nth ever da same anymore... in a myriad of feelings... all has bcome juz part of da memories to be painfully sealed... wad i cherish is no longer b any relevant anymore

awfully painful... beyond more den juz tears. essential problems undermine the outcome of a happy future. maybe it's easy to tink others r giving excuses but when u hear ur own words being accused as such, how excruciating can tt pain be... trust being misplaced

Maybe it's juz a better way out... whether it's rite anot, i duno.

hopefully everything will just be alrite for mum... she's juz acting if nth's ever happen, perhaps juz dun wan me to worry. I gotta b strong to help look out for each other in family den.