An abnormal day with weird phenomenon. Mr loh screws up a simple probability ques and physics lecturer allows us to leave early. Computing 1st lesson listen to Gigahertz's talk wif juz erm... 6 pple? Partly their fault ba, din reply mr chua when he says tt today's yr 1's collection of results. Weather's pretty weird too, large ominous clouds over loom the sky and i tot it's gona b a super violent storm. In the end... juz a slight drizzle. End up doing pull ups n standing broad jump instead of a run.

Din realli see alot of yr 1s in school today, quite alot pon sch ba... Tis will probably continue for some time too ba... Can see sch putting alot of fake fun in TJ to make them stay.. Haha...

it seems like alot of pple getting attached by tis time le..

heard from dad alot abt political stuff of singapore, it sounds abit subjective but after some consideration, it's pretty true.. life's probably gonna be alot different n will be harder to survive in future..

excited bout tmr's adventure tower.. v long time haven get to play arnd wif those obstacles stuff.. wish me gd luck.. heez

finally coming to a weekend for rest le. Been so tired recently.

O lvl results coming out on monday. Hope my juniors can score better den their prelim. Duno if my robotics junior will zao to other school.. if it is.. quite sad lor... even though we've been together for a short period..

Managed to dig out geraldine's secrets, haha. Told by my friend one, dino alot still duno tt. She kept it rather well ba. Just read alex's blog... damn funny.. da balloon incident. Though synn tian v embarrased, she still holds on to his balloon lor.. how nice.. hahahz...

Yanyi's so so lame lor... Her jokes are rather 'special' tt i duno wad category to grp those.. ha.. but da gd thing abt her is she's v frendly n wun pang sei ppl, or my mrt ride will be so sian...

Mood: =D

it's so close, could have come back wif a 4th position at least. God must have played a joke man... 5 runs, none can complete... sian... felt so traumatised... if roboGP can't win, what say micromouse..

it's back to hectic work again... din even have the weekend to rest well lor, and now's it's back to monday where i'm screwing everything up again. Chem mock din even finish: got yield no evaluation. Physics spa: no uncertainty value for reliability of equation. Chem test tmr.. gonna be hard... sch sux man...

mx complaining abt LZ nt giving a damn abt him, how it hurts him alot... it's not like i duno how he feels but i juz dun wana say hw something similar happen to me... it hurts and maybe i shuld just ask him to give up ba... if looks is all that matters... what is love all about?

TJ's vday's memorable for me. At least it seems abit more fun for me tis yr den last yr's.

I bought wrapping paper, sweets, ribbon, flowers n choc tis yr. But i'm so sorry tt i cant get nice chocs for everyone. Dun mind da cheapskate sweets hor.. it looks nice on the whole ba... ha.. Many are quite surprised they receive vday gifts from me. I din make a lot, only about 18 or so... and i tink i left out may ee's, puay yee's, xueting's, vicky's etc... Also some guys wan it... But i cant make so many... so sorry lar... haha

Quite paisei when i wan give flowers to her. Well, i'm glad she likes it. :D But i juz shuldnt put so much hope on it... juz take it as a friendship day. But i got conned for a $8 flower when alex told me his close frend only sells it for $4 n recommend to me... muz b careful nxt time he recommends me stuff le...

This time go round giving gifts with esmond cos i was late in da morning... no chance to give out. Only in btw sessions of lectures where everyone moves abt in LT giving gifts. Quite paiseh when lizhen's frends tease her abt me... But i juz show a heck care face... She actually responds to my msg i wrote in da card promptly. Ha...

