 10/04, haha...he looks like samuel goh sia... 80% similarity...

Tink sl muz haved missed me ba...sms mi today... n wanted mi to entertain her... too bad i fell asleep on bus n she's pretty mad abt it, :P

Today's mood: :S
Oo...came home rather late today due to giving a try for the choir audition, lol. Din realli wanna join choir one, but juz went there see see...den got persuaded to try for it... Well, i tot might as well give it a try, may be a good experience. But seems like i was amongst the few daredevils who dun hav experience but go for it. Lol, there's only 2 guys there only including me!! omg, anyway...it's not a while, i was 21, so da second last!! wait till 8.30 ba...or even later.. can't rmb exactly.

But far b4 my turn, weina and her friend left liao, janice n her frenx left too...den no one to tok to... so i went to sit near the group of gals nearby. Well, though abit rowdy, they're very nice pple. It's yun hui who started waving to me first, n i smiled n waved back at her, den she asked me to join them n so i did lor. But it's rather weird to be da only guy in the group, so yar...we tok on and on, having TJ cheer occasionally when someone is gonna go for their turn in audition. Lol, den later, jian wei came n join me -- i weren't da only guy liao, hahaz.

Den later found out tt pei ching n yun hui live near me, hehe... nxt time can go pester them liao, lol. when it's my turn for audition...

I was so so nervous but kinda act not as i turned around to wave at my supporters. Up n up da stairs, i can feel my breath elevated along too => to my throat. So hard to get a gulp of calm breath. I was introduced to the 'suffocating' room of choir pple. As in they made me feel so uptight like tt. Den due to tt, i can't perform as good as i showed da gals...haiz...such a disappointment. cuz da mistakes i did dun even nid da teachers to point out. I can do it myself too!! den came the part when they asked me to hum according to piano tunes, i did lar but turned out rather erm...u noe. den i can sense da acute desatisfaction in da female teacher. I was later asked if i'm considering for council election. n they strongly advise me not to due to busy schedule of choir practice....den i was tinking wad deep shit i got myself in when i not even much interested abt joining choir...

Later when, i was led out the room, the senior asked if i was very nervous, which is obviously yes!! well...den yar...da gals asked if da gay teacher got ask mi for mi no, date etc lar... lol den yep took taxi home wif yun hui, pei ching and vicki. haiz...too tired to write anymore lar...

gotta rest from da long n tiring day liao. Tmr trying guitar club, hehe
mood: :)