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Life Matters

There's 2 meanings to the titles. Both has a slight variation in its meaning, just as how you can choose to perceive and act on your future. Either you accept the way it is and take no action on it or take the chance to live your life as close as how you want it to be. =)

Met a cranky but nice person lately. bubbly and cheerful...

Had a long series of camwhoring shots with my close friends jian yuan and choon pei lately.

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For the full set to be revealed on facebook. =) Warning: these shots do not portray the true nature of the participants in the photographs. They're enhanced for the purpose of illustrating effects. The participants are of intelligent, demure, cultured and good-natured character. Ha.

Still another 2 and a half months more. Still far away to start counting down for. My mum promised to take me to Singapore Flyer on 6 April. But it seems like there's no one who can/wants to swap shift with me... Sad...

Read a love story on http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm. It's a typical Singaporean love story but the theme's on a bittersweet romance that happens in everyday life. Quite a touching one I feel. Does such things actually happen in life?

I've been keeping so many secrets for so many people. Feel like bursting out somehow.

Not everyone is very sure on their future. Spent time out with Jensen, Daryl and Hengyi to buy Jensen's birthday presents yesterday. From the discussions, I could tell that it's at a junction whereby there's a decision to be made that confirms the turning point of your life after graduating from university. I have an idea what I want to do, just not sure what I can be.

There are some things I simply don't believe in second chances. Making amends to faults created on purpose seems even atrociously dumb.
Went to CNB Medical Centre for medical review. Total waste of time. The medics don't even have medical report for my service injury. I'm so frustrated about the processes for such review. It's been more than 3 months and nothing is done. I doubt that the claims can even be processed.

When I arrived at the medical centre I waited for more than 2 hours and I'm told that actually I don't have to see the MO. WTH?!? Am I just there so that my presence will remind them that they need to pass my report over to the relevant personnels? I insists to speak to the MO but the MO to my surprise is a more disgusting person. He didn't even raise his head to look when I speak. That's basic mannerism that the MO didn't possess. When I asked him regarding the PES status and claims, he says "so what do you want?"

That implies a lot. Firstly, does he mean that I want to "chao geng" and is just one of the many there to downgrade? Secondly, as a doctor, he's not paying any attention to what the patient is saying by dismissing the topics I wanted to raise before I even finish saying it. So what if he's a captain, that attitude is unbelievably poor and downright detestable. I should have gotten his name before I left that room. Before I left, he left before me and say "if there's nothing else, please wait outside" in a cold and aloof manner. I wasn't even done with my doubts. I think I had more after I left. I should have slammed the door harder than I did. There was no check up done, no report to submit to them... I wonder what was the taxi money I spent to reach that place for!

I received a email for this:

Generation-ACTS Club is hosting a SENIOR-JUNIOR NETWORKING SESSION for all incoming University freshmen on 25th March, 7.30pm to 9.30pm, at NTU Alumni Club at One-North (a short 10min walk from Buona Vista mrt), & we want to invite YOU!

You’ll get to meet friendly seniors and other potential freshmen from all Universities in Singapore (NUS, NTU, SMU, SIM, …). The seniors will share with you everything you need to know about courses & varsity life, good (& not so good) campus food & hangouts (including all the unofficial stuff that the school won’t tell u!)… The whole idea of this event is to help freshmen like yourself clear any doubts that you and your friends may still have, before you guys make your big choice... As your seniors, we hope to help you to explore, integrate into, and make the most of your varsity life!

Go to http://matric2008.blogspot.com/ to register for this one-time only Networking Session! If you have friends who are interested and entering University this year, get them to register too! Places are very limited (since there’re so many freshmen in Singapore!), so register ASAP to confirm your place! And here’s the best part – the networking session is free! :D Light snacks & refreshments will be provided too, so… come and mingle with us!

Do keep in touch! Feel free to ask me any questions about varsity life… You can contact me at 90105905 / zephyr.song@hotmail.com :)

anyone interested?
Hi, everyone. It's been a long while since I've been putting up a post.

Got feedback from Wei Yen that actually he's one of the avid blog readers just that I've not been updating that often.

Work's still the same every day. Helping customers with their problems has become part and parcel of my life at this phase of life. It seems like comparing work and studying, the latter is an option I can focus more at this point of time. Not that working is boring to me, but it seems like if I were without those good friends I have at the workplace, work seems to be monotonous without them. =x That's as good as saying I miss them, opps.

Met up with Choon Pei and Jian Yuan for dinner. Confirmed our oversea trip to Hong Kong. Some destinations that we are going to cover would be Disneyland Hong Kong, Outram Park and Madame Tussad's museum. More to follow soon. This implies that I would have to do more OT to cover up for the trip =x

I think promises should not be delivered if they cannot be fulfilled. It's pointless I feel. For the clubbing trip yesterday, only Wei Yen, Jonathan and me went. It's almost to a point whereby it's going to be cancelled. It just takes another person to hesitate. Fortunately, it did not happen.

Phuture's so packed with guys that's just released from the clutches of BMT trainers. MOS is nonetheless the same situation. Tasted Long Island Tea @ Iguana. It's realli very refreshing, much above my expectation for that. Initially, I thought it's a very bitter drink but I was proved wrong. Jonathan challenged me to drink it fast and I think I got high in quite a short time. It's not just me, I must say. Not before long, we're doing lame and stupid stuff already. Toured Fort Canning Hill in the wee hours of morning. But I must say that it's really cool to take a night stroll out in the trees.

Teresa's getting more hysterical recently. She's been making weird cat noises when she thinks that no one will notice. I was startled the first time round. It's convincing and much different to what you will expect from a leader. Lol. Marriage makes people go weird probably.

I'll be having my medical review at CNB tomorrow. That will probably determines my PES status for re-service and IPPT eligibility for sure. Mm, let's see how things will turn out. I still haven't forget about my injury claims, just that I'm quite sure SAF will not be quick about such things. I think I can forget about claiming anything...seriously.

Another Lazy Day At Home

Off day on Thursday, got a few tasks to do. Very lazy to move at all. Supposed to fill up CPF Medishield top-up form, repair watch and running. Just feel like rotting at home.

In a bad state lately. I think I'm losing voice, having dry skin, hair and eyes. Am I lacking vitamin C?

I wonder if there's a problem being just good friends with girls. Either one side will think that there's something just beyond friendship. Another thing I should keep in mind of...

Saw another faker lately. If there's something that's not from within the heart, then don't promise anything. Just hope that it will fade away from my life.

<(~@~)> says "hi" to all, off to slack...