But one of the tings i'm very happy about is when she finally talks to me again after 1/2 a year. It's a nice smile i see on her face although we both abit paiseh after being cold for so long. Thanks to padma...

da day b4, went J8 to buy gifts wif alex n esmond. It's pretty far from hse, sleeping on my way there n happen to hear tt alex was in hougang.. diao~ I realise there's many cat high pple in bishan lor... stopped several times to wait for es n alex to catch up wif deir frends. Alex even had nickname like "baby"... Yucks...Lol. Tis baby has pretty corny lines like "rest well cos u've been running through my heart" and "i'm a bad shooter, cos i keep missing u", haha...

on sat, it's cool to hang out wif pee wee, desmond n serene again... I feel v comfortable back wif them. Constantine was wad we wan watch but timing abit sucky... tix selling v fast and we had to change from J8 to ang mo kio to watch. tis 2 destinations happen to be the places me, es, alex went to tt nxt day. Plot of constantine was chim at some parts and rather bullshit in its joke, though rather funny. Took some pictures but cant upload to them yet, haven buy cable... Pee wee bought me a present, n i still owe him one... feeling guilty... :P I tink i better buy them one quick...

Tis week busy wif robotics, cant meet up or go out... sian n fun in both ways in how i wana see it.

Mood: :>

it's not exactly a 'happy' bdae for me at all... Woke up in da morning, got scolded when i ask abt my ang bao money... i usually find it under my pillow every yr but tis yr's not. She said she'll celeb next time... What i'm realli upset abt was when she din even wish me a simple 'happy bdae' greeting... (she = mum)

Got several bdae greetings from my friends including: desmond (thx for ur shirt), weina, ruth, serene, ngian xin, weiquan, esmond, pee wee, huimin... Thank you all..

mood: -neutral-

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!
happy birthday, happy birthday,
happy birth...day to meee....

Lol, it's not now yet... tmr... probably another boring day...

Bought sony ericsson K508i and i'm quite satisfied wif it. gotta deduct $60 from my pocket lor so it's not a birthday present.

Gonna complain soon le... Timing all wrong, said they will come on fri, den it came today when i'm out wif my mum for a lil while. It's either we collect from eunos (so far) or demand for redeliver on tues ==> gotta wait again. That still have not explain the free gifts voucher... I realli wonder if my dad has thrown it away by mistake...

It's gonna be CNY soon le but I still have no mood for tt. But the school's carnival was nice... But i hope it can extend its coverage to a greater scale. Tis yr it's only da parade square only lor... End up spending abt $8 including da compulsory $5 tix hse comm force us to buy la.

Class outing was fuN!! Nvr had such fun times wif da class for so long... heez... everyone so high yesterday... esp fiona... crazy mood ba.. But poor estella's lost her voice, can't scream at us as usual. Tot it'll be a nice movie outing but turn out to be juz eating yoshinoya food at cathay cineleisure. B4 deciding on tt, dey wanted to visit more expensive food restaurants like swensen, marche, sake sushi and billy duno wad de... Lol.. Anyway had a long tok cok session at yoshinoya. Thx to alex, everyone's doing some lame guessing and I felt like the most stupid person there. Elin come up wif da MRT, alex - fuzzie wuzzie, etc.. Only at last I came out wif da chicken n duck one tt makes everyone squeeze their brain juice out... Most still duno da trick yet and i love seeing hansui's irritated expression. Haha... If only more pple got go...

Mood: sian

Feeling so damn pissed n sad. My face got scarred by phenol. It's a painful tinkling sensation initially. Afterwhich it left an unsightly brown scar on my face.... So dejected... duno when it'll be alrite... Not sure my chem tcher is JUST saying smth to make me feel alrite only.

Tink might be late for gaining a firm position in roboGP cup... Da stocks only came in today!! so late... n by the attitude da club's showing.... it's nt positive at all. I gotta do smth to reverse da situation. Mr goh has to help us too... With taekwondo and dance club using the area, we realli hav no more place for training le...

ran 3.6km in 18min 10s, slightly faster den jian yuan.. haha...1st time tis yr wor.. Joel improved qt a lot i tink... hopefully, i'll do fine for the cross country... hopefully our class runnin together..

I'm juz feelin v bad... i'm sorri if i make u all feel unhappy when u see my black face during this time...

Mood: -pissed-

Heard from someone tt she's alrite le. Hopefully the nxt time i see her, my hi wun be rejected by a turnarnd-nt-interested face.