21st Birthday cum Chinese New Year

I wouldn't say that my birthday party this year is large scale, but it's the first time I've had so many friends celebrating for me. I'm quite touched actually. When asked to give a speech, I'm seriously loss for words, I should have prepared a speech on what to say. In the end, I gave just a general speech. Furthermore, not everyone can squeeze in the room to listen. =x

I would like to thank these people for helping out and attending my birthday party:1004wifchris 

Jian Yuan
Choon Pei
Esmond
Felicia
Jeremy Foo
Alex
Han Sui
Fiona
Wei Quan
Li Sie
Zhe Han1633colleagues
Yan Qiao
Eng Joo & Sue Annexcolleagues
Teck Guan
Adrian
Edith
Wei Yen
Jonathan Phang
Frank Oh
Christopher
Daryl
Hengyi
Jeremy Tay
Jensen
ErvinS6000411excolleagues
Alan Teo
Kai Pin
Francis
Maurice
Alan Lim
You Shen
Sylvestor Quah
Lian Yi Xiang
Hui Chuan
Eugene Koh
Ryan
Sebastian
Maximilian
Aloysius Ho

Thanks all for making this party/chalet possible. Had a fun time pfamilycake utting up all the decorations with Jian Yuan and Choon Pei. With all the busy schedules you have, I'm thankful for the time you take to buy those and help out. I hope Choon Pei didn't suffer too greatly for her test. =x

My family eventually went down for my chalet. I tried asking my mum days before but she always gave that irritated look when I asked her to help with something I just thought that perhaps she just couldn't be bothered with things like that. Felt a bit left out if the only people celebrating with me are purely my friends.maristcake

My cool marist friends attended my party too. I had only asked a few individually. In fact, I felt a bit embarrased when some came to support when I didn't ask them personally. So sorry about that. Christopher came very early and I tried my best to entertain him. Hope he wasn't too bored at the place. I almost couldn't recognise Alan until he smiled and I could then recognise from that distinct expression. Lol. Jeremy's getting thinner and thinner... Looks like I should continue to watch my diet too.

mashedfaceMost of my friends think that the cake smashing session will probably be carried out with the friends that know me for a very long time. Apparently not. Ha, I was being smashed by Wei Yen, Frank and Jonathan. These 3 are probably one of the latest friends I met at work. Lol. I just regret not having to smash back at Jonathan and Frank. Argh~ Revenge!

Anyway, it was quite a coincidence for Frank's friend to be staying next unit to me. He ended up visiting both without having to run both sides. I didn't know who were sleeping inside and I though it's kind of awkward when I returned the chair I loaned in the morning. Saw many couples hugging together on bed. So envious, ha.

I was quite shag on the 3rd. But I still got Karin's baby Caden's one  mocaden nth anniversary and Aloysius's birthday to attend. Still suffering from the overdose of alcohol that was imposed to me by Eng Joo. I can tell that they have softened a lot. If in the past, I would not be able to wake up in time for checking out. Haha.

Aloysius had his birthday celebration at his aunt's place.S6000419 There's a large area for BBQ pit at the open areas of the condominium. I don't know why but I don't really seem to enjoy my time there. Initially I thought I was the only one feeling bored but when I see my friends also staring at the watch consistently, I asked them how the birthday party was. I'm glad I wasn't the only one feeling so bored.

The kind of things that were played at the place seemed to be inappropriate. The security guard visited Aloysius a couple of times when they played flour and it was scattered all around the flour especially at the swimming pool. Another part was when they smash the 3 kg cake at each other the security guard came over to visit again. I pity those people who have to clean up the places. It was simply messy. Ha.

DSC00564Chinese new year day 1 have always been the most boring days of my life. It's not because of the praying session at temple but more to being stuck one whole day in my uncle's house with nobody there to talk with. The other relatives go other places for house visiting only my family is boring enough to stick there the entire day before having dinner together. I also notice that this year there seems to be a shrink in ang pao. Perhaps it's due to the mass inflation of goods?

Another photo taken out of boredom...

Hope to receive more ang pao today and the following days of CNY.

Starhub Memories

A few things happened at work last week.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, frankjohnFrank and John stopped their work later than us. Meiling rushed the rest to take the company shuttle bus out first. I hesitated for a while before following her. I think that really was a bad move made. John and Frank were very pissed when they came down and realised no one waited for them.

I think if I were them, I'll feel as pissed too. Although now, they're not angry about that anymore, I feel that it's something that's always there in their mind if ever they're going to trust us back. We used to be a close clique that sticks together for lunch, for going jan's bdayhome etc.

I've gotten the pictures from Cirong's birthday and Jan's birthday already. Here they are. See how excited Jan looks in the picture. That also reminds me that Sebastian, Melvin and Swee Kuan will no longer be working with the team soon in February. Willie, the team leader is no longer with the team also. TJ grp photoI'm extra in the picture, I'm not in the team either. Haha.

That photo is one she took with TJC school mates as a whole. I think the design of the cake is nice. Well, there's a few shots on that before her face was smashed onto it. Ha. Cousin Karin is sponsoring me with a cake. I wonder how's mine look like.

Next week's into the OJT phase. I hope I can cope well. I think I can't remember so many things at one go. I have to keep reiterate the steps before I can be fully familiar with the steps. The rest of my training team people don't seem so worried.

I've bought all the clothes I need for Chinese New Year already. The rest of the stuff to bother is about the planning for my birthday chalet which is coming real soon. Need to get at least the catering settled first. I think I'll be able to accommodate all the guests in the chalet since not all will be in the room throughout. Esmond agreed to help me out with the decoration and photography while Choon Pei agreed to help me out with the planning and making of jellies. Jian Yuan agreed to accompany me to shop for the miscellaneous things that I need for the chalet. So glad I have a bunch of friends to rely on for that.

Birthday Celebration Notice

Till now, I have yet to receive the pictures from Cirong's birthday. Probably take ages to come... Haha.

Hey people, I've booked a chalet on 1st Feb to 3 Feb for my birthday party. All are welcome. It's at Downtown East. BBQ will be available too! Please come down with your presents, thank you. (Joking) I book via Internet Banking so the lot number will only be sent to me later on.

One thing about the date is that my birthday is not 1st, it's on the 6th but it's Chinese new year eve so having it earlier will be the best I think.

I'm asked by Edith to think up of a wishlist for my 21st birthday but I haven't got one yet. Perhaps I'll think through again before posting it. Ha.

I'm back to being forgetful again. Slept without shutting the windows in my room that's by the corridor. As usual, I'm given a dressing-down by dad. Grr...

'Heroes' season 1 is so exciting. I'm about to finish watching it but was worried about the same thrill for season 2. I've heard from Ronald that it's a failure compared to season 1. Oh man~

I'm happy that I got another web design assignment through a friend, Jeffrey. The dilemma is how much am I supposed to charge him. His budget is not that high though. But I need time and lots of thinking to do one...

Daryl looks kind of stress lately with his job. It's very highly paid and it's demanding too. $10 an hour. Interested party can find him. Haha.

Life in Haw Par Centre under training is fun. At times, lessons can be boring but it's all very applicable to the situations that I'm about to face in the job later on. It's unlike any Physics or Chemistry whereby I really do not see myself doing that in the future. Besides, my course-mates are all very spontaneous and fun people. Really enjoyed the times with them.

Jonathan was always very quiet in the call centre but didn't expect him to be such a joker. Of course for every joker, there's always someone cynical to pour cold water to him and that's Ronald. Frank and Meiling are two interesting people whom I can exactly figure out their character exactly. Franklin, being the youngest, flirts with almost any woman. I won't be surprised if he flirts with Casina. Yeow Kheng can be so shy that he can blush when a girl asks him something. =x But the fun times will soon be over and it'll be back to the boring and repetitive job again. Sigh...

Life Observations

Went to Cirong's early birthday celebration cum party for her departure to Holland soon. The way there reminds me of the times I went back for camp. It's almost the same path. It's weird that she wanted glamour to be the theme for chalet. When I reach Tanah Merah, there were many others dress pretty well too. I had guessed that they were attending her birthday party too but just couldn't be too sure. I think she's got many friends from different age groups. Ha.

Went with Esmond only. Jian Yuan didn't go. =( I had told him about the party way in advance... Anyway, I chose to buy a watch for her. I think it's pretty nice but doubt she'll have the chance to wear it before she leaves overseas. There's tonnes of presents gathered in the chalet room when I entered.

I felt 'exclusive' in a different sense when I was kept out of loop of Cirong's mysterious friend called 'Alvin'. Literally, Ping Aik, Zhiren and Jee Siang rushed down to the porch to see who that guy is. When asked about him, only a hesitant reply that he's just a friend. It's not that I'm nosy or anything. Just that I felt that if I were to be asked to as part of the class to go for the party, I shouldn't be kept in the dark of the things that's going on. Esmond's not aware of the situation too but he persistently asked them only to be fed with more annoyed responses. I don't want to end up in the same state as him so I chose to remain quiet about that issue.

Everything about adulthood seems so complicated. I guess staying simple in life means you got to live with the limited choice that destiny offers you. Unless you want to empower yourself to be different from just another normal average person, you can't exactly choose your dream partner. That's life I think.

Work Updates

I wanted to change blog template for the new year but too busy to find another one I like.jan08me

Dyed and highlighted my hair for the new year. It's about $130 for that. Expensive right?

Congratulations to my cousin, Karin, who just gave birth to Caden on 5 Jan. Her baby weighs 3.6 kg. 0.6 kg more than me I think. I wonder what she's eating all these while. Haha. Thank goodness, both are blessed to be fine. =D

Went for the Starhub training on Monday. It's really a nice change to the stressful environment in Ayer Rajah call centre. The trainers at Haw Par Centre are much more interactive and approachable compared to people of similar seniority at call centre. However, there's test to be held on Friday. I hope I can pass it. Passing mark is 85 if I didn't listen wrongly.

I checked my payslip. I was actually underpaid. I had already called BGC and they promised to credit the amount into the next payslip. Hai...

Meiling actually wasn't angry at me for not changing shift with her. She was just not smiling and I mistook that for being pissed. Fortunately, I've got a chance to clarify that. I think I can identify girls from girl schools. There's a common pattern if you listen to them speak.

I actually don't know what to do or say to friends when they're in difficult family situations. 'Take care' wouldn't be an appropriate phrase to say because to me they're so casual and mean very little to whatever help that you can deliver to friends...

Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008

Thinking back about 2007, it wasn't really a good year I believe. There's many things that took nasty turns for many Singaporeans. Some examples of what I can think of is the rising cost of living. GST charges rose to 7% instead of 5% and taxi fares soar sky high. Also, the NKF saga was something not to be forgotten. It's a reminder to us all to be fully aware of donation scams for which the sum of money can be mainly pocketed to someone's riches.

For me, it's the year whereby I had 2 major injuries: fractured my little finger and permanently damaged my knee meniscus. It had made me feel so down. Everyone around me had to work so hard to help me a lot for the time when I'm down with injuries. Of course there are some who simply think that it's my way of escaping responsibilities. It made me see who my friends are and to appreciate their effort in relieving the pain in recovery. I sincerely thank everyone who were with me all these while.

For this year 2008, I hope to make positive impacts on people's lives. I learnt that life is not just about making oneself happy. It's not easy but I believe I can do it. I also want to become more thick-skinned to do the things I want to do and not get set back easily by disapproving people.

More updates regarding countdown celebration shall be posted later... Take care people.

Movie Outing - Vexille

Another update here. Wanted to update earlier on but I was waiting for the pictures to be uploaded first. We ate at somewhere opposite Peace Centre at Dhoby Ghaut. jialingmeThe food's not bad actually. Had a simple meal with Jialing and Keefer. We chatted for a while as we update each other on our life. They said I look tired that day and spoke little. Didn't felt that way about myself though.

We finished the dinner quite early so we strolled around in Cathay for quite some time. The shops in the building always exude a high-class feel to it and the majority of people who shopped there are mostly well-dressed I feel.

keefermeHere are another round of get together pictures at the comfortable sofa seats outside the theaters... Haha.

Keefer's wearing purple too. Luckily I was wearing an additional vest otherwise it'll probably look weird walking together. Ha..darkentrio

Another of an edited photograph... The original picture had a very bright exposure. Okay, this is a bit overdone I admit...  

After our dinner, we went to Cathay Picturehouse for the movie. Due to unexpected popular demand, the seats that we are left with are the front-row ones. We took the 7.20 PM slot nevertheless. I have no idea what the movie is about only a rough idea that it's a futuristic anime film. picturehousebestI hadn't expect very much out of it but was surprised that it turned out not bad for my taste at least.

I was supposed to be working today. Fell sick and rested at home... Throat's parched. Hope the medicine will work fast...

Not a merry Christmas this year...

If the fashion theme for this year's Christmas is black and white, then I guess my mood's pretty much as colourless as that. Many small things tell a lot even if it's not said out verbally. They carry much as much impact through its subtle means. If among eating at manhatten2anything that I still want to reserve, it's probably going to be my pride.

After work, I went to meet Yvvin. I hadn't felt too surprised as I had already expected that she would be inviting a bunch of friends whom I don't know. I'm really fine with meeting new friends except not on a last minute notice when I've already set that outing for some other purpose. If I had given a more obvious black face, I guessed I probably would have lost my cool.