Robotics session went pretty okie. The yr 1s loosen up abit, learnt quite abit of stuff today. Maybe it's abit crammed but at least interest is shown. They ran the racer many times... ha. Realli hope i can get a proper room for training... It's realli pathetically small the room size is lor...

Got pretty low for chem lecture test... Guess I'm one of those ms fong's refering to ba.. Need to retake physics skill C,D since it's nt within 14-16. Haiz... Wonder hw estella can score so well for tt.

I'm pretty excited to collect the freebies for singnet signup.. Wonder hw's da new speed like...

3.5km run still at 17.5min... No improvements at all... Even lose to someone I probably wun lose to de... So upset...

Mood: -tired-

Many things to do this year... a rather hectic start.

Received a msg from singtel saying tt I can get 2650 for free wif a new plan durin CNY. But I tot during CNY, BEST will be closed, no? Singnet can upgrade to 512 during the short promo period. But i nid to call to enquire... If it is... woohoo...

This year's goal is to pass NAPFA, dun wan to get xtra 3mths of treatment in NS. Gotta train alot more hard manz... But i juz duno how to train for standing broad jump.

Tidied up my room and filed in alot of worksheets i din file in last year. It's seems so much neater now.

Duno if Elecktra or Shall we dance will be a better movie for me to choose to watch... Let's see which one bcomes da more popular option ba.

If there's something to be done, it should be. I duno what the fuss abt it my mum's making... How nonsensical!

Added weiquan in my friends' list...

Mood: pissed

Lotsa things happen during these twelve days. Ironically, there's more free periods in year 2 and we are released earlier. Used some of these days for 10/04 lunch outing. It's pretty easy going kinda mood we're having. Not much honey-moon time left for us to enjoy.

GP teacher's mrs lim. She's got a way with things. Ability to stress people to do work in a eh... peculiar manner. In the end, classmates all betray each other out. Lol....

Quite sad that poh woon's leaving our class to 13/05. Not sure if it's realli good for him as there's another year to waste or improve grades is totally depend on him le... I realli hope he can make use of the chance to score very well.

Heard that yr 1s are grped to CG as well as SG. Sounds interesting but like pretty dumb too.. It's hard to build that much bonding with the class since some pple seldom see their classmates. My junior is ord having tt problem liao. Yr 1 got about 30 computing students, 5 times as many as the no of year 2s lor... But havent seen all of them yet. Got 1 in robotics, hope he can be my 'ji cheng ren'...

Meeting on wednesday wif yr 1 was abit screwed up. Din noe dey had tok on wed which lasted till 3.30. I told them meet at 3. Eventually, we do see some of the registrants. But tink I missed out at least 5 more. Quite awful for a start. Photog one went smooth with games and food. There's realli no such nid for robotics ma, can't compare...

Tis yr discipline's gonna b stricter, even PE standard too. To show to TA students n year 1s.. oso to train for NS. If fail... gotta go in earlier... tt's not wad i wan. Better train up n eat less... Waist getting thicker.

Hp plan expiring soon. Eyeing on new phones given to new plan or resumin existing plan. I tot K508i is pretty good but I can't get it even though I've got the money. Juz can't. So sad... tink have to get those lousier ones like Samsung X100A, Nokia 2600, Samsung C200C etc...

Everyone seems taller while I'm still who I am... Haiz...

Mood: -busy-

Tmr pdp exhibition. Target must at least recruit 10. Heard last year was 30. I've not done recruitment for robotics before, so i duno how it'll turn out.

Sch tis week realli sux. Lect dun arrange at appropriate time but follow the timetable schedule, so got many periods to idle around before attending one. Today physics lecturer came late as his schedule's different from ours. Wad a joke...

Web assignment on due soon. Still got project folio hasn't write yet. Intend to do that after the site is done... Duno whether the others has done better than me anot.

Many pple tis yr has changed some extent. Some pple hairstyle quite different le... For me, I juz hope i can grow taller. Haha... I still got no problems with pimples. It's under control... haha

Creative has come up wif a microzen touch game that allows u to play it and stand a chance to win that. Visit sg.creative.com for more details. My highest score so far is 109000+ i tink. But i tink it's still far away from the top winner they announced every week. It's worldwide oso...