The photo you see here is only of a small proportion of people who showed up at Manhatten's Fish Market. The only thing I can say is the food rocks. The proportion's not so suitable for a small Asian like me though. Seems more like a couple meal size.

She wanted to go St James after dinner. Adriel persuaded me to go along too since I'm not working on Christmas itself. Well, good for us, we managed to enter. I'm not yet 21 and Adriel hasn't gotten any form of identification pass with him. Powerhouse is cool too. I like the structure of it. The music's not that bad too but as usual, the DJs will reserve the best near the coupowerhousementdown time.

For a $30 entry, we get a free package of what I so called "Make-a-lot-of-noise" pack. There's clapper, party whistle and many other things. The thing is that I don't see many using that.

Here's the photos of us adorning the party kits. The smoke that's yvvinsantahatcreated didn't irritate my eyes which is good. That's me, on the 2nd floor of Powerhouse.

Here's Yvvin and that's Adriel there smiling so happily.adrielhappy His jacket's pretty cool I think. We went in early and met Kenneth and his friends. Alvin joined us much later. Yvvin's friend seems like a frequent clubber. When he dances, he can dance well and yet set his eyes around the surrounding fast. He told me that there aren't many girls at our age there.

Maybe I really wasn't in a nice mood to celebrate to start off with. I didn't feel like dancing after 12.30 PM. Sat down and chatted with Adriel for quite some time before I've decided to leave. Don't know why but that party doesn't really matters to me. Except Yvvin and her friends, the rest were quite nice to leave with me too. I think it's too soon to leave a club at just 1.30 AM but it was enough for me.

Sometimes, things in life are really simplisiemetaxi le. On my way back home, I've managed to sort out something myself and it'll probably only going to be me who will have answers for my questions.

On Sunday, I met up with Kenneth, Joyce and Lisie. I still feel very "noob" about a lot of things. Joyce has changed quite a deal but she's still a nice lady. But I'm just shocked at how different things can change from your expectations. It's something quite personal so I shouldn't mention more about it.

DSC00455After dinner, Lisie and I watched National Treasure at Marina Square. Kenneth and Joyce had to go elsewhere. There were many things about life Lisie and I chat about. She has a very clear direction how she wants her life to be and I, very much wants to have a strong aim of what I want to do. I still can't see it yet...

After the movie, we're too late for MRT. Citylink mall looks like this... That's how I feel the pain of the rising cost of taxi fares... Haha.

Thanks Lisie, I've gotten your Christmas card through mail already! Ha.

Just Some More Updates

Met up with her. Had a rather rush dinner at Pasta Mania Cineleisure. I watch 'Alvin and the Chipmunks' without realising that she has watched it 2 times before that. I don't know if she really enjoys watching that or don't mind watching the show with me. =P I still hate Orchard Road at festive seasons period. Correction, it's pre-festive season too! I've got to squeeze through mass of people like layers of packed sardines. Even on such a cool day I can sweat a great deal. She hasn't decide what to get me for Christmas..

Andy's so nice to accompany me for my training even though it's so late at night. It's been ages since I've met anyone that sincere as a friend. =)

Yesterday, someone praised me again. I'm still so child-like in my heart. Gets excited easily over such matters... Haha.

I've thought about issues regarding seeking a pretty girl as girlfriend. I don't know why but I also tend to stereotype and believe rather strongly that 99.9% of pretty girls are arrogant, selectively friendly type of people. I was told off by a few male friends when I told them about my opinion. They said, what's fun about life if you don't try? Ha... Of course, I will want my girlfriend to have a character that will capture my heart for life.

Keefer told me that he experienced some problems with his laptop. I think the problem doesn't really lies in the specification of the laptop but more of the operating system I suppose. Maybe loading Windows XP will be the best way out for a short work-around solution?

I hope more of my colleagues can open themselves to me sooner... Or am I not sociable enough?

I'm fine...

Well... I'm slightly stressed up about my new job. On the first day, I was straight away thrown to sit beside a qualified customer consultant to listen to how he performs his job. The customers who call in aren't exactly a nice bunch of people. Whatever their attitudes are, we can only be extremely patient even though at times, it's not the company that's at fault. There's many things to learn and right now I can only be patient about it. I don't want to end up like Kelvin who had broken off his contract a week ago paying $1200 for the consequences... There's little interaction between colleagues. Only at lunch time do I get to talk a bit with some of my colleagues. I hope I'll be getting fine later on.

I haven't place an advance booking for dinner yet. I want to get a confirm schedule for the weeks ahead before I can safely ask Yvvin out. I have little confidence that I'll be able to do anything much for Christmas Eve. Everyone at the company will be aiming for that I suppose. Even for the 31st PA's Celebration I'm also uncertain about my attendance.

Twister doesn't have the haircut promotion anymore. They're pushing for the VIP card shortly. It's about $300 for one I heard. Not going to get that. It's too expensive...

Sometimes I wonder if I have placed too much trust in someone before knowing him or her that well. I don't want my vulnerability to be used against me...

Went for physiotherapy today with Thomas. The same therapist attended me today. I think she can recognise me. Haha, not that I'm trying to flirt with her though. Lol. She asks about what I'm going to do in university and things like that... Okay, anyway, the main point is that I'm glad both my strength's the same now according to her measurement and I just need to train up on my left hand's endurance. Tried doing push-ups but I still can't sustain more than a few... Pull ups are worse. Never mind. I shall persevere!

Yea, I finally got my interview appointment set on Monday, 10.30am at Haw Par Centre. Wish me luck people! It's more of a rotational shift and I can expect unusual timing with hopefully higher pay?

Cirong's having a farewell party on the 12th. Tanah Merah Coast Road, NSRCC. Unit 31. I'm helping her broadcast to other guys in the class, so please spread around. Thank you.

I think Diyana has the same problem as me. Not attending to handphone message quick enough. Often I have to wait till the next day to receive the reply. Ha... I just know from Keefer yesterday that I was supposed to burn 11 copies of the DVD video. I burned one only. So sorry... =X He also commented that I sounded like Yee Ping... Mm, I haven't notice that yet.

I ran 2 and 1/4 rounds around my neighbourhood with Andy. We took approximately 50 mins for the run. I usually don't run that distance by myself. It's too boring to run alone for 50 mins. I realised it's been too long since I did sit-ups because I'm still having crams now. Waha.. Okay, I shall discipline myself for the training regime. I sacrificed the noodles my mother was having just now. (So tempting...) I hope he's right about making a difference for the routine I'm about to follow... I'm very thankful for his help nevertheless. Ha.

Also while in the train, I saw a couple that caught my eyes. The guy is extremely obese and he has an unsightly enormous patch on one side of his cheeks. He looks very insecure and has little confidence. However, his girlfriend is pretty normal looking and is lovingly embracing him. How many of us will really be able to love someone without even looking at appearance? We touch our hearts and find the answers...
Blogging from office again.

Working's so tiring. Miss the days of freedom of just "twang"-ing at home...

Had a nice catch up session with my batch boys last Saturday. We ate at the "Chong Qing Place" at Bugis. Ser Jing had dyed his hair with prominent brown with loud yellow highlights. He has the kind of quiet personality, so I wasn't quite expect him to like that kind of style.

After the eat-out session, Kelvin, Lip Sin, Cai Cai and me went to Tanjong Pagar for a drink. It's at a pub called "Top". It's a newly opened pub. The ambience is not really that impressive but it's one with no cover charge and we can sing karaoke and drink at the same time. The picture on the right is Grace and me. We're singing duet at that time I think.

On Sunday, I had a round of badminton session with Eugene, Chan mama and Huichuan. I've never had that much of a vigorous sports after my injury. My butt totally aches... After that, we went to Sitex. It's so crowded with people as usual. I happened to see Jeremy with his friends there. He told me he had sailed onboard the LST for his exercise for 9 days and obviously didn't like it. Ha...

Somehow, I think that my character makes people want to tell me personal things which are quite private. Supposedly, it's a good thing. But when I get too close with female friends with things like that, a relationship may not be possible? Perhaps, guys and girls see platonic relationship as a very different thing.

I think I started thinking of that only after I read about my astrological sign and started to think about myself. Here's an excerpt from astrology-online.com:

"Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.

Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor."

Keefer likes to write about sad stories. It's my first time meeting friends who actually likes to write about short stories... I think it's a rather good way of improving one's command of English? I've never a rich bank of vocabulary and strong grammar skills to start with. Haha.

Mm, I was thinking if I follow Geraldine go Malaysia... Will I miss out my job opportunity that will last me 6 months? I'm still waiting for reply, not that anything's confirmed.
It's been a sad week for the Singapore rowers that have undergone a tragic experience in the freak incident in Cambodia. My heartfelt condolences to them. I guess those who survived won't feel any better for their colleagues who unfortunately died in the accident. I've got friends who personally know them and they are all very depressed for some time. Hopefully, with the new implemented safety policies in both training and competition overseas, there'll never be a repeated incident again.

I've been working in People's Association for 4 days now. I'm still not quite used to waking up and sleeping early. Having a headache today. Work's rather mundane but at least I've got people to talk to so it's still not that bad. The EA (Executive Assistants) are rather approachable. The HRO (Human Resource Officers) are more to themselves, I realise. My colleague told me that I finished my work too fast and advised me to do it in moderate speed.

Brother went for a job interview and I realise he's going for MLM type of jobs. I feelt strange when he told me that it was a kind of marketing job because there probably won't be any companies who are willing to hire him without any prior marketing degree, I suppose. Hmm, he actually wanted to join but after I tell him about the pros and cons of the job, he had to reconsider about it. In a short time of 1 month I suppose it's better if he goes for a basic-paid temporary job.

Anyway, for my re-service unit, it's not the same NS unit I was in. I'm posted to another ship. So sian. My batch boy is still posted back to his ship. So, we're still separated on different ships. Ha.

Read a blog article regarding the Japanese killing dolphins. Here's the link it's at http://www.darkmirage.com/2007/11/16/why-save-dolphins/#more-955. They feel that dolphins deserve no special attention at all. They're all the same as the cows and other animals we eat. Well, it's a rather critical and elaborate article, go read it. What do you guys think about this issue?

I wanted to join Geraldine for the oversea photography course but... I think I won't be able to make it due to work. Argh, so wasted...

I was wondering whether it's possible to bring along a camera for a Snow City trip. My camera isn't that good and I'm not sure if it'll get damaged there. Probably not right?

Schedule for the following days:
Fri: Celebration with Shuzhen for her end of exam
Sat: Physiotherapy, Lip Sin's gathering
Sun: There's something but I can't remember now. Shall try to recall later.
Next Sat: Friendly Badminton Session, probably another physiotherapy session.
I've gotten a few job offers, one of which requires me to work from 5pm to 1am every day as a waiter at a bar at Holland. I've rejected that. Always preferred a more usual working hour job.

Another one is at Kallang to help out HR for data migration. This one's $6/hr. Not a lot though, but it's a 1 to 2 weeks kind of temporary job. I've agreed too early already, because the one Sylvestor recommended me at Braddell is $7/hr and it's a similar IT job. I hope I could ask for a delay so I could take both. Hmm... so what should I wear then... Time to stock up new clothes?

Beowulf is a bit of a disappointment to me. I really didn't know that it was supposed to be a digtally animated film like Final Fantasy CGI. It's realistically rendered but didn't know it beforehand make me feel like being cheated. Lol... The production isn't simple though but I still prefer it with real humans for this show. Angelina is not real, :( Haha.

I'll update again when I'm confirmed with the job. Take care, everybody...

Work Completed... Searching for Job in Progress...

Finally, gotten my last part of the website completed. The owners of the DAUN gallery are quite happy with it. I'm quite proud of it. The first time I took effort to create a site from head to tail. Usually, I'm be lazy enough to use template. Ha. You guys can have a view at it. Here's the link: http://www.daungallery.com. I hope I can have more web job offers coming in. This way I can build up my profile faster.

I've finally sent out 4 job requests at JobsCentral. Since I haven't been doing up my résumé. It takes a long while for me to start doing it. I'm still not too sure if it looks impressive to employers but I think it's not that bad for entry level job seekers I suppose. The 4 companies I sent out were SingTel, Kumon, Kelly Services and DSTA. Other than the résumé, each application requests that I write a cover letter too. To the requirements of each job, the cover letter has got to be different. For an IT company, I've got to convince them how IT-savvy I am... For a teaching company, I've got to convince them how patient and knowledgeable I am for etc.

Gabriel has found himself a job at his brother-in-law's car firm. His description of his job nature seems complicated. He has to do other things at the other firms that his brother-in-law owns. But earning a $1800 seems not bad for 'A' level qualification at the moment. I hope I can find one soon. Wish me luck, everyone!

ORD lo! Gee.. it feels so good... I'm a NSman, not a NSF! Woohoo....









No photos here either because I'm too lazy to upload or there's really nothing much. Ok, this time I'm going to put up something. Haha... But I think my photography skills kind of sucks. I have to manually edit every picture to get the right tones and colour range. Something I can't do on my camera. Besides, the display is kind of deceiving. It's show overly vibrant colours with rich contrast... Haha.