By the way, if anyone here got nice stamps and not collecting, dun mind pass to me. I collect stamps. Thx :D

Happy new year! 2005 is here. Hope it'll be a nice year for everyone. Still got a month plus before I can collect some money... haha..

Still miss her... Hope she'll just fade away with time... wonder when will that be...

Com's reformated again, this time a clean copy of windows xp sp2. Juz take it as a prep for new year. Lost all the songs, :sad: Thanks davina for the new songs den... haha

mood: -fresh-

Juz seen the news about the big earthquake that happens offshore of Indonesia Island.. I was so shocked when I see the extent of damage it deals. It even spread to Maldives. Can't imagine if Indonesia wasn't here to block that, Singapore will be nowhere above the water. It seems like 2004 has many terrible incidents to recall of... Wonder will the prediction of "Day after tomorrow" holds true in the near future anot...

Had a haircut at the punggol salon. It's not as cheap as my friend mentioned. $12 and i'm still not that pleased with my hair. It's too short to do any style anyway... But I bought a bottle of gel that costs $20 from them that caused my mum to be freaking pissed with me. She disallows me from future visits to salon anymore... Like i care...

Once again, thanks to all my friends who send me christmas greetings in sms, directly or other ways. Hope christmas is nice for you too! :D

Short review of my hols prog so far:
I've watched many shows this hols - bridget jones, incredibles, sky captain-world of tmr, frankenfish, van helsing, hellboy, white chicks, school of rock, vampire slayer, national treasure.
Weight: +1kg (oh no...)
height: still nt yet changed (-__-")
clothes: 3 more new shirts, 2 more pants (jeans)
hair: spiky top
homework: (only maths almost completed)
work: got $190 for 19 days.
money: lost $45, gained $5 later... still loses much in a way...
mood: sometimes sian, sometimes excited...

robotics training starts le... feels so drained... went AI to seek help for robo racers. Lim pin duno quite a lot of things. So am I.

Ela still reminded me abt da coursework prep... feels like a mountainous pile of things.

Won $2.60 in mahjong for the total of $5 bet. If it was $50 bet like last time, i would hav won $26 dollars.

Got $190 for internship instead of $200. Cos i din come for 2 days. (wad abt most of da days i come earlier 1/2 hour?)

Es's recommending a christmas job, 8-1am job, $50 in total. It's abit late n it's selling stuff... Things i dun wana do... Duno whether wan to accept anot.

Des askin me to go city harvest celeb on tis fri. but i dun realli like tis sorta things. Feels weird to me. I'm not even a christian in the first place.

Tinkin of dyeing my hair... Probably this week or next week.

I'm getting nearer and nearer to the end of working nightmare. But it's a beginning of another. Everyday when I woke up, I feel so sian. 74 takes me 1.30 hrs.... In fact, I not only can take a nap but literally sleep.

Not sure whether I'm up to take Phy S anot... It's kinda scary. Heard ZR n Sean got S for other subs... Die liao... Need to refresh myself too...

Web: I came across some design tips that taught people ranging from novice to experts how to create designs that can generally appeal. Even a simple shadow effect if uncontrolled is just as unsightly. Might as well not strain viewer's eyes... (<-That's my comment) Some difference of personal website and a blog is normally blog's everyday bullshit that you share with your friends and vice versa while website is some creativity space for you to show or a really simple task of showcasing your works and establishing a professional profile. However, it's hard to decide what website you really want to design for yourself as personal preference is always on the change.

IE vs firefox:
There's been this hot poll on cnet whether firefox is better or IE. I think basically for basic use, firefox is actually much more better. It loads up faster on any com, (i've tried) and the tab saves so much memory rather than waste up on a new window. Check your task manager and you know why. Firefox can also be skinned and customize and match your favourite theme etc. However, if you want security, maybe, just maybe... I'm still not too sure. IE has higher security as it has duno wad cipher strength thingy and web pages load correctly in IE may not do so in firefox. IE also has a weird attractiveness to draw people to make people use it despite so much disadvantages. Perhaps cos it has been around for so long... Oh, windows update only work for IE if talked abt web-based.

iPod vs Microzen:
hmz... it seems interesting how the 2 companies are fighting to get their products sell... I see creative is going all out but not sure about apple, whether they're thinking that there's a need to. It's so rare to see apple advertisement... In fact, I've only seen once....