First are the ORD BBQ pictures. It's held in East Coast Park. I think I need to go there more often, otherwise I may forget how to go there. Lol. =x Many of the group photos I have with me are badly captured. My friends didn't on the flash. =( It's not on by default...
Here are some of the shots with my friends. Uday and Eugene are 2 friends who were my platoon mates in BMT and followed me to my Navy life. Unfortunately, we are not posted to the same units after our vocational training. Ha...

Okay, from the pictures, you can tell how many attended. A better turnout rate than expected. Just that I didn't think Wei Le will be the one organising it.

His hand is injured after ORD due to a very stupid reason... I shan't elaborate more.. The way he delayed for his treatment was even more unbelievable too. Entirely half an hour of wound left open! Lol...
Here's another shot Hui Chuan request to let it stay this way. He says it makes him look angelic. Oh, whatever, it's not anywhere near his character, that is...
Poor Caicai, he's being targeted to be... erm...played around? Here's the proof... Actually, there's a few more candid photos the guys tried to take. The popular "jump-in-the-air" sort of photos. Well... it's not very successful though and it's very difficult to capture such timing given the fact that many jumped at different rates.

Another photo was the photo for all the tall guys + one short guy. I'm glad I wasn't chosen. Kelvin was chosen. Lol, it looks damn insulting to Kelvin. Nevertheless, Kelvin still chose to appear in the photo with them.

More photos can be found on facebook...

Next is the cousin's birthday-cum ORD celebration. Bro came along too and we went to Heeren's Sakae Sushi. When we reached there, the shops were very empty because Energy was holding their fans talk at the centre in Heerens.. That's right, the fan girls were screaming at the top of their voice and camera photos were madly flashed. However, Sakae Sushi still has so many customers and we almost couldn't get the seats.

After eating for a while, I realised Mum's neighbour, "thirteen aunt"'s son and Zhen Gang were eating there too. Both of them I know and don't have too nice of an impression with... Lol. Anyway, I realised we three shouldn't have ordered buffet together because the 2 can count under as one buffet.. That would save a lot of money. The bill was $91.60 if I wasn't wrong... Wow, so much for just 3 people only... Anyway, that photo on the left is my brother and me. (Pss... He's wearing my shirt...) The photo here makes it look like it's taken during the day but no, it's in the evening. I brighten it so much that our faces can be more recognisable. Haha.

The photo on the right is my cousin Karin (yep, she's pregnant already... Still thinking of name for her baby) and my brother. I don't think she can sit on the stools for the horizontally aligned seats near the conveyor belt... Fortunately, we got this larger seats. Hehe...

Mm, okay... ORD celebration is over. I need to focus on my next phase of life...
Yesterday's moon was so gorgeous! Full red moon and extra large in size! Ok... I saw that at pasir ris beach. Ex-pri 6A class gathering. Hehe...

Mm... It took me quite a while to find that place, that pasir ris park and town park are the same... The answer is no by the way. When I reached there, only Choo Kiat, Zhi Huang, Shi Jie and Jessica were there. (Wow, so many...) It was already 1.5hrs past the supposed starting time.

Jess changed a bit, recognised her by her voice. Ali came later and I really wouldn't know it's him if nobody told me who he was... Mm.. He slimmed down a great deal, honestly. Was hoping that Aiping and Joel to come but sadly, they didn't turn up... Nevertheless, our conversation was going well even though we have not seen each other since the last secondary 4 gathering. (How I age...=P) Those that came later was Swee Ting, Belinda, Ming Xiu, Li Qin and Mrs Poh (correction... It's Carol) I can see that Carol who's our all time ex-Maths teacher have so much things to talk to everyone. We sat there listening to her most of the time when she arrived, adding in funny, lame comments every now and then. She's not teaching Maths to us yesterday, but very true and harsh realities of life. Even Shi Jie quietened down when she spoke and like magic, we're all enchanted to what she has to say.. Talked about everything ranging from studies to love to housing to career and to family...

It was about 2am that we ended. I really enjoyed the bbq even though the food was disappointing... And... I still haven't buy anything for Jeremy and Fiona for their birthday today yet... Oops!
Oo... ages ago since I've updated... Blog's so cold already =P

Mm, my hand's still not fully healed yet... But I can carry light stuff like paper...haha. Wish me speedy recovery ok?

Went back to Maris Stella High to visit teachers. How nostalgic the place is... but many things changed. The students have gotten more mischievous... Yea, the name of the school is already so notorious. Didn't manage to see Mr Leong there. He's the teacher I wanted to see most. He's really a character developer to me. Want to thank him... Saw the rest of the teachers Mr Ragu (officially last day teaching in mshs), Mrs Low, Mrs Tan, Ms Jazilah (she didn't change much), Mr Guo, Ms Goh, etc... I was with Chris and his friend when we visit the teachers. Seems like Chris really didn't like VJ at all. From his speech, I could tell that he has already given up that cold-blooded place... Haha

Had a super frustrating experience with setting up my new computer... Now, it's finally ready. Took me so many trips to Sim Lim Square and much money too. Argh. It's okay, I'll earn back that money through freelance web design that I'm currently doing.

There's many outings arranged around this period.. Tomorrow's my primary school friends' gathering. Coming soon will be the ORD gathering, after which will be secondary school friends' gathering. December will be attending for CP's send off to India...

Okay... that's all!
Oh, another post here. I've been feeling so lazy to update my blog. =P

I've been so absorbed in Dragon Ball manga lately that I didn't bother logging in Live Messenger to chat. The story is ever so exciting in all its episodes... However, since it's such an old comics, it's not easy to find all its chapters out.

I've put on quite a lot of weight lately. When I weighed myself in coveralls without the shoes I was about 58.... It's evident from the size of my belly too... Aye, maybe I'll do more skipping and short running...

Went to witness Persistence slip off CNB for OBO IV. Felt kind of sad at the moment seeing my colleagues at the for'cle as the ship is slipping off. She finally cried after we talk to her for a while... I think she really misses everyone, but don't know if she had any regrets on her decisions...

The japanese sailors came onboard Resolution 4 days before and had asked for an exchange in navy items such as ball cap, pipe and etc. What the officer could produce is only a bag of items, not sure what is it to exchange with their items... Ha, I felt we're a bit insincere actually... I think A Ops O also has some problems in communicating with them anyway.

Hmm, now my brother and his girlfriend are back together... Well, should I feel happy for them knowing my brother is so fickle-minded?

Felt bad not keeping up to my promises... Argh... terrible. Apology doesn't seem to help too, I think.
Back to blogging again. Just finished watching "Dorm". It's such a great show, a horror show that moves people.. How's that? It's not scary but just a bit creepy in earlier parts.

Read two books these few weeks... (wow, I seldom read books after A's) Teenage textbook and Teenage workbook. In case you are wondering what that is, it's actually two series of er.... teenage stories written in very casual language for pleasure reading. It was written very long time ago since the fashionable stuff that was mentioned was seriously outdated in the current times. Nevertheless, the mushy love part can apply in any century, anywhere I suppose.

This evening, I bought Strepsils for my mum's sore throat. I noticed a surprised expression when I flashed that out. Mm, either she's touched or I was never so sensitive?

National day on Sentosa... Hmm... I shall go anyway. It's been ages since I met my secondary school friends anyway.

Keep forgetting things. Is there a way other than setting reminders to remember things... I just suck at that. Haiz, wonder will the memory strengthening exercise actually help... Actually offended quite a few people because of that... Yucks...
It's been a while since I've updated.

Don't like the new coxswain. He's poking very much into the ship's affair and disturbs me with totally unnecessary work that I feel that it isn't at all my job scope. Bah... I've no other way to reject that though.

The nicer the people around me are, the more I'm relying on them. I seem to become less independent already. Not a good sign for me. Upon reaching adulthood soon, there seems to be many things on my mind. Life's not as simple as just having enough food and shelter for yourself. I need to care about the people around me too. But I'm not that mature to do just that much yet.

Haix. Let's write something else.
1. Tried Tiramisu ice-cream. Yummy! Nice~!
2. Got someone senior to tell me something right from his heart (it's a feat for me...)
3. Got wanted from another unit (NDU). Haha, long story...
4. Got my computer fixed finally. But I pissed off my dad when I asked him to wait for me for the repair at Sim Lim Square. But now, my computer's finally speaking!

That's for now... Tada
I'm so shagged out after 2 consecutive days of rehearsal for SAF day parade. Well... hot weather's one thing. Long period of closing up for the stations is quite demanding and unreasonable especially when it is going to be a long period of time before the guest arrives near my station. There's many unhappiness and unrest among many of the working party. I'm not sure if the captain is aware of it, but I doubt he cares little about that seriously... Don't want to go too detailed about the many things that he did...

Shared quite a lot of crap with Yvvin and Yan Qiao for the past 2 days. It's quite fun. Yan Qiao also taught me many valuable things about design and had a few drawing sessions here and there. Ha... He has a profile on Deviantart, do view it. It's cool! I too discovered that Yvvin has many similarities between us. She likes anime and is probably more fanatic than I am.

Started watching "Nana" anime. It's another nice love-themed anime. Hai... Feeling very drained. I'll be keeping my blog short for the time being. Going to watch Transformer soon...
The garden level atop Vivo City is really a romantic place to be. It feels so good to be drowned in the sweet ambiance of the night there. I can imagine with a serenade there, it would be perfect! =D Somehow, being there can allow me to temporarily forget the stress of the daily affairs, away from the reality for a moment...

Is there something within me that's special? Many people like to tell me things that they don't usually tell others. I take comfort knowing that I'm someone special to them.

Watched Nancy Drew already. The "Nancy" resembles Julia Roberts to some extent indeed. Fine facial features she has indeed. The plot isn't childish as how I thought it would be. An interesting movie too!

Mm, there's nothing my computer can be saved through repairing. Needs an entire overhaul of motherboard. Mum refused to render any financial help. Helpless... Can only rely on myself. Fortunately, Gabriel has an extra motherboard which his brother has abandoned a year ago... Wonder if everything can be solved. Owed him one favour, ha.
Damn pissed about my computer.... Had a hard time trying to unplug all the cables and finding the slots to unscrew the components and hard disk out. Had to be very careful in order not to slam or drop any part... I'm too noob. I don't even know which parts are best left untouched. My brother's computer is worse... His is the type that is very unfriendly to customise. The holes are all out of alignment with the screws and I seriously have a hard time switching hard disks.... It's okay if you don't understand this part. I'm just typing it out for frustration....
Another sinful day... Ate McDonalds Rice Burger Meal for lunch, New York's Mushroom Bacon Spaghetti for dinner. The portion for New York's really huge compared to my appetite. I'm glad I chose the smaller portion type of spaghetti. If not, I really can't finish or would be gorging food into myself to death. It's quite oily by the way...

Bought a shirt, a T-shirt and casual vest. Mm, cost over $120+. Think I'll save some and think of shoes later. Seems like I've procrastinate very long on buying shoes already... I wanted to get the cardigan type of shirts too. Wanted to try out different kind of styles...

I am always curious when people look at me and whisper things to their friends' ear.. Wanted to know what they say be it good or bad. Just met a group of cedar girls who did that for a few times throughout my trip on bus 72.

Can't think of any new suggestions to clock for my USMS... Forced to take leave when I don't want to... It's not going my way...
Had a fun day yesterday night. But spent quite a torrential amount of money on the fun though. Met up with Ah Gong and the rest to play pool. The initial plan was to watch a movie but I was quite late so they ended up playing pool. My bad. Suddenly, a few minutes after I came, Wei Le, Joshua, Swee Kuan and Kelvin came to play also. So coincident...

Left around 4.40pm with Hansui to buy presents for the 2 upcoming birthday boy and girl. I thought it was nice of her to accompany to buy the presents. How sad if I were the only one choosing presents. My knee worked up yesterday too. So it was quite painful throughout. But seems like only she gives a damn about it. Ha.

I didn't realise we spent so much time choosing the presents. I was supposed to meet Jian Yuan earlier at 6 but ended up about 20 minutes late. But fortunately, Hansui and me have the same views about the presents so we didn't argue much about the choice of it. However, Ping Aik's present is a bit troublesome in a sense that we were told not to have the chocolates outdoor more than 5 hours, otherwise it'll deteriorate. In the end, it was still left outdoor much longer than that.

After meeting Jian Yuan up, we waited for the rest. I was wondering if I should tell Ping Aik that she'll be the only girl in the group for the moment or should I just let her discover for herself later on... I thought if I told her, she might decide not to come afterall, so I just let her see for herself. Lol. Luckily, Esmond did ask Zhiren and Jeesiang to come. If not, I think I'll really strangle him. The group will be too small with just 5 people.

The games at the MindCafe were fun. Food seems to be so-so standard. Brownie's not bad. I saw some people playing the normal games seen in Singapore. I thought that since we have a chance to play imported board games, might as well learn new ones. The ones we played are those of strategy, quick-wits and reaction types of games. Had so much fun playing and screaming that our voices turned hoarse and we grew weary after the sessions. Think I'll bring my friends back there next time.

The singing of birthday song wasn't at MindCafe but at a McDonald Outlet near by. We had almost everything for the celebration except a lighter. It's nice of the uncle tending a store near by to lend his lighter for that. Grateful~ It's a round tiramisu cake by the way. Here's the picture of the birthday boy and girl... Ha.