Feel that i'm getting heavier. The working nature is so sedantary and i feel so stoned and no where to burn calories after lunch. The lunch portions are usually alot no matter what price you buy it at. Maybe i'm going to do running as training... who wanna join me?

Mood: -stoned-

blog: duno y blogger change to chinese mode when i wana come in, i din even set to chinese mode sia...

event: my cousin's weddin last tues, wow, she's so diff wif her make up. Da banquet is held at ngee ann city. Da ambience is fantastic, romantic and gorgeous. However, i realise one pathetic flaw is tt da staff's attitude is pretty bad. Chatting away when they are supposed to be serving drinks. Oso, i caught them hiding their laughter abt smth when they're serving out the dishes. But i'm happy tt she got married after 8 yrs wif dominic. Started seeing each other during their JC times. Hope i can have such blissful life as well.. hah... Dominic sang his own composed song while walking up the stage before pouring the champagne over stacked wine glasses. His voice is pretty nice and touchin.. no wonder my cousin fell for him.

work: had company dinner on fri. tot it's pretty big scale kinda thing. It's kinda pathetic lor. ANL book juz 5 tables from kingsfisher cafe and had buffet there. The food there nt alot. Only desserts had quite a few types. (But pple wana eat more of main course food mah...) But at least it's some sorta company dinner. Da table I sat in happen to hav quite alot of woman. And wif pple like yang ling, stef, joyce, etc... how can it be quiet? Laugh thru the evening n yup it's a while since i laugh so much le... It's da way dey laugh makes me follow suit. Lol... Wanted to take photos wif my bro's cam. Happen to be --- no batt... after tt took me abt 1.5hrs to get home...

com: bleahz... manage to remove korgo virus but there's still alot in... had some problems shuttin down as well. had a few choices wad i wana learn: flash actionscript(advance), creating windowblinds skin, japanese(still haven finish da book), guitar(long time din play). The snake n ladder game is near completion. Hope to give u guys a sneak peak soon. :D

life: had a hard time writing the journal in the internship bk. Long time din write le. Trying to fill in the details by memory. Tried to create a extremely short video using the few 10/04 class photos... haha, nid more manz... had a stroll today n i'm tinkin abt lotsa things in life, studies, frenz, luv, and bla bla bla... watched 12 kingdoms n inuyasha. Pretty nice oso... hehe, but naruto's more fun! :D Wana try out KBox lor... after being ehem, brain washed by jian yuan.

Mood: =)

so busy n tired... dun realli feel like bloggin.

work: one less person to tok to after TK has left. his attachment is juz 6 wks, only 2 wks more den me only. like nt much diff oso, cant learn much. Besides i thought it's supposed to be 6 mths.
found out tt my work in asknlearn only gives me $200 and i'm working for 19 days, 9 - 6pm. So basically i'm paid like $1.20 per hour.... how cheap am i treated... dun tink i produce less contribution den da poly one lor, juz cos no resume den treat me like tt sian... pple, nxt time dun take internship, go work better. got a new colleague from temasek poly. hope to work well too.

school: it's kinda hard to get pple back for robo training man... muz stress da importance to them otherwise juz gonna stray away to other pdps... hw still got alot, haven do much oso. It hasnt got off my mind yet, juz cant be bothered with.

life: lotsa pple on hols man... msn almost no one... only got davina to chat to, but leaving today oso... hah.. no money to spend so no much place to go. Cousin's gettin married, but i'm nt da one opening car door. my bro's da one, so he can get ang bao... unfair!! haha...jkjk... heard some rumours so n so notice me... muz be a prank or wad lor... haha. Last wkend met up wif jundi, desmond, shi jin. Though it's quite few pple, at least we got quite alot of things to tok abt, usually like tt de lor... Went to watch bridget jones xcept for shijin, got training. He slim down so much le, himself din realise only. jundi grow plumper le...afterall da meal serving in australia is much bigger though.