Hansui changed quite a great deal. She was very quiet and easily aggravated in the past, not now anymore. Ha. She was so ultra "high" during the kbox session. She kept on motivate the rest of us to follow her jump on the sofa and scream into the microphone. Was kind of shocked. I think the next room can hear us when I saw them peering into our room. Lol. We sang all the way and I dare to say it's the most "high" singing session I've ever participated.

Ping Aik seems to be appreciative of our efforts of the celebration. I was kind of touched when she said that. Haha.. Looks like the next time I see them all will be at a much later time...
:( I can't login to Windows Live Messenger using my sirhc.net account. Don't know what's the reason behind it. My hotmail account can be used to login though. Check the validity of my live ID on the web. It's still valid, just no idea why I can't sign in. *Frustrated*

Jian yuan's birthday is coming. Wonder where can we celebrate his birthday. Actually, I'd in mind a place. However, I don't know where is it. I shall find out...

It's snowing now in India, how rare. In many other Asia countries, the people are dying of heat. China's having approximately 40 degrees Celsius as I heard on the news. Farmers died of heatstroke is today's news. Hmm, don't you think the trend of hotter temperature is getting worrisome?

The feeling is brewing strong. I can't stand my life anymore. I need a change desperately.
This is a picture of me smiling. Retouched it for a more soft and mellow feeling out of the photo. >.< Okay, I'm bored, that's why I did this.

Mm, my status in camp is now excused shipboard duties and excused sailing for a month. I'm supposed to be happy because it's more relaxed for me at least. It's Aops's expression that make me feel perturbed. I didn't cause the injury on purpose neither am I amplifying the injury for my own sake. What the MO and doctor see is the true situation of how my knee is! Hai... I'm supposed to be posted to shore unit but he refuses to let me go. He just wants me to stay behind to do things for the ship in any way possible. I foresee more of such problems will be coming. More people will start to say things behind my back. Today, I waited for quite a while so that I could have a late lunch to avoid seeing the people whom I thought will say things about me. Maybe it's just my imagination but maybe not. I told myself it's not my fault and I shouldn't continue to reproach myself for that. I want to pick that self-confident me back. I'm trying...

Last Saturday, I did a foolish thing which I find it amusing at the same time too. My brother's girlfriend was in his room and as usual his door was closed. I was rushing for time and I was desperately finding the shaver. I knocked the door and within 2 seconds of no-response feedback, I opened the door immediately. "Waaoooh~~!" was what I heard from his girlfriend. Eh, should I say fortunately, I wasn't wearing my spectacles or contact lenses that's why I can't see clearly what hanky panky stuff they did. Lol... Hmm, I think I need to think twice when I enter his room now. I don't want to be called "rude" this way. Ha.

Met up with Desmond earlier on. Well, he seems to have changed in his thoughts and way of life. He no longer seems to place emphasis on his looks and appearance but more on how he can earn big money at this phase of life which he deems NS to be too small a portion to play in it currently. He told me most of his NS friends are earning much money outside due to their intuitive ideas of business in many varieties. Of course, they have such chances due to their PES status which he has no idea how they manage to end up in that since they look so healthy yet end up being clerks handling admin matters. Well... maybe if I was surrounded with people like that, I may be inspired to do so... However, it seems unrealistic at the pace he was thinking...

Sky just has a funny way of blogging his feelings. Mm...
I just read an article about men's grooming and flirting tips. It's not as "hip" as the title of the article may sound. What the article in essence is saying about flirting is that men like women also need to socialise with other people to enlarge social circle. The women ultimately may not be the "one" but she can be another valuable friend. The true "one" could be her friend, there's never a sure thing. The grooming part is about men's image in today's world. Some of the tips that were written really gave me an eye-opener how detailed men's grooming can be. Wow, looks like, there's still much to learn regarding that. Lol.

Heard something ridiculous today. The medic told me that the medical endorsement needs to be booked in advance and gave me a date at June. Seriously, what's the point of endorsing so late a time when I've already long had my mc. He also said I'm not excused from QM duties when I can't even walk properly lest doing duty... Went to medical centre to talk to them and the SSG began to open up the directives to check for me. (Thought it was weird. Isn't the assessment of my situation case-by-case matter here more relevant?) Anyway, I'm not supposed to do anything strenous... There's no saying that I'm supposed to continue with QM duties... So, yep. Back to case-by-case situation... All in all, I just find the system weird. Sometimes, I just can't help watching the "Just follow law" again and again.

Just a few days didn't go back and I seem to be quite lost already. There's something about ship T-shirt, the fact that Adriel passed out already, newly mentioned rule that QM need not muster?, ship's outing at Jurong Swimming Pool, Shawn's assessment done.... Quite shocking.

Hehe, now there seems to be 2 unknown readers from what I know. I wonder which other unknown readers there are here.
It's Mothers' Day today. Happy Mothers' Day to all! Here I am at home not able to go out to celebrate with my mum due to an injury on my left knee sinew... It's really really painful when I try to move about. Went Tan Tock Seng Hospital yesterday to get painkiller medication and mc for me to rest at home. Not only I can't bring my mum out for celebration, she has to help me for many of the things. Yuck...

Saw the news of the tragic accident that happened to the 2 Singapore servicemen in Taiwan. They died pathetically during their training in Taiwan. It still goes to show how much one can lose during their contributions for the nation, how fragile a life can be. There's still so much left for them to do. They're gone, leaving their friends and relatives behind grieving for them. My heartfelt sympathy goes to them.

Here's a picture of a colourful eye done in photoshop with brush and effects entirely using my mouse. The lines are very much unstable due to the shakiness and the difficulty of control on a mouse. Maybe I'll get a tablet in the future.

I wanted to bring out some sort of emotions in the eye but seems like just a "dead" eye upon completion...

She's getting her life back on track and she seems happy about her life now. I'm glad of it and hope she stays that way...
Finally finished watching Hana Kimi on YouTube. It's a cute Taiwan idol show. Ha, wished that my love life would be a little more exciting, sweet than I will have. But it's not something that comes true by just yearning for it. Too shy to pursue for it... Wanted to have someone to look forward to seeing after work, somebody to work hard for, someone to share my happiness and someone whom I can cry to... I am weak inside no matter how I want to hide it. I don't know what's wrong with me lately but I'm getting weaker in controlling my emotions.

I tend to see the faults in other people which have made me very unhappy about many issues. There aren't many people whom I can really look up to. Is my perception of other people overly negative or it's just natural like that? I don't know. I want to believe that there's goodness in everyone, just that sometimes it's hard. Maybe that's why I love playing RPG games. Everyone in the game seems so perfect, heroic and righteous...

Thank you Padma, Choon Pei, Jian Yuan, Hui Chuan for cheering me on. Feeling empty~