movie: watched incredibles and bridget jones during da hols. Incredibles pretty nice. Gotta agree wif alex tt diff age pple see diff taste of da movie. Can ord tell from kids laughter timing diff from adults one.. It's pretty touching the line tt says "I'm not strong, i'm not strong enough to lose you..." Da movie pace is pretty engaging... din feel bored at all. Whereas for bridget jones, i feel like it's juz another variation of big fish, one of those tt i seldom watch kinda genre. da whole story is a lame narration of herself, how immense she's in love, how pure luck she manage to get tt guy yet she din cherish till she realise wad he's done for her. I din watch da first series so i duno who she's in luv wif previously until da later half of da movie. Like da twist tt says tt rebecca is a lesbian. I can't see it until how the director compose da scenes together at last. haha

IT: com's still in a pretty bad situation, gotta rely on zonealarm to block alot of prog. Avast antivirus din work well, always hang in dos, da blue xp scandisk screen. cant do windowsupdate cos it hangs halfway. Da only way is to dload wadever patch i see on microsoft site.... anyone got a better idea den formatting it?

mood: -tired-

lotsa things happen during da past few days at work.

Finally managed to tok to a few of my colleagues. Wanted to get out of my comfort barrier to know more people. It's damn sian wif bh cos he's soo quiet anyway. Shao qi posted elsewhere.. Gerry, one of da video guy there noes alot of IT stuff... he did hacking, creating website n sell dem b4, tried to compose his own comp specs tt he feels like... lotsa things. Now i noe roughly how much to charge for creating websites le, haha.

uncle yong has worked here for many years le, 5 i tink. and he nvr had his bonus i tink. he say he'll probably try the japanese food when he gets it. hayden asks whether tis yr gonna eat any, haha.

i've done lotsa QCs, creating bookmarks and flash. Da flash can be seen at http://www2.asknlearn.com/crisisgame. Click da flash ver page. Give comments pls, thx. But recently, i'm asked to do graphics for the portal n it's alot tougher. Wif marvin n gerry giving so much comments abt da style...i'm having lotsa stress to comply wif wad's necessary. Network sux sometimes...always do QCs halfway den d/c. da "technician", eng hwa will b running abt den.

met darren for a swim yest at delta swimming complex in redhill. only den i noe tt he's actually working in da same buildin as me... but nvr happen to see him one..

nxt week got annual company dinner. wan to go to see how it's like... sure v grand one. But scared, my friends draw out (including joyce, TK) den will b super sian le... hope not. Ruth's concert coming soon. Those who noe her, better zi dong buy tix from her hor. Me watchin wif my bro "Incredibles".

Mood: -tired-

I've been rather irritated by the bugs in the computer which loom over the vulnerabilities in my computer. All thanks to the fake easter egg which I've tried typing into the "run" window, my window becomes totally corrupted and there's totally no way to restore it. Now it's a reinstalled one with applications causing problems... Frustrating... 

haiz... wth... lost my wallet, da person say cant find after asking everybody in da office n asking da admin pple. DIE ar, more den $35 inside lor... nid those $$ for lotsa things:
-christmas gifts (definitely gotta buy)
-ruth's concert (coming)
-4B outing
-10/04 2nd outing (duno gona be alot)
-bing's treat (someone hinting me so long)
-movie
-smth i wana buy...

ain't tt alot? gosh.... pray to all gods, help mi get my wallet back pls...b4 my mum noes it...

job's pretty boring on first day... but today at least got da taste of creating something. Did flash intro for all da games produced. Nt sure if dey like my style.... but angelica tinks it's alrite... Hope da lotsa-complain-woman dun get to see my work. Scared of her le, after today's noisy argument btw her n a few of da staff... Gosh, how powerful her mouth can be.... juz drone on n on, non-stop. Damn loud some more... but my pay is still yet known. haiz

it's hard to tok to bao hong... he's kinda closed up... shao qi's easier to tok to.

Mood: =(